Jeske
@diaryofcolours.bsky.social
She/her 🌿This was supposed to be an art page but it's currently more like a diary lmao
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Just looked at myself in the mirror and I missed the spark in my eyes
Lets hope it's just me being tired
Lets hope it's just me being tired
January 28, 2026 at 11:03 PM
Just looked at myself in the mirror and I missed the spark in my eyes
Lets hope it's just me being tired
Lets hope it's just me being tired
Algorithms shoving videos of babies taking their first steps in my face
i am cryinh
i am cryinh
January 28, 2026 at 6:14 PM
Algorithms shoving videos of babies taking their first steps in my face
i am cryinh
i am cryinh
Okay apparently the date was changed
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS AND A WEEK UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS AND A WEEK UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
January 28, 2026 at 4:39 PM
Okay apparently the date was changed
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS AND A WEEK UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS AND A WEEK UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
January 28, 2026 at 4:33 PM
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS UNTIL HOURLY COMIC DAY
once again in the mood to spend money
January 27, 2026 at 8:25 PM
once again in the mood to spend money
I love my friends but I hate it that they're mostly night owls while I want to try to go to bed early bc Im so goddamn tired all the time
January 27, 2026 at 8:20 PM
I love my friends but I hate it that they're mostly night owls while I want to try to go to bed early bc Im so goddamn tired all the time
I cant hum a few notes during my guitar lessons (I've known my teacher for 13ish years). He asked me if Im okay with humming alone at home I was like: 'Bestie, I confidently sing along to Aerials by System of a Down when I'm home alone, so humming a few notes is no issue'
I hate that i hate my voic
I hate that i hate my voic
January 27, 2026 at 12:55 PM
I cant hum a few notes during my guitar lessons (I've known my teacher for 13ish years). He asked me if Im okay with humming alone at home I was like: 'Bestie, I confidently sing along to Aerials by System of a Down when I'm home alone, so humming a few notes is no issue'
I hate that i hate my voic
I hate that i hate my voic
My amateur runners' ass splurged on carbon plated shoes (they were 40% off) and today I finally did a test run and wow
They are SO INSANELY LIGHTWEIGHT damn
They are SO INSANELY LIGHTWEIGHT damn
January 27, 2026 at 8:34 AM
My amateur runners' ass splurged on carbon plated shoes (they were 40% off) and today I finally did a test run and wow
They are SO INSANELY LIGHTWEIGHT damn
They are SO INSANELY LIGHTWEIGHT damn
Last nigjt I had another baby/motherhood dream. Was walking around and playong w/ my nephew but instead it was my own child
January 27, 2026 at 7:01 AM
Last nigjt I had another baby/motherhood dream. Was walking around and playong w/ my nephew but instead it was my own child
Listening to Shakira again and I think I actually might dig Spanish. Sounds more romantic to me than French.
January 26, 2026 at 9:03 PM
Listening to Shakira again and I think I actually might dig Spanish. Sounds more romantic to me than French.
I would normally disappear behind my laptop as soon as I come home from work.
Today I decided to actively NOT do that. Spent 50 minutes on the coucb reading a book.
Today I decided to actively NOT do that. Spent 50 minutes on the coucb reading a book.
January 26, 2026 at 7:29 PM
I would normally disappear behind my laptop as soon as I come home from work.
Today I decided to actively NOT do that. Spent 50 minutes on the coucb reading a book.
Today I decided to actively NOT do that. Spent 50 minutes on the coucb reading a book.
Laying on the acupressure mat in bed was a great idea. Cat on my lap, reading a book, deeper relaxation in my back. Im happy
January 25, 2026 at 9:16 PM
Laying on the acupressure mat in bed was a great idea. Cat on my lap, reading a book, deeper relaxation in my back. Im happy
I should be preparing tomorrow's classes but my goblin brain only wants to create art.
January 25, 2026 at 3:25 PM
I should be preparing tomorrow's classes but my goblin brain only wants to create art.
Some music makes me want to fall in love again but then I remember how much I got hurt last time I was in love and that scares me of falling in love again
But it's such a lovely, warm, special feeling. (especially if its mutual but oh well). I miss it.
But it's such a lovely, warm, special feeling. (especially if its mutual but oh well). I miss it.
January 25, 2026 at 8:05 AM
Some music makes me want to fall in love again but then I remember how much I got hurt last time I was in love and that scares me of falling in love again
But it's such a lovely, warm, special feeling. (especially if its mutual but oh well). I miss it.
But it's such a lovely, warm, special feeling. (especially if its mutual but oh well). I miss it.
Ran another 10km PR today 🔥
January 24, 2026 at 1:06 PM
Ran another 10km PR today 🔥
wanted to go to bed (1.5h later than planned) and the my brain remembered Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand. not sleeping anytime soon im afraid
January 22, 2026 at 10:16 PM
wanted to go to bed (1.5h later than planned) and the my brain remembered Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand. not sleeping anytime soon im afraid
When I get home Im going to throw out the flowers I got from them last time we talked. My favourite flowers, very thoughtful of them, I hung them to dry.
