Very stupidly went looking in the comments sections on Facebook of articles about a non binary actor winning some award. Just causing myself pain

Last year I lost my aunt, my dad, and one of our beloved ferrets. Now it's looking like we might lose another 1-3 of our ferrets over the next year. And I'm just done. I'm so depressed. They don't deserve pain and suffering, they don't deserve to go so soon. I've just fucking had it with death grief

So HRT is just so daunting. Like on the one hand, if you could just get it over the counter (as you can in some countries, but definitely not the UK) I think I'd already have started. But the thought of going to a GP and explaining where I am and how I feel and what I want....well it's terrifying

So, the thought that prompted me to start this account: I wasn't just assigned male at birth, right, I've lived my whole life as a man. Well boy then man I guess. But I'm now almost 30 and it's a hard thing to reconcile that I'm increasingly sure I'm *not* a man

New account to talk about my nascent trans thoughts and the first account to follow me as a bot lmao, this really is taking over from twitter!