Dumari is cracking
@dumari.bsky.social
void masquerading as matter
Portland area, OR
Portland area, OR
Pinned
Bury me in sound
When my time runs out
In the endless gold of fall
Just bury me beneath the sine
When my time runs out
In the endless gold of fall
Just bury me beneath the sine
Can we stop pretending that people close to the president are 'starting to worry he's mentally unstable' and start openly calling out that they're simply starting to worry his instability has escalated to a point where that instability is no longer an exploitable asset and has gone completely feral
December 17, 2025 at 6:53 PM
Can we stop pretending that people close to the president are 'starting to worry he's mentally unstable' and start openly calling out that they're simply starting to worry his instability has escalated to a point where that instability is no longer an exploitable asset and has gone completely feral
I really gotta learn that being needlessly verbose makes it infinitely easier and more likely to be misunderstood
December 16, 2025 at 12:20 AM
I really gotta learn that being needlessly verbose makes it infinitely easier and more likely to be misunderstood
I have no sober outlet, this has got to be wildly unhealthy
December 14, 2025 at 1:40 AM
I have no sober outlet, this has got to be wildly unhealthy
Oh fuck somehow goddamn Warframe of all things has started me falling back into how much I absolutely adore Werner Herzog as a profound human being
December 13, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Oh fuck somehow goddamn Warframe of all things has started me falling back into how much I absolutely adore Werner Herzog as a profound human being
The older you get the more you realize the weight of all the conversations you wished you had then, and conversations you wish you didn't have to have now.
December 12, 2025 at 10:27 PM
The older you get the more you realize the weight of all the conversations you wished you had then, and conversations you wish you didn't have to have now.
I know I do this every month or so but it seriously can't be said enough.
Start acting like you're trying to win allies and stop acting like you're trying to win a war alone.
If you can't do that, I completely understand and by no means hold that against you.
Just asking that you shut the fuck up
Start acting like you're trying to win allies and stop acting like you're trying to win a war alone.
If you can't do that, I completely understand and by no means hold that against you.
Just asking that you shut the fuck up
December 11, 2025 at 7:02 PM
I know I do this every month or so but it seriously can't be said enough.
Start acting like you're trying to win allies and stop acting like you're trying to win a war alone.
If you can't do that, I completely understand and by no means hold that against you.
Just asking that you shut the fuck up
Start acting like you're trying to win allies and stop acting like you're trying to win a war alone.
If you can't do that, I completely understand and by no means hold that against you.
Just asking that you shut the fuck up
I am too disconnected from people
I've beyond grown disappointed in the situation I've put myself in. This station I've built in the distance, just an alarm going off in the midst of all this other desperate noise.
I must seem so utterly self involved on this little island. Just screaming at ships
I've beyond grown disappointed in the situation I've put myself in. This station I've built in the distance, just an alarm going off in the midst of all this other desperate noise.
I must seem so utterly self involved on this little island. Just screaming at ships
December 9, 2025 at 8:25 PM
I am too disconnected from people
I've beyond grown disappointed in the situation I've put myself in. This station I've built in the distance, just an alarm going off in the midst of all this other desperate noise.
I must seem so utterly self involved on this little island. Just screaming at ships
I've beyond grown disappointed in the situation I've put myself in. This station I've built in the distance, just an alarm going off in the midst of all this other desperate noise.
I must seem so utterly self involved on this little island. Just screaming at ships
Please explain to me how someone who never leaves the apartment except to go to work needs to do multiple loads of laundry every single day
December 4, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Please explain to me how someone who never leaves the apartment except to go to work needs to do multiple loads of laundry every single day
This is my last year of Spotify for....what I believe should be obvious reasons
(Because I go wherever I can listen to the Shearling album...and also war crimes)
But I guess here's my last wrapped.
The age thing is creepy...and the club thing is COD medal levels of cringe
(Because I go wherever I can listen to the Shearling album...and also war crimes)
But I guess here's my last wrapped.
The age thing is creepy...and the club thing is COD medal levels of cringe
December 3, 2025 at 5:44 PM
This is my last year of Spotify for....what I believe should be obvious reasons
(Because I go wherever I can listen to the Shearling album...and also war crimes)
But I guess here's my last wrapped.
The age thing is creepy...and the club thing is COD medal levels of cringe
(Because I go wherever I can listen to the Shearling album...and also war crimes)
But I guess here's my last wrapped.
The age thing is creepy...and the club thing is COD medal levels of cringe
The kids, they love the Fortnite NIN Hand That Feeds bundle
They just can't stop talking about it
Oh how they ceaselessly ask for more Trent Reznor content
They just can't stop talking about it
Oh how they ceaselessly ask for more Trent Reznor content
December 3, 2025 at 5:35 PM
The kids, they love the Fortnite NIN Hand That Feeds bundle
They just can't stop talking about it
Oh how they ceaselessly ask for more Trent Reznor content
They just can't stop talking about it
Oh how they ceaselessly ask for more Trent Reznor content
This new Crippling Alcoholism album keeps grazing up against sounding like Type O Negative and I do not know how I feel about that.
December 3, 2025 at 2:36 AM
This new Crippling Alcoholism album keeps grazing up against sounding like Type O Negative and I do not know how I feel about that.
I'm starting to have a horrifying realization that the more I want to focus on bettering myself the less patient I become with the problems around me, and the people those problems are tied to.
