my friend's brother smashed a tool into a tiny fish's skull but he missed first and the fish just bled. i watched him do it a second and third time and he still missed until he just dug the knife into the brain

death is rarely beautiful. if ever. suko looked the same as he passed too. his eyes open. two seconds.

rip it off like a bandaid so to speak. but im autistic and mentally ill i. cant just adjust so easily like others

and thats okay, im okay doing this, but for 2 weeks its been nonstop despair and death and pain and i wanted to ease into vet nursing carefully.