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Jeske
@diaryofcolours.bsky.social
She/her 🌿This was supposed to be an art page but it's currently more like a diary lmao

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So many hours later and Im still feeling wonky and not wel
December 31, 2025 at 8:28 PM
texted another friend i was feeling the Big Sad, she offered to call. Initially I wanted to decline but I decided to go for it.

We've known eachother for about 7-8 years. She's never heard or see me cry before
December 31, 2025 at 3:13 PM
And I kinda hope they think of me, because I'm 1000% thinking abt them even if I dont want to.

i hate being single
December 31, 2025 at 1:17 PM
brain is focussing on the things i lost this year. on WHO i lost this year, that i dont have a loved one to spend the special change of years with

my friend of 2 decades of friendship is coming over which means a lot to me too. but... i just still miss them. im still not over them yet
December 31, 2025 at 1:13 PM
im finally eating now so hopefully i feel better soon
December 31, 2025 at 10:17 AM
Took myself on a coffee/lunch date to start reading one of the books. Almost halfway the book now.
December 30, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I guess I just want to be an inspiration to people
December 30, 2025 at 9:39 AM
😭😭😭😭😭😭

HOW
December 29, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Was a weird night tho. Friend going through stomach flu hell, me eating a pack of cookies while going through a religious music experience amd spicy texting with the guy from last week, arranging a new meeting (date?)
December 28, 2025 at 10:08 AM