CanadianAyerscarpe🍁
@exraei.bsky.social
alix/raei • xe/he/they • not entertaining, mostly voices in my head
fluid & aroace 🫦
main‣ @raraei.bsky.social || https://raeii.carrd.co/
fluid & aroace 🫦
main‣ @raraei.bsky.social || https://raeii.carrd.co/
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CanadianAyerscarpe🍁
@exraei.bsky.social
· Dec 16
Need to change my outlook time to believe someone out there will say "I can fix him" when they see me fr fr
Good news! I saw them in my bus commute home today and they were 1 seat away from me ☺️☺️☺️☺️ except it's harder to make it not obvious that I want to look at them with the way there was a girl w/ her big bag and eReader between us. And also my seat faces sideways so it's creepy if I keep turning😭
No I'm desperate. I really want to look at their beautiful face again 😩
Cue in You're Beautiful by James Blunt
January 31, 2026 at 2:48 AM
Good news! I saw them in my bus commute home today and they were 1 seat away from me ☺️☺️☺️☺️ except it's harder to make it not obvious that I want to look at them with the way there was a girl w/ her big bag and eReader between us. And also my seat faces sideways so it's creepy if I keep turning😭
Help. Ever since I'm on ADHD meds I keep accidentally triggering Unskippable Extended Dialogue and NPC Mood Up Effect from people at work!! It feels like almost every interaction I've had got people still wanting to talk to me like please release me😭😭😭
January 31, 2026 at 2:46 AM
Help. Ever since I'm on ADHD meds I keep accidentally triggering Unskippable Extended Dialogue and NPC Mood Up Effect from people at work!! It feels like almost every interaction I've had got people still wanting to talk to me like please release me😭😭😭
I showed my coworkers a pic of my carrying my cat and their flabbers were so ghasted at how big she is
January 30, 2026 at 11:01 PM
I showed my coworkers a pic of my carrying my cat and their flabbers were so ghasted at how big she is
Unironically said "rawdog" with my manager the other day. Hope this opens his eyes into the lingo other people in our age range are into.
January 30, 2026 at 5:50 PM
Unironically said "rawdog" with my manager the other day. Hope this opens his eyes into the lingo other people in our age range are into.
Having a sensitive and oily face be annoying as hell I feel like a scientist doing research, trial & error on my face of which ingredients make it worse or help 😔 I just want my skin to look soft and hydrated without random volcanoes popping up every week
January 30, 2026 at 9:25 AM
Having a sensitive and oily face be annoying as hell I feel like a scientist doing research, trial & error on my face of which ingredients make it worse or help 😔 I just want my skin to look soft and hydrated without random volcanoes popping up every week
No I'm desperate. I really want to look at their beautiful face again 😩
Cue in You're Beautiful by James Blunt
January 25, 2026 at 4:46 AM
No I'm desperate. I really want to look at their beautiful face again 😩
💀 so, I feel like because of my hair + soft baby-ish face bc I'm Asian I'm getting that "can be mistaken for a girl" effect cuz I noticed strangers (women) don't seem to mind if I end up sitting next to them in transit. Honestly? I'm still happy cuz my voice no longer betrays me
January 25, 2026 at 2:16 AM
💀 so, I feel like because of my hair + soft baby-ish face bc I'm Asian I'm getting that "can be mistaken for a girl" effect cuz I noticed strangers (women) don't seem to mind if I end up sitting next to them in transit. Honestly? I'm still happy cuz my voice no longer betrays me
Thinking about this guy I saw in my train commute who looked like someone I recognized but can't really tell because I'm near sighted, but I know he's beautiful... I want to see him again
January 25, 2026 at 12:19 AM
Thinking about this guy I saw in my train commute who looked like someone I recognized but can't really tell because I'm near sighted, but I know he's beautiful... I want to see him again
Either it fell off or someone stole my eczema hand cream while commuting 😭
January 23, 2026 at 8:12 PM
Either it fell off or someone stole my eczema hand cream while commuting 😭
Claude von riegannnn 😩😩💦💦 husbandt...
January 23, 2026 at 4:27 PM
Claude von riegannnn 😩😩💦💦 husbandt...
