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THIS IS @awesomecoreeden.bsky.social'S VENT ACCOUNT. THERE'S GONNA BE SAD SHIT. LIKE UH. SELF HARM. SUICIDE. ETCETERA.
i love my addiction!!!!!!!
January 12, 2026 at 12:55 AM
i love my addiction!!!!!!!
well i guess its that time again
January 12, 2026 at 12:55 AM
well i guess its that time again
stupid fucking body stupid fucking body
January 11, 2026 at 11:49 PM
stupid fucking body stupid fucking body
whos that boy in the mirror
January 11, 2026 at 11:46 PM
whos that boy in the mirror
uhfgufgfh i haaaaate thisss schools tomorrow and i have to go deal with that bullshit while also dealing with my rapidly deteriorating mental health aaaaand ive got to lock in or i actually die
January 11, 2026 at 11:44 PM
uhfgufgfh i haaaaate thisss schools tomorrow and i have to go deal with that bullshit while also dealing with my rapidly deteriorating mental health aaaaand ive got to lock in or i actually die
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fucckkkk my dysphoria bro i hate this somucg
January 11, 2026 at 11:18 PM
fucckkkk my dysphoria bro i hate this somucg
gfh ufhhg whats even wrong with mme whyg am igcruyong why wont its top
January 10, 2026 at 2:28 PM
gfh ufhhg whats even wrong with mme whyg am igcruyong why wont its top
ghg fstop fcujking cryigh
January 10, 2026 at 2:27 PM
ghg fstop fcujking cryigh
gfuck i started thinking about my future and i was uncontrollably sobbing into a pillow for 10 minutes just whimpering “i dont want to go im not ready” godim fuckign pathetic
January 10, 2026 at 2:16 PM
gfuck i started thinking about my future and i was uncontrollably sobbing into a pillow for 10 minutes just whimpering “i dont want to go im not ready” godim fuckign pathetic
bhgegfffh why wont the tears stop falling whywhywhwywh
January 10, 2026 at 2:13 PM
bhgegfffh why wont the tears stop falling whywhywhwywh
AND THING IS i dont DISLIKE it bit the fact that i dont dislike it makes me feel like a pdf and i fucking hate it cause thats what im scared of BUT I LIKE IT CAUSE NO ONE HAS EVER FUCKING ACTED THAT WAY TOWARDS ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL NICE
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
January 10, 2026 at 8:02 AM
AND THING IS i dont DISLIKE it bit the fact that i dont dislike it makes me feel like a pdf and i fucking hate it cause thats what im scared of BUT I LIKE IT CAUSE NO ONE HAS EVER FUCKING ACTED THAT WAY TOWARDS ME AND IT MAKES ME FEEL NICE
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
January 10, 2026 at 7:57 AM
local girl is given affection in a way that doesnt sound platonic but it is and fucking loses it
im gonna try to sleep and if i dont sleep ill probably just start spiraling atp
January 10, 2026 at 3:25 AM
im gonna try to sleep and if i dont sleep ill probably just start spiraling atp
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im tempted to take a fuck ton of melatonin and then just sleep and see if i wake up in the morning
January 10, 2026 at 3:21 AM
im tempted to take a fuck ton of melatonin and then just sleep and see if i wake up in the morning
hghf why wont he get out of my damn head i dont even like him romantically
January 10, 2026 at 3:21 AM
hghf why wont he get out of my damn head i dont even like him romantically
uhgf theyre both so fucking nice to me i dont deserve it
January 10, 2026 at 3:19 AM
uhgf theyre both so fucking nice to me i dont deserve it
i wanna crawl under my covers and just stay there /lyr
January 10, 2026 at 3:03 AM
i wanna crawl under my covers and just stay there /lyr
it doesnt feel like people are listening to me...
January 10, 2026 at 2:42 AM
it doesnt feel like people are listening to me...
im tempted to take a fuck ton of medicine that ISNT lethal and then like call an ambulance to 1 have people know what the hell im feeling and 2 i dont want to go to school tomorrow
January 8, 2026 at 10:30 PM
im tempted to take a fuck ton of medicine that ISNT lethal and then like call an ambulance to 1 have people know what the hell im feeling and 2 i dont want to go to school tomorrow
i need help but i dont know how to ask for it from other people. nor do i know what i want from them.
January 8, 2026 at 10:27 PM
i need help but i dont know how to ask for it from other people. nor do i know what i want from them.
people dont even talk to me. they just stare. i know im not normal you dont have to fucking stare. stop fucking LOOKING AT ME. FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE IN MY GODDAMN FUCKING WORTHLESS LIFE, I WANT TO BE NORMAL. I DON'T CARE THAT "there isnt anyone normal" I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANT TO BE ACCEPTED BY PEOPLE
January 8, 2026 at 10:27 PM
people dont even talk to me. they just stare. i know im not normal you dont have to fucking stare. stop fucking LOOKING AT ME. FOR ONCE. FOR ONCE IN MY GODDAMN FUCKING WORTHLESS LIFE, I WANT TO BE NORMAL. I DON'T CARE THAT "there isnt anyone normal" I DON'T CARE. I JUST WANT TO BE ACCEPTED BY PEOPLE
"im so normal" says the walking abnormality
January 8, 2026 at 10:24 PM
"im so normal" says the walking abnormality