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Ed Fear
@edfear.co.uk
Big gay. He/him. Game director, writer & narrative designer, ex-Mediatonic/Epic. Prev: Murder by Numbers, Hatoful Boyfriend, Heavenstrike Rivals, The Swords of Ditto, many more. LGB with the T🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️.
ゲームディレクターやシナリオライター パズル探偵スカウトなど。日本語OK!
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So many new followers! Hiyaaaa! I'm Ed, a game director / writer / narrative designer living in London. I like RPGs, dumb humour, Coronation Street, and low culture. And thanks to the State of the Industry, I'm currently looking for work, freelance or on staff. More deets here!

www.edfear.co.uk
Ed Fear
Game Director, Writer, and Narrative Designer
www.edfear.co.uk
Every day I have at least a two hour period where the overwhelming narrative in my head is, "oh my god, what are you doing, you're SO in over your head. you're FUCKED."

new tactic I'm trying: let it speak. let it raise my heart rate, and make my stomach sink. and once it's done, simply say:

"No."
January 14, 2026 at 2:41 PM
Today's learnings: as much as professionals might warn otherwise, turns out using the word 'cum' in your studio's announcement post is pretty good for stickiness. Here's hoping for virality! 🙏🏻
January 9, 2026 at 5:05 PM
Wrote two low-quality jokes for the bio, so I'm taking the rest of the afternoon off. That's how this self-employment thing works, right?

(Please do follow @emanationgames.bsky.social, there's lots to, er, come.)
January 9, 2026 at 2:53 PM
guess who just very hurriedly registered a new BlueSky account
hiyaaaaaaaaa!
My new 'studio' is called Emanation Games.

Why? An emanation, in esoteric theology, is an overflowing of pure divine power; an outpouring of creation.

But also, because it also sounds like it could be about cum.

That's the duality I want to represent. Intellectual and puerile.

Temporary logo:
January 9, 2026 at 2:29 PM
My new 'studio' is called Emanation Games.

Why? An emanation, in esoteric theology, is an overflowing of pure divine power; an outpouring of creation.

But also, because it also sounds like it could be about cum.

That's the duality I want to represent. Intellectual and puerile.

Temporary logo:
January 9, 2026 at 2:13 PM
2025 was shit. In the last half of the year, I had four days of paid work. FOUR.

So I decided: fuck it. I'm making my own work. Since October, I've been setting up my own solo studio and working on a game prototype.

I'm having the time of my life, and it's coming along pretty well!
January 7, 2026 at 3:39 PM
Why have Square Enix not made a remaster of Dissidia 012 Final Fantasy??????

Also just shove Xenogears in a PS1 emulator and put it out for $30 for fuck's sake.
January 7, 2026 at 1:32 PM
Anybody want a profoundly meaningless paperweight?
December 23, 2025 at 3:03 PM
it's getting to the point where I'll have to put a mute on the word AI, because jesus christ y'all love a rant huh
December 16, 2025 at 5:40 PM
Reposted by Ed Fear
You are ABSOLUTELY NOT going to regret listening to this bird:
A male rock ptarmigan (Lagopus muta) in winter plumage.

Ptarmigan is from Gaelic 'tarmachan' meaning "croaker". The p- was added when people mistakenly assumed it was a Greek word.

A bird forever warning people: "A werewolf!" (just in case of werewolves).
December 6, 2025 at 5:10 PM
That feeling when you go, "oh, okay, let's tackle this small task to start off the day," and then you realise it depends on functionality that you never actually implemented, and that'll need to be tested, and it touches another feature which you never tested properly, and then the whole day's gone
November 17, 2025 at 11:41 AM
Horrible news, and - what - only a year since the last set of layoffs there? Despite how much I respect a lot of Japanese developers, I don't think I could ever work for the Western arm of a Japanese business because you will *always* be the first to get the chop.
Square Enix announces more layoffs as part of US and Europe restructuring - “Nearly all areas” of Square Enix’s Western business affected by latest cuts, it tells staff www.videogameschronicle.com/news/square-...
November 6, 2025 at 11:11 PM
Help me, Bluesky! I'd love to find and chat to UK-based up-and-coming music composers for games - especially those who are as obsessed with the Japanese school of melody-focused game music as I am. Could eventually lead to a small paid gig and then maybe maybe more down the line. Spread the word! ❤️
October 17, 2025 at 1:41 PM
I NEED to join this team
The Freddy Mercury hoovering display team were also a particular highlight...
August 31, 2025 at 10:01 AM
I might be living off my savings at the moment, but I'm not going to pass up new merchandise for the GOAT FF
August 19, 2025 at 3:25 PM
Yeah, I saw Weapons.
August 10, 2025 at 9:27 PM
I'VE HAD ANOTHER IDEA FOR A PICROSS GAME! Now I just need some money.
August 6, 2025 at 12:21 PM
Underwhelmed by the Nintendo Direct? Better get used to it, because this is the tip of the iceberg. When the real effects of the last 18 months of project cancellations and layoffs come home to roost next year, it's going to be way worse. Hope you like remasters!
July 31, 2025 at 2:51 PM
Reposted by Ed Fear
I've updated my website / portfolio! 2dforever.com
Now with 220% more animations (of which you can toggle off!)

I am looking for work, so please have a look and let me know if I seem like a good fit for your project :)
2DForever
Portfolio of Tom Waterhouse
2dforever.com
July 29, 2025 at 12:52 PM
I made the mistake of playing Umamusume... and now I'm addicted. But there's some interesting narrative design here so, uh... it's research, right?
July 29, 2025 at 2:42 PM
This is absolute, grade-A, no-impurity nightmare fuel.

www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle...
Experience: I found a stranger under my hotel bed
There was an odd smell – I craned my neck to check, and two dark, wide eyes blinked back at me in the darkness
www.theguardian.com
July 25, 2025 at 8:08 AM
Reposted by Ed Fear
Got a heads up from a friend in Indiana: my book was removed from her school because it features a trans character.

But … it’s a nonfiction book. She’s not a character. She’s a person.

These lies, these wars, obscure the truth, and the humanity, and get what in exchange? Nothing but ignorance
July 16, 2025 at 11:34 AM
Reposted by Ed Fear
fantastic fourskin
July 15, 2025 at 5:28 PM
Finally got around to finishing Gundam GQuuuuuuX. What a turnaround - those last six episodes were a compelling mash-up of Gundam and Evangelion. Just a shame that a) the first six were so aimless and b) it requires knowing the story of a cartoon series from the 70s to have the proper impact.
July 14, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Reposted by Ed Fear
It’s very much this post from @louisstaples.bsky.social today
July 12, 2025 at 12:26 PM