Need to lock in but I think my adhd meds aren't working now. Still gotta wait a few more days before I start my upped dosage cuz I still have some pills left 🥀
January 22, 2026 at 11:01 AM
Need to lock in but I think my adhd meds aren't working now. Still gotta wait a few more days before I start my upped dosage cuz I still have some pills left 🥀
ong i found my kana da stamp from 2019
January 22, 2026 at 5:33 AM
ong i found my kana da stamp from 2019
cant find the journal anymore where i put my bio but i hope 2016 me knows theyre right about being genderflduid except we're fluid between male/agender
January 22, 2026 at 4:24 AM
cant find the journal anymore where i put my bio but i hope 2016 me knows theyre right about being genderflduid except we're fluid between male/agender
i reeaallly shouldn't be having this much trouble trying to troubleshoot and make my speakers and/mic work. man i swear shit stopped working probably ever since a 2025 update
January 22, 2026 at 3:46 AM
i reeaallly shouldn't be having this much trouble trying to troubleshoot and make my speakers and/mic work. man i swear shit stopped working probably ever since a 2025 update
While still on the topic I've been debating again with myself if I'm AroBi or AroAce (gray-aroace)... I'm definitely confident I'm Aro, but how do I know I'm experiencing sexual attraction?? The way allosexuals describe it still sounds foreign to me
January 21, 2026 at 1:30 AM
While still on the topic I've been debating again with myself if I'm AroBi or AroAce (gray-aroace)... I'm definitely confident I'm Aro, but how do I know I'm experiencing sexual attraction?? The way allosexuals describe it still sounds foreign to me
Straight ppl memes & gimmick accounts are so corny man 💀
January 21, 2026 at 1:26 AM
Straight ppl memes & gimmick accounts are so corny man 💀
missing my daughter kana hours but highkey dont wanna play fe fates
i just wanna make my corrin magically birth kana without having to marry, but also i want kana to be the most busted unit😔
i just wanna make my corrin magically birth kana without having to marry, but also i want kana to be the most busted unit😔
January 20, 2026 at 10:34 AM
missing my daughter kana hours but highkey dont wanna play fe fates
i just wanna make my corrin magically birth kana without having to marry, but also i want kana to be the most busted unit😔
i just wanna make my corrin magically birth kana without having to marry, but also i want kana to be the most busted unit😔
Maybe I'm just tired rn but I don't like it that I have no direction anymore when it comes to drawing. As in, I don't know my own art style. Or maybe I haven't pinpointsd yet how I want to draw/paint exactly as "raraei"
January 19, 2026 at 9:50 AM
Maybe I'm just tired rn but I don't like it that I have no direction anymore when it comes to drawing. As in, I don't know my own art style. Or maybe I haven't pinpointsd yet how I want to draw/paint exactly as "raraei"
Sad that I'm moving to a much farther city from Vancouver soon... But also excited I get a bigger space for my room, a queen sized bed and a walk in closet. Walking around winners/homesense rn thinking about new stuff I can spruce up my new space
January 19, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Sad that I'm moving to a much farther city from Vancouver soon... But also excited I get a bigger space for my room, a queen sized bed and a walk in closet. Walking around winners/homesense rn thinking about new stuff I can spruce up my new space
My cat is so cute I'm fighting demons (cuteness aggression) everyday
January 18, 2026 at 12:49 PM
My cat is so cute I'm fighting demons (cuteness aggression) everyday
Suddenly thought of an old glaceonsona I've used for many years
January 15, 2026 at 8:59 PM
Suddenly thought of an old glaceonsona I've used for many years
adhd hyperfocused for 6-7 hrs in ragnarok online, completely ignoring the headache from looking at the screen for too long, dehydration and low blood sugar🔥🔥🔥
January 15, 2026 at 6:22 AM
adhd hyperfocused for 6-7 hrs in ragnarok online, completely ignoring the headache from looking at the screen for too long, dehydration and low blood sugar🔥🔥🔥
Can't tell if the acne breakout on my chin is from kissing my cat or something else 🤔
January 14, 2026 at 8:49 PM
Can't tell if the acne breakout on my chin is from kissing my cat or something else 🤔
💀 one of my art accounts banged and I just made it yesterday
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
January 13, 2026 at 6:48 PM
💀 one of my art accounts banged and I just made it yesterday
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
💀 hyperfocused so hard I almost forgot to do my T shots
January 13, 2026 at 11:43 AM
💀 hyperfocused so hard I almost forgot to do my T shots