faerel 💕
@faerel.bsky.social
black | 20sumn | trans 💜 | nola based yapper |
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
fun fact about me i kinda knew and have now confirmed: i do not like stardew valley. i love my boy and he is my best friend but the last 2 hours of my life were so boring i do not like this damn game
January 21, 2026 at 3:15 AM
fun fact about me i kinda knew and have now confirmed: i do not like stardew valley. i love my boy and he is my best friend but the last 2 hours of my life were so boring i do not like this damn game
but i love them still and mayhaps i was pettin them too much like i would a dog (5x more gentle but still) bc that's all i'm familiar w so i'll do better next time lol
January 20, 2026 at 11:34 PM
but i love them still and mayhaps i was pettin them too much like i would a dog (5x more gentle but still) bc that's all i'm familiar w so i'll do better next time lol
also great feeling to pull up and the cats i haven't seen in a month are very excited to see me. rude that they want me to pet them and then move their body to somewhere they don't want me to pet and then i get a warning nip
January 20, 2026 at 11:32 PM
also great feeling to pull up and the cats i haven't seen in a month are very excited to see me. rude that they want me to pet them and then move their body to somewhere they don't want me to pet and then i get a warning nip
omw home, lunch was great, caught my girl up on how it's goin w fine shyt (Great btw), stopped at a candy shop, bought some bullshit, stopped at a book store, got a poetry book and a word search
feelin Good ;)
feelin Good ;)
January 20, 2026 at 11:28 PM
omw home, lunch was great, caught my girl up on how it's goin w fine shyt (Great btw), stopped at a candy shop, bought some bullshit, stopped at a book store, got a poetry book and a word search
feelin Good ;)
feelin Good ;)
and i did in fact play classical music once upon a time (freshman year, hated it) so i know a lil sumn but this nigga is ecstatic about it and i'm kinda fuckin w it
January 20, 2026 at 6:38 PM
and i did in fact play classical music once upon a time (freshman year, hated it) so i know a lil sumn but this nigga is ecstatic about it and i'm kinda fuckin w it
omw to see my girl for lunch, in the most insane uber this nigga albert is talkin to me about classical music like he's readin off a fuckin script but also this nigga does in fact know his shit about classical music
January 20, 2026 at 6:37 PM
omw to see my girl for lunch, in the most insane uber this nigga albert is talkin to me about classical music like he's readin off a fuckin script but also this nigga does in fact know his shit about classical music
bowl finished, high as hell, just got an incredibly sweet goodnight text from fine shyt
this was a very good day :)
this was a very good day :)
January 20, 2026 at 4:56 AM
bowl finished, high as hell, just got an incredibly sweet goodnight text from fine shyt
this was a very good day :)
this was a very good day :)
world's most intimate and vulnerable substack is up bright and early. 10 more minutes of break to enjoy this iced chai before my shift starts. lunch w my girl tomorrow, dnd immediately after
forcing myself to be busy bc i miss my friends
forcing myself to be busy bc i miss my friends
January 19, 2026 at 3:49 PM
world's most intimate and vulnerable substack is up bright and early. 10 more minutes of break to enjoy this iced chai before my shift starts. lunch w my girl tomorrow, dnd immediately after
forcing myself to be busy bc i miss my friends
forcing myself to be busy bc i miss my friends
also it's so fuckin lame that i'm workin on mlk day i'm gon be so annoying today
January 19, 2026 at 3:12 PM
also it's so fuckin lame that i'm workin on mlk day i'm gon be so annoying today
omw to work
i fuckin hate when an uber driver decides to tell me how much they're makin on my admittedly long rides. i can't do shit ab you makin $10 on this 30 minute commute. get a different job nigga idk what to tell you
i fuckin hate when an uber driver decides to tell me how much they're makin on my admittedly long rides. i can't do shit ab you makin $10 on this 30 minute commute. get a different job nigga idk what to tell you
January 19, 2026 at 3:10 PM
omw to work
i fuckin hate when an uber driver decides to tell me how much they're makin on my admittedly long rides. i can't do shit ab you makin $10 on this 30 minute commute. get a different job nigga idk what to tell you
i fuckin hate when an uber driver decides to tell me how much they're makin on my admittedly long rides. i can't do shit ab you makin $10 on this 30 minute commute. get a different job nigga idk what to tell you
ALSO they let me put the music on for the day this mornin and it's a cheat code to work when you know all the songs. first day in a minute that a yt person hasn't put the exact same shit on and it was just objectively better
January 19, 2026 at 1:11 AM
ALSO they let me put the music on for the day this mornin and it's a cheat code to work when you know all the songs. first day in a minute that a yt person hasn't put the exact same shit on and it was just objectively better
good news: i am not sick! my boy was feelin like shit bc he is sick but i have ducked and dodged illness for several months now. god is good.
