CanadianAyerscarpe🍁
@exraei.bsky.social
alix/raei • xe/he/they • not entertaining, mostly voices in my head
fluid & aro 🫦
main‣ @raraei.bsky.social || https://raeii.carrd.co/
fluid & aro 🫦
main‣ @raraei.bsky.social || https://raeii.carrd.co/
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CanadianAyerscarpe🍁
@exraei.bsky.social
· Dec 16
Need to change my outlook time to believe someone out there will say "I can fix him" when they see me fr fr
Sad that I'm moving to a much farther city from Vancouver soon... But also excited I get a bigger space for my room, a queen sized bed and a walk in closet. Walking around winners/homesense rn thinking about new stuff I can spruce up my new space
January 19, 2026 at 2:16 AM
Sad that I'm moving to a much farther city from Vancouver soon... But also excited I get a bigger space for my room, a queen sized bed and a walk in closet. Walking around winners/homesense rn thinking about new stuff I can spruce up my new space
My cat is so cute I'm fighting demons (cuteness aggression) everyday
January 18, 2026 at 12:49 PM
My cat is so cute I'm fighting demons (cuteness aggression) everyday
Suddenly thought of an old glaceonsona I've used for many years
January 15, 2026 at 8:59 PM
Suddenly thought of an old glaceonsona I've used for many years
adhd hyperfocused for 6-7 hrs in ragnarok online, completely ignoring the headache from looking at the screen for too long, dehydration and low blood sugar🔥🔥🔥
January 15, 2026 at 6:22 AM
adhd hyperfocused for 6-7 hrs in ragnarok online, completely ignoring the headache from looking at the screen for too long, dehydration and low blood sugar🔥🔥🔥
Can't tell if the acne breakout on my chin is from kissing my cat or something else 🤔
January 14, 2026 at 8:49 PM
Can't tell if the acne breakout on my chin is from kissing my cat or something else 🤔
💀 one of my art accounts banged and I just made it yesterday
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
January 13, 2026 at 6:48 PM
💀 one of my art accounts banged and I just made it yesterday
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
💀 hyperfocused so hard I almost forgot to do my T shots
January 13, 2026 at 11:43 AM
💀 hyperfocused so hard I almost forgot to do my T shots
LARPing as 3 different artists (including my main) because i like being able to do multiple art styles and dont want my main account to look incoherent
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 AM
LARPing as 3 different artists (including my main) because i like being able to do multiple art styles and dont want my main account to look incoherent
Took longer than usual cuz of the holidays but today I hit record low 74kg!! And that wasn't pre-breakfast, weighed myself late afternoon cuz I forgot to check my weight. If I can get myself to poop before my first meal tomorrow I might get a better check. 9kg to go 💪
Got upset that I was back to 78kg a few days ago... Turns out it's just 1-2 kg of ✨shit✨ since I weight back my 75-76 kg range 😭
January 10, 2026 at 6:19 AM
Took longer than usual cuz of the holidays but today I hit record low 74kg!! And that wasn't pre-breakfast, weighed myself late afternoon cuz I forgot to check my weight. If I can get myself to poop before my first meal tomorrow I might get a better check. 9kg to go 💪
Honestly thank fuck for my adhd meds tho I was able to organize my own "art style"
I say in quotations cuz I grew up copying so many art styles & techniques that I don't have my "own", however it made me be able to execute varying art styles that I think is a good skillset for an art director
I say in quotations cuz I grew up copying so many art styles & techniques that I don't have my "own", however it made me be able to execute varying art styles that I think is a good skillset for an art director
January 10, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Honestly thank fuck for my adhd meds tho I was able to organize my own "art style"
I say in quotations cuz I grew up copying so many art styles & techniques that I don't have my "own", however it made me be able to execute varying art styles that I think is a good skillset for an art director
I say in quotations cuz I grew up copying so many art styles & techniques that I don't have my "own", however it made me be able to execute varying art styles that I think is a good skillset for an art director
Not interested in fictional ships because I only care about me x my parasocial crush ✌️
January 10, 2026 at 2:01 AM
Not interested in fictional ships because I only care about me x my parasocial crush ✌️
I'm single and delusional 🔥 I am not looking for a partner because I believe I will marry my YouTuber crush one day
January 8, 2026 at 1:25 AM
I'm single and delusional 🔥 I am not looking for a partner because I believe I will marry my YouTuber crush one day
Trying to prep my T shots while making my cat go back to sleep because the noise I make keeps waking her is tough single dad work
January 6, 2026 at 12:26 PM
Trying to prep my T shots while making my cat go back to sleep because the noise I make keeps waking her is tough single dad work
my mom: *takes out the dolly*
my cat: *screams*
my cat: *screams*
January 5, 2026 at 10:08 AM
my mom: *takes out the dolly*
my cat: *screams*
my cat: *screams*
incredible display name in the canada discord server
January 5, 2026 at 9:21 AM
