Beth
ctrlaltdltffs.bsky.social
Beth
@ctrlaltdltffs.bsky.social
GenX neurodivergent woman of substance
Loves cats, snow, & brains
Living with chronic illness & disability
Sylvia Plath is my spirit animal
"Freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose."
she never once said
goodbye - instead she burned the
fuck out of bridges

#poetry #haiku
November 26, 2025 at 4:41 AM
What's so special
about pie?
It's just warm fruit
swaddled in a
flaky
buttery
mouth-watering crust.
There are better desserts.
It's not chocolate
after all.

#poetry #Thanksgiving
November 26, 2025 at 2:19 AM
Reposted by Beth
This is true, but doesn't go far enough. Humility does not create change. We need to fight for a different life that does not rely on good or bad luck.
November 24, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I'm going to start putting candy in my pillbox with my meds. Maybe the occasional edible. I don't live with kids, let me have my mid-life fun, Heather.
November 25, 2025 at 11:01 PM
I'll learn medical coding!
Oh, no one will hire without 3+ yrs exp, & AI is going to take over.

Maybe editing or content writing? I've done it before.
Oh, no one will hire without more exp. Also, AI.

I'm learning things anyways. The world will need people when the AI leopard eats its own face.
November 25, 2025 at 10:52 PM
Today's Soundtrack:

Chalk Outlines - Ren, Chinchilla
Creep - Radiohead
Zombie - YUNGBLUD
I Am Not Who I Was - Chance Peña
Runaway - Aurora

#music #lonely #alone
November 25, 2025 at 6:47 PM
"Watch me."

You're not supposed to
use your inhaler just so
you can smoke more weed

#poetry #haiku #senryu #weed
November 25, 2025 at 6:05 PM
I'm not doing Thanksgiving with family or friends, so would it really matter if I ate my special dollar store meal today or on Thursday? Who's really going to know or care? I'll give thanks on whatever day I'm good and ready to, try and stop me.

#thanksgiving
November 25, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Reposted by Beth
On 24 Nov 1991, Freddie Mercury died from Aids related bronchial pneumonia. He was just 45. One month later, 'Bohemian Rhapsody' hit the No 1 spot in the UK singles chart, 16 years after after doing so for the 1st time, the 1st single ever to achieve this. #FreddieMercury
November 24, 2025 at 8:45 PM
My stomach grumbles
but my wallet is empty.
Maybe tomorrow.

#poetry #haiku
November 25, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Reposted by Beth
November 22, 2025 at 7:13 PM
How can I
start a new career
when everything
(and I do
mean
everything)
is being taken over
by AI?
What's left
for a disabled girl
to do?

#poetry #disability #fuckai
November 24, 2025 at 10:40 PM
Holy crap. My old stories actually do still exist on Tumblr! I don't remember writing most of them. I guess they'd be called micro-stories or flash fiction now, some might be creative non-fiction. I'm trying to learn about this stuff. I want to be a better writer, even if only for me.
November 24, 2025 at 10:34 PM
I didn't write for years. Probably not for almost twenty years, and those were silly short stories that might still be somewhere on Tumblr. I don't know that I'll ever make money from writing, and I don't know if I care. But it makes me happy. It makes my heart happy.
November 24, 2025 at 10:14 PM
i refuse to apologize
for what's in my genes
(and my jeans
while we're at it)

#poetry #women
November 24, 2025 at 10:10 PM
Reposted by Beth
Is democracy relevant,
when guilty no longer get trials,
is freedom relevant,
when not everyone has equal
access to it
is safety relevant,
when children do active shooter drills at schools
is education relevant,
when the ignorant run the show

#vss365 #poetry #politics
November 24, 2025 at 4:23 PM
My package arrived!
Now I have fuzzy socks that
Make me have cat feet 😺

#poetry #haiku #senryu
November 24, 2025 at 8:31 PM
Today's Soundtrack:

About A Girl - Nirvana
Cornflake Girl - Tori Amos
Girls - Beastie Boys
Girl, You'll Be A Woman Soon - Urge Overkill
Girls & Boys - Blur

#music #girl
November 24, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Reposted by Beth
Find a prompt to start
pushing through the distractions
or write about them

#poetry #haiku
November 24, 2025 at 12:07 AM
I love to draw, but
ideas keep their distance...
sketchbooks remain blank

#poetry #haiku
November 24, 2025 at 7:41 AM
Reposted by Beth
My body is basically a group project where nobody’s doing their part
November 23, 2025 at 12:32 PM
Agreed.
This time on Sunday is great for affirmations & goal setting.
By which I mean limbering up to let vague existential disquiet descend into the certainty that life so far has been a pointless, humiliating failure, with all the jaunty inexorability of a slinky pouring arse over arse down a staircase
November 23, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Today's Soundtrack:

Heavydirtysoul - Twenty One Pilots
Uprising - Muse
Circadian Rhythm (Last Dance) - Silversun Pickups
Blood In The Cut - K.Flay
Poor Leno Röyksopp

#music
November 23, 2025 at 10:09 PM
Every day lately
it gets dark too soon
but the light would last longer
if I woke before noon

#poetry
November 23, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Reposted by Beth
You absolutely have the constitutional right to record ICE, Border Patrol, or any law enforcement officer in public, and with everything happening in Charlotte right now, people need to understand that clearly.
November 22, 2025 at 11:19 PM