Beth!
ctrlaltdltffs.bsky.social
Beth!
@ctrlaltdltffs.bsky.social
GenX #neurodivergent woman of substance
Loves cats, snow, & brains
Living with #chronicillness & #disability
Sylvia Plath is my spirit animal
"Freedom's just another word for nothin' left to lose."
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“Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.”
― G.K. Chesterton
January 21, 2026 at 3:04 AM
I got the staples taken out of my head today. Everything is healing up nicely. This might end up a cool scar, from mid-forehead curving around just at my hairline all the way down to the bottom of my left ear.
January 21, 2026 at 4:30 AM
Holy crap. I wrote a little haiku about my grandma and it's gotten more likes than anything I've ever put on social media. She passed away in 2019 at 98 and she appeared as a moth shortly after. Thank you everyone for the likes and support! It's really encouraging me to keep going! 🫶🏻🤟🏻
January 20, 2026 at 5:27 PM
There once was a Welshman named Ren
Just tryin' to survive like all men
Lyme tried to kill him
Music did will him
His genius won out in the end

#poetry #limerick #ren
January 20, 2026 at 11:03 AM
For Helen

she came back as a moth
small and brown, she sat on my
hand as I cried

#dailyhaikuprompt #moth #poetry
January 19, 2026 at 8:33 PM
when I make a cuppa
it's not fancy
the water is microwaved
the cup is plastic
and the teabag is cheap
I have a habit of steeping it
far too long and
squeezing out
every drop of flavor
not to be cheap, but
for a stronger taste
I know it's "wrong" but
don't really care

#sensewrds #poetry #tea
January 19, 2026 at 8:24 PM
forced to take the #blame
to lie for your stupid ass
so you won't beat me

#haikufeels #poetry
January 19, 2026 at 8:10 PM
I'm finally getting to tell a doctor about the hand tremors I've had for 20 years and the memory problems and confusion that are making me feel slow and stupid. I'm afraid of what they mean in combo with the neuropathy and a few other symptoms I don't want to talk about. I've done my research.
January 19, 2026 at 6:09 PM
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November 16, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Since the Chiefs sucked so fantastically this year, the Seahawks are my team. Have they ever won a Super Bowl?
January 18, 2026 at 8:07 PM
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the passage of light
clouded now by cataracts
but memories don’t need eyes

#senryu #haiku #micropoetry #nss365 #memories
January 17, 2026 at 7:11 PM
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January 18, 2026 at 6:32 PM
Undercut update: a serrated steak knife doesn't work well or fast, and kind of hurts. I'm not willing to attempt the dull 8" knife, and there are no other knives. I'll wait until I get paid again in two weeks so I can get proper clippers. Or I'll continue to hack at it with the leg shaver.
January 18, 2026 at 8:03 PM
I can't do this undercut with this cheap electric leg shaver - my hair is too long and I have no scissors. But I do have knives. And scissors are simply two knives working together in harmony, after all. Find the right knife and we're on! I'm feral in all the fun ways!
January 17, 2026 at 11:34 PM
If I had an electric kettle, a mini freezer, and something to heat up dino nuggets, I'd never leave my room. (I have a private bathroom.)
January 17, 2026 at 5:36 PM
It's snowing?! I need a better weather app. This one didn't say a damn thing about snow!
January 17, 2026 at 6:20 AM
I'll get back to the poetry shortly. This was my first day without the oxy or edibles. I'm trying not to rush anything. It's strange - there seems to be less pain when I'm off the pain meds. I don't understand that.

So - they fucked up my hair. Do I attempt a proper undercut or leave it be?
January 17, 2026 at 2:02 AM
Why not everywhere? Let's fuck em up!
every single successful general strike in US history has had union backing through the local AFL-CIO

this is the first time it’s been called for since the 1940s
January 17, 2026 at 1:56 AM
I want to learn to play a little music. So instead of a guitar, I'm going to buy a ukulele.
January 17, 2026 at 1:51 AM
At least this is the pain of healing instead of dying, like a burst aneurysm killing me. Sometimes I hate being positive and just want to wallow in my misery with all the drugs. All of them!
January 13, 2026 at 6:57 PM
I'm still here and healing. Two days after I got home from the hospital with my oxycodone, my Delta-8 shipment arrived. The combination of the two drugs is interesting, but quite good if you just want to sleep for stretches of 12+hours. The bad part comes when the oxy runs out. 1/2
January 13, 2026 at 6:54 PM
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January 10, 2026 at 1:45 PM
January 10, 2026 at 2:40 PM
You catch more flies with honey than with narcissism.
January 9, 2026 at 8:29 AM
Dear BlueSky:
please Give me the ability
to edit my
posts

#poetry #haiku #BlueSky #whythefuckcan'tIeditthis
January 9, 2026 at 1:17 AM