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@edernm.bsky.social
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THIS IS @awesomecoreeden.bsky.social'S VENT ACCOUNT. THERE'S GONNA BE SAD SHIT. LIKE UH. SELF HARM. SUICIDE. ETCETERA.
hhgg i dont want to rely on him but I RELAPSED AND IT DIDNT FUCKING WORK
January 23, 2026 at 3:39 AM
hhgg i dont want to rely on him but I RELAPSED AND IT DIDNT FUCKING WORK
dude i fucking RELAPSED today and i STILL feel like shit
January 23, 2026 at 3:30 AM
dude i fucking RELAPSED today and i STILL feel like shit
only two more weeks. ive barely done anything. uhg.
January 23, 2026 at 3:28 AM
only two more weeks. ive barely done anything. uhg.
im miserable at school. im miserable at home. why cant i just be happy.
January 23, 2026 at 3:26 AM
im miserable at school. im miserable at home. why cant i just be happy.
this feels one sided. like with basil. it doesnt seem like he reaches out for me in the way i do for him
January 23, 2026 at 3:23 AM
this feels one sided. like with basil. it doesnt seem like he reaches out for me in the way i do for him
oh god oh god ffukc ive stained the rag with my own blood this is both an amazing and terrifying feeling
January 23, 2026 at 1:58 AM
oh god oh god ffukc ive stained the rag with my own blood this is both an amazing and terrifying feeling
the feeling of blood running down my legs is a very new feeling
January 23, 2026 at 1:56 AM
the feeling of blood running down my legs is a very new feeling
i dont want this body anymore. where do i get a new one.
January 22, 2026 at 7:08 PM
i dont want this body anymore. where do i get a new one.
anytime i ask for help i feel like im just begging for attention. the people i ask cant even help me so why do i ask them. im relying on them too much again. im relying too much on neil again. uhg
January 22, 2026 at 7:03 PM
anytime i ask for help i feel like im just begging for attention. the people i ask cant even help me so why do i ask them. im relying on them too much again. im relying too much on neil again. uhg
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ghfdm fuck i need to ccut again but i dont want tto i want to aask for help but i cant i dont want to rely on him for too muhc i want to be able to do things myself
January 21, 2026 at 9:06 PM
ghfdm fuck i need to ccut again but i dont want tto i want to aask for help but i cant i dont want to rely on him for too muhc i want to be able to do things myself
sure im pretty. if the lights are off. and my hair's covering my face. maybe then i can finally be pretty.
January 21, 2026 at 8:59 PM
sure im pretty. if the lights are off. and my hair's covering my face. maybe then i can finally be pretty.
GOD THERES SO fuckifgjde gnj NFDSabsNBMSADBHLKJBiafjbgkbfsdgs ngmfa ngmfa msdsbvf nsvf nmasdfbm nasde n
January 21, 2026 at 8:57 PM
GOD THERES SO fuckifgjde gnj NFDSabsNBMSADBHLKJBiafjbgkbfsdgs ngmfa ngmfa msdsbvf nsvf nmasdfbm nasde n
you smell of dead flowers
January 21, 2026 at 6:04 PM
you smell of dead flowers
oookay so the plan is to text neil when i get home so that maybe he’ll respond and shit and then mahbe i can just ramble and hopefully feel better. if that doesnt work thwn i sh
January 21, 2026 at 4:31 PM
oookay so the plan is to text neil when i get home so that maybe he’ll respond and shit and then mahbe i can just ramble and hopefully feel better. if that doesnt work thwn i sh
god i actually need to cut myself to ight before i attempt
January 21, 2026 at 4:29 PM
god i actually need to cut myself to ight before i attempt
gghjk uhg god i cant tell if i feel actually ill or if im just hungry
January 21, 2026 at 4:28 PM
gghjk uhg god i cant tell if i feel actually ill or if im just hungry
GOD i want to actually rip my fucking brain out of my head
January 21, 2026 at 4:27 PM
GOD i want to actually rip my fucking brain out of my head
eden try to not to be a useless burden challenge
January 21, 2026 at 4:22 PM
eden try to not to be a useless burden challenge
eden try not to be attention seeking for once challenge
January 21, 2026 at 4:21 PM
eden try not to be attention seeking for once challenge
eden try not to beg and whine for attention like a bitch challenge
January 21, 2026 at 4:20 PM
eden try not to beg and whine for attention like a bitch challenge
the feminine urge to want more. to want more and more and more and more. why am i never satisfied with what i have. why do i always want more.
January 21, 2026 at 4:19 PM
the feminine urge to want more. to want more and more and more and more. why am i never satisfied with what i have. why do i always want more.