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Inconsistency
@creeperman43.bsky.social
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I want to come back to my thoughts, so I will post them. Ignore the account. I feel better when having conversations with myself.
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It always feels like I'm running out of time
for halloween i want to try to dress like tewi inaba but i forgot to buy the outfit beforehand so i have to improvise
i want to purchase more vocaloid
what more can technology evolve into... i feel like we kinda got everything necessary already, anything more is gonna get tiring and worrying
I should organize my page and just make little sections for different replies.
Last night with my mom I watched The Truman Show for the first time. Amazing. I need to see all these wonderful classics. I loved that.
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It's okay to admit you fucked up. We all do it. Learn from it, grow, spend hours ruminating about it and beating yourself up about it if you're me, and then don't do it again and be better.
I wish I remembered all of the dream so I could use it and write out that story with it. I wish I didn't wake up. I just hope our side in that universe won. My heart is broken that I was pulled out so suddenly.
I'm gonna write what I remember in the notes app
-kind of heart throbbing because near the end, those villains were gonna take over and we couldn't let that happen. They were doing this all in a hospital looking place with a lot of children. The hospital's structure was interesting, lots of windy walls, forming circular rooms... ahhhhh
This dream was just so unique and actually had reoccurring characters and was coherent. There was a villainous pack and I was sneaking around trying to... Well I forgot but sneaking around and hiding was fun and anxiety inducing. I felt like I was really there as per usual and it was... also-
However my friends, I'm very sad I never got to finish the dream. It was getting intense near the end and I was so ready for the finale but something in the real me made me check the time on my phone and just lose it all. I was dreaming still even if I was really awake with my eyes shut...
I occasionally dream very vividly and nowadays sometimes it feels like my dream pals are legendary gambles and it's like a random chance I'll see them in a dream. Well, I saw some of my real life friends which is common, but I think I also saw BaeB and Nick!! It was kinda awesome!
It works a little! But every time I interact with someone or am just around someone that makes me nervous it also affects me. I need to just keep being happy at home and being productive and I'll be okay hopefully.
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we must refuse to debate the worth of other people.

We must agree that everyone has value at a human level, and that it’s not tied to their health, their job or their bank account.

When we start allowing ourselves to debate someone’s worth, we’ve already lost.

You are worthy, just as you are.
Maybe I'll only buy Miku's voice for now but the rest can wait until I feel like I achieved something lol (I AM really proud of the album I made recently... So that's why I'm buying Miku. I don't have that much traction however, which is unfortunate but that's okay. I can figure something out!)
-it's okay because I can maybe turn her to sound like herself. Kaito and also Meiko sound cool to have. Okay maybe I just really want all of them. I want Yuki's voice too because it sounds very melodic. GUMI's voice too.
Okay new rule, I shouldn't buy anyone else until I'm actually succeeding.
OMG I really want Arsloid's voice. I really like how it sounds. I'm probably going to buy Miku's voice first though because I had more ideas for it. I already have Rin and Len obviously because they're my #1. I also wanted to get Luka's voice but I heard she sounds too much like Miku now but-
Sounds lovely!! Now you guys can both be cozy with lovely handmade scarves this fall :] (or whichever season it is where you live)
I won't be posting any art on this account though.....

Maybe only snippets and sketches. I should start doing that now for some previous stuff I did. After all, this account is like my thought archive. I hope Bluesky never gets taken down...
I really wanted to do this Cringetober thing I saw on Instagram but it's already Day 4 and I still haven't drawn anything for it. I can either draw them separately and post in bulk or make a piece of everything from 1-4 all together! Decisions decisions LOL
Oh wow that's awesome! Great job good work :D It reminds me of nice autumn weather with the scent of cinnamony spices in the air