I get that I can be excusatory of others to an absolute fault, but I don't want to be that hateful again.
I get that I can be excusatory of others to an absolute fault, but I don't want to be that hateful again.
December 3, 2025 at 2:21 AM
I'm starting to have a horrifying realization that the more I want to focus on bettering myself the less patient I become with the problems around me, and the people those problems are tied to.
I get that I can be excusatory of others to an absolute fault, but I don't want to be that hateful again.
I get that I can be excusatory of others to an absolute fault, but I don't want to be that hateful again.
I don't feel anywhere near as 'sad boy' as I used to, especially not in an outward fashion but still
I cannot stop listening to 'In For a World of Hurt' both by Street Sects and the much more dramatic Ada Rook cover.
It's almost absurdly straightforward but I love it almost because of it
I cannot stop listening to 'In For a World of Hurt' both by Street Sects and the much more dramatic Ada Rook cover.
It's almost absurdly straightforward but I love it almost because of it
December 1, 2025 at 8:53 PM
I don't feel anywhere near as 'sad boy' as I used to, especially not in an outward fashion but still
I cannot stop listening to 'In For a World of Hurt' both by Street Sects and the much more dramatic Ada Rook cover.
It's almost absurdly straightforward but I love it almost because of it
I cannot stop listening to 'In For a World of Hurt' both by Street Sects and the much more dramatic Ada Rook cover.
It's almost absurdly straightforward but I love it almost because of it
Most labels we apply to ourselves are honest feelings forced into someone else's well-defined, overly strict little box.
I really wish we didn't feel so compelled to label ourselves by everyone else's definitions and felt more comfortable existing as we are and simply living our own truths
I really wish we didn't feel so compelled to label ourselves by everyone else's definitions and felt more comfortable existing as we are and simply living our own truths
November 29, 2025 at 12:52 AM
Most labels we apply to ourselves are honest feelings forced into someone else's well-defined, overly strict little box.
I really wish we didn't feel so compelled to label ourselves by everyone else's definitions and felt more comfortable existing as we are and simply living our own truths
I really wish we didn't feel so compelled to label ourselves by everyone else's definitions and felt more comfortable existing as we are and simply living our own truths
For the love of god let me turn off reposts BlueSky
I'm building an endless mute list of accounts I'd never even interact with without being forced to deal with reposts
This kind of forced interaction with things I didn't ask to see is exactly why I left twitter after they killed the API
I'm building an endless mute list of accounts I'd never even interact with without being forced to deal with reposts
This kind of forced interaction with things I didn't ask to see is exactly why I left twitter after they killed the API
November 27, 2025 at 9:37 PM
For the love of god let me turn off reposts BlueSky
I'm building an endless mute list of accounts I'd never even interact with without being forced to deal with reposts
This kind of forced interaction with things I didn't ask to see is exactly why I left twitter after they killed the API
I'm building an endless mute list of accounts I'd never even interact with without being forced to deal with reposts
This kind of forced interaction with things I didn't ask to see is exactly why I left twitter after they killed the API
Oh no, my sleep vampirism is back
November 26, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Oh no, my sleep vampirism is back
Good thing I was never much for Thanksgiving dinner
November 25, 2025 at 9:16 PM
Good thing I was never much for Thanksgiving dinner
I just want to sleep just a little bit
November 25, 2025 at 1:38 PM
I just want to sleep just a little bit
This has been a fucking miserable 12 hours
November 25, 2025 at 10:30 AM
This has been a fucking miserable 12 hours
Never thought I'd see a time where Akira Yamaoka, the acclaimed composer of Lion Suki, would be doing music for a remake of a Doom mod
Yet here we are
You've got to eat your vegetables
Oh baby
Yet here we are
You've got to eat your vegetables
Oh baby
November 21, 2025 at 6:09 PM
Never thought I'd see a time where Akira Yamaoka, the acclaimed composer of Lion Suki, would be doing music for a remake of a Doom mod
Yet here we are
You've got to eat your vegetables
Oh baby
Yet here we are
You've got to eat your vegetables
Oh baby
These damn foreigners and their robot noises
November 21, 2025 at 6:19 AM
These damn foreigners and their robot noises
The practice of cracking open my dry tongue and chewing through a lemon every time I catch myself about to flash a broken fang has failed to teach me to mind my words and instead just taught me the pleasure I can find in punishing myself
I can't taste it anymore, I just hunger for that sting
I can't taste it anymore, I just hunger for that sting
November 17, 2025 at 8:32 PM
The practice of cracking open my dry tongue and chewing through a lemon every time I catch myself about to flash a broken fang has failed to teach me to mind my words and instead just taught me the pleasure I can find in punishing myself
I can't taste it anymore, I just hunger for that sting
I can't taste it anymore, I just hunger for that sting
Must not sleep
Must warn others
Must warn others
November 17, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Must not sleep
Must warn others
Must warn others
I really feel like the rapid proliferation and popularity of AI music really serves to prove the point that the most 'popular' music (as in music that was made solely to be popular) was already designed without much soul in the first place.
November 16, 2025 at 12:57 AM
I really feel like the rapid proliferation and popularity of AI music really serves to prove the point that the most 'popular' music (as in music that was made solely to be popular) was already designed without much soul in the first place.
