Amadeus
@exultrejoice.bsky.social
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Love guards the heart from the abyss.
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exultrejoice.bsky.social
Do you want to say hello?

[The ostrich pecks Mozart's hair.]
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Too late. My heart is broken. My trust, shattered.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Do you not want to talk to me 😞
exultrejoice.bsky.social
[Loud incorrect buzzer.]

Anyway, do talk to me directly next time.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Yes? That's how talking *works*? Who are you???
exultrejoice.bsky.social
I'm alive. How am I supposed to answer a question thrown to the air. @ me next time.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
I tried the seven-corndogs-before-work breakfast.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Pancetta for Antonio~
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Nein, I was out getting some cold cuts. That was dear Phantom, haunting the Opera as is his wont.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
What does he have that I don't, other than patience and precision and the ability to articulate concepts.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
It's a little hurtful that most seem to prefer Antonio to me as a music teacher.
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banefulblood.bsky.social
Love is in the air? Wrong, homicide attempts.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
/ sorry everynyan im fujoing and himejoing out
exultrejoice.bsky.social
/ when u r writing yaoi and yuri simultaneously
exultrejoice.bsky.social
Good. When you are sick of me I shall remind you of this moment in time.

Don't leave me.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
[His words are a melody, Amadeus thinks as he laughs until he is doubled over with relief.]

Yes. Yes, please. Cracked or shattered, it doesn't matter. There is nobody I'd want to be by my side more. Please.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
I...

[He exhales.]

I'm a selfish creature. I'd have you stay. Even with you like this, I'd still like to...

[He trails off, unsure of what words should follow.]

Ghosts don't scold me when I take naps in the atelier. Ghosts don't leave critiques and compliments. We are as alive as we were then.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
You are maddening, you know that? I can't stay. I shouldn't leave. I must mind my distance. Now I'm too far away.

[He chuckles ruefully, pushing his hair back. Frustrated.]

I almost wish it was your fault, so at least this pain had roots. At the same time... I don't want to fault you for anything.
exultrejoice.bsky.social
I know.

[He knows. The shadows under Antonio's eyes grow larger every day.]

I... The offer is still open. I can leave.