January 21, 2026 at 1:17 PM
When I get home Im going to throw out the flowers I got from them last time we talked. My favourite flowers, very thoughtful of them, I hung them to dry.
Immediatly deleted the app. Shouldve blocked them first
Blocking them on all platforms. Not that they were ever gonna contact me again, but to protect myself
All I gotta do now is decide if Im returning to the festival again where we met. the festival i started volunteering at first.
Blocking them on all platforms. Not that they were ever gonna contact me again, but to protect myself
All I gotta do now is decide if Im returning to the festival again where we met. the festival i started volunteering at first.
January 21, 2026 at 12:40 PM
Immediatly deleted the app. Shouldve blocked them first
Blocking them on all platforms. Not that they were ever gonna contact me again, but to protect myself
All I gotta do now is decide if Im returning to the festival again where we met. the festival i started volunteering at first.
Blocking them on all platforms. Not that they were ever gonna contact me again, but to protect myself
All I gotta do now is decide if Im returning to the festival again where we met. the festival i started volunteering at first.
Opened fb for 2 seconds. Saw they made it "facebook official"
We never did that.
I know I should let go, but I am deeply, deeply hurt.
We never did that.
I know I should let go, but I am deeply, deeply hurt.
January 21, 2026 at 12:30 PM
Opened fb for 2 seconds. Saw they made it "facebook official"
We never did that.
I know I should let go, but I am deeply, deeply hurt.
We never did that.
I know I should let go, but I am deeply, deeply hurt.
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I’ve decided to open up my commissions again! I’m currently unemployed, have a lot of free time, and any income would be nice to have until I find a new job :)
If you have any questions feel free to contact me! I’m open to drawing a lot of things, but I too have limits
If you have any questions feel free to contact me! I’m open to drawing a lot of things, but I too have limits
January 20, 2026 at 2:21 PM
I’ve decided to open up my commissions again! I’m currently unemployed, have a lot of free time, and any income would be nice to have until I find a new job :)
If you have any questions feel free to contact me! I’m open to drawing a lot of things, but I too have limits
If you have any questions feel free to contact me! I’m open to drawing a lot of things, but I too have limits
I may or may not have ordered a pair of carbon plated running shoes
Been thinking abt them for about a month now, they were on a great discount. I have 2 more half marathons on the agenda and I want to focus on speed a bit more.
FAST SHOES GO NYOOOOOM
Been thinking abt them for about a month now, they were on a great discount. I have 2 more half marathons on the agenda and I want to focus on speed a bit more.
FAST SHOES GO NYOOOOOM
January 20, 2026 at 11:31 AM
I may or may not have ordered a pair of carbon plated running shoes
Been thinking abt them for about a month now, they were on a great discount. I have 2 more half marathons on the agenda and I want to focus on speed a bit more.
FAST SHOES GO NYOOOOOM
Been thinking abt them for about a month now, they were on a great discount. I have 2 more half marathons on the agenda and I want to focus on speed a bit more.
FAST SHOES GO NYOOOOOM
I feel like this year I'll run some azing PB's
OR I'll get injured badly
OR I'll get injured badly
January 20, 2026 at 8:27 AM
I feel like this year I'll run some azing PB's
OR I'll get injured badly
OR I'll get injured badly
In the past couple of years I joined my hometown's running race with a team from work (some colleagues and students). Always 5km. Last year one of the students asked if 10km could be possible too.
Talked abt it with colleague who organizes the team and that's where I realized I might be getting-
Talked abt it with colleague who organizes the team and that's where I realized I might be getting-
January 19, 2026 at 7:57 PM
In the past couple of years I joined my hometown's running race with a team from work (some colleagues and students). Always 5km. Last year one of the students asked if 10km could be possible too.
Talked abt it with colleague who organizes the team and that's where I realized I might be getting-
Talked abt it with colleague who organizes the team and that's where I realized I might be getting-
Was able to get a ticket for a half marathon in March too, in 8 weeks. I am EXCITED
No time for relationships bc too busy running away from my own issues by chasing those half marathons <3
No time for relationships bc too busy running away from my own issues by chasing those half marathons <3
January 19, 2026 at 6:08 PM
Was able to get a ticket for a half marathon in March too, in 8 weeks. I am EXCITED
No time for relationships bc too busy running away from my own issues by chasing those half marathons <3
No time for relationships bc too busy running away from my own issues by chasing those half marathons <3
I feel like getting new climbing shoes made me loose all my self confidence in bouldering. Perhaps I just need to get used to them, but I almost regret buying them.
January 19, 2026 at 5:06 PM
I feel like getting new climbing shoes made me loose all my self confidence in bouldering. Perhaps I just need to get used to them, but I almost regret buying them.