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exraei.bsky.social
CanadianAyerscarpe🍁
@exraei.bsky.social
alix/raei • xe/he/they • not entertaining, mostly voices in my head

fluid & aro 🫦

main‣ @raraei.bsky.social‬ || https://raeii.carrd.co/
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Need to change my outlook time to believe someone out there will say "I can fix him" when they see me fr fr
Sad that I'm moving to a much farther city from Vancouver soon... But also excited I get a bigger space for my room, a queen sized bed and a walk in closet. Walking around winners/homesense rn thinking about new stuff I can spruce up my new space
January 19, 2026 at 2:16 AM
My cat is so cute I'm fighting demons (cuteness aggression) everyday
January 18, 2026 at 12:49 PM
Suddenly thought of an old glaceonsona I've used for many years
January 15, 2026 at 8:59 PM
adhd hyperfocused for 6-7 hrs in ragnarok online, completely ignoring the headache from looking at the screen for too long, dehydration and low blood sugar🔥🔥🔥
January 15, 2026 at 6:22 AM
Can't tell if the acne breakout on my chin is from kissing my cat or something else 🤔
January 14, 2026 at 8:49 PM
💀 one of my art accounts banged and I just made it yesterday
Posted 4 arts I did in that style and 3 got 100+ likes
January 13, 2026 at 6:48 PM
💀 hyperfocused so hard I almost forgot to do my T shots
January 13, 2026 at 11:43 AM
LARPing as 3 different artists (including my main) because i like being able to do multiple art styles and dont want my main account to look incoherent
January 13, 2026 at 5:05 AM
Took longer than usual cuz of the holidays but today I hit record low 74kg!! And that wasn't pre-breakfast, weighed myself late afternoon cuz I forgot to check my weight. If I can get myself to poop before my first meal tomorrow I might get a better check. 9kg to go 💪
Got upset that I was back to 78kg a few days ago... Turns out it's just 1-2 kg of ✨shit✨ since I weight back my 75-76 kg range 😭
January 10, 2026 at 6:19 AM
Honestly thank fuck for my adhd meds tho I was able to organize my own "art style"
I say in quotations cuz I grew up copying so many art styles & techniques that I don't have my "own", however it made me be able to execute varying art styles that I think is a good skillset for an art director
January 10, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Not interested in fictional ships because I only care about me x my parasocial crush ✌️
January 10, 2026 at 2:01 AM
I'm single and delusional 🔥 I am not looking for a partner because I believe I will marry my YouTuber crush one day
January 8, 2026 at 1:25 AM
Trying to prep my T shots while making my cat go back to sleep because the noise I make keeps waking her is tough single dad work
January 6, 2026 at 12:26 PM
my mom: *takes out the dolly*
my cat: *screams*
January 5, 2026 at 10:08 AM
incredible display name in the canada discord server
January 5, 2026 at 9:21 AM
It's validating that I accidentally got she/her'd but corrected to he/him when they heard my voice. It's like the opposite of my reality pre-T
January 4, 2026 at 11:55 PM
💀a kid called the hamster pellet food a cheerio
That's a disgusting looking cheerio ngl
January 4, 2026 at 7:56 PM
Spent the entire evening doing clean lines now I'm scared adding colors will ruin it
January 4, 2026 at 5:48 AM
Stressed on how I wanna do Raei's ref sheet because they genuinely do not have a personality and every pose I try to do comes off ooc
I don't want them depicted as someone mysterious or something, they're like if ADHD impulsive thoughts was a person
January 4, 2026 at 2:23 AM
Lately I've been replaying PSMD. Now that I'm older & wiser I definitely think PSMD is the best PMD game and I'm not listening to nostalgia pilled "PMD Sky is the best"
January 4, 2026 at 1:12 AM
sib pointed out my cat's eyes seem way bigger rounder and cuter lately and I googled for answers (we can see more of her sclera now compared to last year)

Possible reason found: she's so relaxed and safe in her current home her eyelids relaxed too and show more of her eyeballs 🥺
January 4, 2026 at 12:02 AM
Manifesting so much money after tax per month for this year🤑🤑🤑 and also a bf😳😳
.. yeah I guess I realized that when do get into another relationship I wanna be with a man. Because I'm saving terrible boyfriend jokes.
January 2, 2026 at 8:46 AM
Pkmn brain rot in da bus & I can't draw atm so I'm gonna ramble

Raei - money themed/yellow mons
•gholdengo
•gmax meowth
•magikarp*
•chi-yu
•pidgeot*

Cross - mostly cute mons, esp babies
•umbreon
•igglybuff
•mime jr
•cleffa
•snom
•bewear

Myu - tech theme sorta
•plusle
•metagross*
•poryZ
•giratina*
December 31, 2025 at 2:15 AM
ipad baby here trying to draw on pc w/ his super old bamboo wacom tablet... my wrist hurts and it's way harder to draw OTL
December 30, 2025 at 6:53 AM
looking at these chinese artists art i save on pinterest and trying to activate my 5% chinese blood so i can be as godly as them (what are they feeding art students in china bro...)
December 30, 2025 at 3:43 AM