incredible display name in the canada discord server
It's validating that I accidentally got she/her'd but corrected to he/him when they heard my voice. It's like the opposite of my reality pre-T
January 4, 2026 at 11:55 PM
It's validating that I accidentally got she/her'd but corrected to he/him when they heard my voice. It's like the opposite of my reality pre-T
💀a kid called the hamster pellet food a cheerio
That's a disgusting looking cheerio ngl
That's a disgusting looking cheerio ngl
January 4, 2026 at 7:56 PM
💀a kid called the hamster pellet food a cheerio
That's a disgusting looking cheerio ngl
That's a disgusting looking cheerio ngl
Spent the entire evening doing clean lines now I'm scared adding colors will ruin it
January 4, 2026 at 5:48 AM
Spent the entire evening doing clean lines now I'm scared adding colors will ruin it
Stressed on how I wanna do Raei's ref sheet because they genuinely do not have a personality and every pose I try to do comes off ooc
I don't want them depicted as someone mysterious or something, they're like if ADHD impulsive thoughts was a person
I don't want them depicted as someone mysterious or something, they're like if ADHD impulsive thoughts was a person
January 4, 2026 at 2:23 AM
Stressed on how I wanna do Raei's ref sheet because they genuinely do not have a personality and every pose I try to do comes off ooc
I don't want them depicted as someone mysterious or something, they're like if ADHD impulsive thoughts was a person
I don't want them depicted as someone mysterious or something, they're like if ADHD impulsive thoughts was a person
Lately I've been replaying PSMD. Now that I'm older & wiser I definitely think PSMD is the best PMD game and I'm not listening to nostalgia pilled "PMD Sky is the best"
January 4, 2026 at 1:12 AM
Lately I've been replaying PSMD. Now that I'm older & wiser I definitely think PSMD is the best PMD game and I'm not listening to nostalgia pilled "PMD Sky is the best"
sib pointed out my cat's eyes seem way bigger rounder and cuter lately and I googled for answers (we can see more of her sclera now compared to last year)
Possible reason found: she's so relaxed and safe in her current home her eyelids relaxed too and show more of her eyeballs 🥺
Possible reason found: she's so relaxed and safe in her current home her eyelids relaxed too and show more of her eyeballs 🥺
January 4, 2026 at 12:02 AM
sib pointed out my cat's eyes seem way bigger rounder and cuter lately and I googled for answers (we can see more of her sclera now compared to last year)
Possible reason found: she's so relaxed and safe in her current home her eyelids relaxed too and show more of her eyeballs 🥺
Possible reason found: she's so relaxed and safe in her current home her eyelids relaxed too and show more of her eyeballs 🥺
Manifesting so much money after tax per month for this year🤑🤑🤑 and also a bf😳😳
.. yeah I guess I realized that when do get into another relationship I wanna be with a man. Because I'm saving terrible boyfriend jokes.
.. yeah I guess I realized that when do get into another relationship I wanna be with a man. Because I'm saving terrible boyfriend jokes.
January 2, 2026 at 8:46 AM
Manifesting so much money after tax per month for this year🤑🤑🤑 and also a bf😳😳
.. yeah I guess I realized that when do get into another relationship I wanna be with a man. Because I'm saving terrible boyfriend jokes.
.. yeah I guess I realized that when do get into another relationship I wanna be with a man. Because I'm saving terrible boyfriend jokes.
Pkmn brain rot in da bus & I can't draw atm so I'm gonna ramble
Raei - money themed/yellow mons
•gholdengo
•gmax meowth
•magikarp*
•chi-yu
•pidgeot*
Cross - mostly cute mons, esp babies
•umbreon
•igglybuff
•mime jr
•cleffa
•snom
•bewear
Myu - tech theme sorta
•plusle
•metagross*
•poryZ
•giratina*
Raei - money themed/yellow mons
•gholdengo
•gmax meowth
•magikarp*
•chi-yu
•pidgeot*
Cross - mostly cute mons, esp babies
•umbreon
•igglybuff
•mime jr
•cleffa
•snom
•bewear
Myu - tech theme sorta
•plusle
•metagross*
•poryZ
•giratina*
December 31, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Pkmn brain rot in da bus & I can't draw atm so I'm gonna ramble
Raei - money themed/yellow mons
•gholdengo
•gmax meowth
•magikarp*
•chi-yu
•pidgeot*
Cross - mostly cute mons, esp babies
•umbreon
•igglybuff
•mime jr
•cleffa
•snom
•bewear
Myu - tech theme sorta
•plusle
•metagross*
•poryZ
•giratina*
Raei - money themed/yellow mons
•gholdengo
•gmax meowth
•magikarp*
•chi-yu
•pidgeot*
Cross - mostly cute mons, esp babies
•umbreon
•igglybuff
•mime jr
•cleffa
•snom
•bewear
Myu - tech theme sorta
•plusle
•metagross*
•poryZ
•giratina*
ipad baby here trying to draw on pc w/ his super old bamboo wacom tablet... my wrist hurts and it's way harder to draw OTL
December 30, 2025 at 6:53 AM
ipad baby here trying to draw on pc w/ his super old bamboo wacom tablet... my wrist hurts and it's way harder to draw OTL
looking at these chinese artists art i save on pinterest and trying to activate my 5% chinese blood so i can be as godly as them (what are they feeding art students in china bro...)
December 30, 2025 at 3:43 AM
looking at these chinese artists art i save on pinterest and trying to activate my 5% chinese blood so i can be as godly as them (what are they feeding art students in china bro...)