i just. dont want to go out after psyching myself up but then smth goes wrong on such a gross ass weather day
February 10, 2026 at 8:51 PM
i just. dont want to go out after psyching myself up but then smth goes wrong on such a gross ass weather day
its stupid as shit but i dont have milk for autism breakfast and i think i need a day at home before im able to officially head out anywhere esp when im going to both the doctors and the police station in the same day
February 10, 2026 at 8:50 PM
its stupid as shit but i dont have milk for autism breakfast and i think i need a day at home before im able to officially head out anywhere esp when im going to both the doctors and the police station in the same day
my friends validated that what i eas seeing was real btw
February 9, 2026 at 7:15 AM
my friends validated that what i eas seeing was real btw
the thing is im no stranger to these coincidences happening in my life but for them to happen in such a way in the place i went to for safety and solace?
February 9, 2026 at 7:14 AM
the thing is im no stranger to these coincidences happening in my life but for them to happen in such a way in the place i went to for safety and solace?
and like, that guy and his abuser have been barred from all the hospitals up that way bc she yells and screams at staff if he doesnt get a bed right away (hes wheelchair bound so she tries to use it for guilt tripping)
February 9, 2026 at 7:12 AM
and like, that guy and his abuser have been barred from all the hospitals up that way bc she yells and screams at staff if he doesnt get a bed right away (hes wheelchair bound so she tries to use it for guilt tripping)
the neighbour spotted and recognized me and smiled and hes rly nice so i dont mind and wouldnt have minded staying
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
February 9, 2026 at 7:11 AM
the neighbour spotted and recognized me and smiled and hes rly nice so i dont mind and wouldnt have minded staying
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
but im glad the other two didnt spot me bc the abuser wouldve probably confronted me like "why did you ABANDON so and so, they NEED their friends"
the hospital wasnt even full so why were they all there
February 9, 2026 at 7:08 AM
the hospital wasnt even full so why were they all there
it was someone i cut off last year + their abuser who is a piece of shit and both were there at 5am just when i happened to be there
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
February 9, 2026 at 7:08 AM
it was someone i cut off last year + their abuser who is a piece of shit and both were there at 5am just when i happened to be there
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
and the neighbour who multiple of my friends have seen and talked to was there too even tho the hospital i went to isnt our local one
still cant believe i ran into all those ppl at the hospital last night. i literally had to take sneaky photos bc i thought i was hallucinating
February 9, 2026 at 7:05 AM
still cant believe i ran into all those ppl at the hospital last night. i literally had to take sneaky photos bc i thought i was hallucinating
my life will mean nothing if mum puts my deadname on a grave
i at least want to change my name first officially, i keep being put off bc of tragedy in my life
February 8, 2026 at 11:35 PM
my life will mean nothing if mum puts my deadname on a grave
im truly fucking miserable
February 8, 2026 at 11:32 PM
im truly fucking miserable
i love libby and my friends and my babies, but its getting so hard
February 8, 2026 at 11:16 PM
i love libby and my friends and my babies, but its getting so hard
i at least want to change my name first officially, i keep being put off bc of tragedy in my life
February 8, 2026 at 11:15 PM
i at least want to change my name first officially, i keep being put off bc of tragedy in my life
im so so tired. so tired after everything that going to sleep forever just feels right
February 8, 2026 at 11:14 PM
im so so tired. so tired after everything that going to sleep forever just feels right
theres too much evidence to not make me believe otherwise. sorry yall if ur actually real
February 8, 2026 at 11:14 PM
theres too much evidence to not make me believe otherwise. sorry yall if ur actually real
spent 200$ to wind up at my best friend's house who lives an hour and a half away from me bc i probably wouldve fucking done it if i hadnt seen her
February 8, 2026 at 11:13 PM
spent 200$ to wind up at my best friend's house who lives an hour and a half away from me bc i probably wouldve fucking done it if i hadnt seen her
but even if im the only one and yall are npcs id rather that than be alone
February 8, 2026 at 11:12 PM
but even if im the only one and yall are npcs id rather that than be alone
and like i need to die. or i want to die. im so tired living like this as some puppeted test subject
February 8, 2026 at 11:11 PM
and like i need to die. or i want to die. im so tired living like this as some puppeted test subject
so i am obv the only real person in the world and i cant ever control my own destiny bc the overseers will do tiny chaotic tampering to make me feel like im going crazy
February 8, 2026 at 11:10 PM
so i am obv the only real person in the world and i cant ever control my own destiny bc the overseers will do tiny chaotic tampering to make me feel like im going crazy
so shit got bad in my brain, i had to go to hospital, ended up at my regular and was feeling okay even just being in the waiting room (ive been there so many times its a familiar safe spot for me)
but then i ended up spotting TWO people i had cut off last year who were rly bad for me-
but then i ended up spotting TWO people i had cut off last year who were rly bad for me-
February 8, 2026 at 11:09 PM
so shit got bad in my brain, i had to go to hospital, ended up at my regular and was feeling okay even just being in the waiting room (ive been there so many times its a familiar safe spot for me)
but then i ended up spotting TWO people i had cut off last year who were rly bad for me-
but then i ended up spotting TWO people i had cut off last year who were rly bad for me-
but thats fine, id rather everyone be fake than me be alone
February 8, 2026 at 5:35 PM
but thats fine, id rather everyone be fake than me be alone
so everyone is fake right
February 8, 2026 at 5:35 PM
so everyone is fake right