January 19, 2026 at 1:08 AM
good news: i am not sick! my boy was feelin like shit bc he is sick but i have ducked and dodged illness for several months now. god is good.
home, work was so busy and i am so sore. finished the next substack post i started this mornin. it's about the time my house burned down so it's long and part of it was hard to write but it's done and it's honest. and that's kinda the point fr
January 19, 2026 at 1:05 AM
home, work was so busy and i am so sore. finished the next substack post i started this mornin. it's about the time my house burned down so it's long and part of it was hard to write but it's done and it's honest. and that's kinda the point fr
sittin in the bathroom for my second to last "sit down before we finally finish closing", busy as fuck, body hurt, masked bc i started feelin Bad and i just cannot afford (not literally bc a bitch just got insurance) to be sick
January 18, 2026 at 9:24 PM
sittin in the bathroom for my second to last "sit down before we finally finish closing", busy as fuck, body hurt, masked bc i started feelin Bad and i just cannot afford (not literally bc a bitch just got insurance) to be sick
chapter 18 of modulo absolutely amazing but the power scaling ramifications of chapter 19 of modulo will be unreal
January 18, 2026 at 1:28 PM
chapter 18 of modulo absolutely amazing but the power scaling ramifications of chapter 19 of modulo will be unreal
am i worried about someone at the table recognizing that i'm stealing a name from ffxiv? not even almost. but i will be prepared
January 18, 2026 at 4:37 AM
am i worried about someone at the table recognizing that i'm stealing a name from ffxiv? not even almost. but i will be prepared
also option selected "orphan w troubled childhood" bc i haven't done that w a character (that i've played irl, i have 204 mfs in dndbeyond that i started makin when i was 18 so surely one of them has lived that) yet.
but had to make up an orphanage and settled on "Hydaelyn's Home for Girls"
but had to make up an orphanage and settled on "Hydaelyn's Home for Girls"
January 18, 2026 at 4:36 AM
also option selected "orphan w troubled childhood" bc i haven't done that w a character (that i've played irl, i have 204 mfs in dndbeyond that i started makin when i was 18 so surely one of them has lived that) yet.
but had to make up an orphanage and settled on "Hydaelyn's Home for Girls"
but had to make up an orphanage and settled on "Hydaelyn's Home for Girls"
one hour later and i got 1000 words and appropriately researched backstory for my dm idk how i keep forgetting that i am in fact so fucking CRACKED at this shit man i have one skill and it's backstory
is it my best work? nah bc i'm unfamiliar w ravenloft but it's still good and 2 entire pages
is it my best work? nah bc i'm unfamiliar w ravenloft but it's still good and 2 entire pages
January 18, 2026 at 4:30 AM
one hour later and i got 1000 words and appropriately researched backstory for my dm idk how i keep forgetting that i am in fact so fucking CRACKED at this shit man i have one skill and it's backstory
is it my best work? nah bc i'm unfamiliar w ravenloft but it's still good and 2 entire pages
is it my best work? nah bc i'm unfamiliar w ravenloft but it's still good and 2 entire pages
finally writing backstory for the dnd character i've played twice now, fightin to make aasimar backstory bc there used to be 3 different types of aasimar but we're playin w these fuckin wack ass 2024 rules and aasimar doesn't have subraces anymore which is so fuckin lame
January 18, 2026 at 3:10 AM
finally writing backstory for the dnd character i've played twice now, fightin to make aasimar backstory bc there used to be 3 different types of aasimar but we're playin w these fuckin wack ass 2024 rules and aasimar doesn't have subraces anymore which is so fuckin lame
i don't often refer to my coworkers at job 1 as my employees despite the fact that i am a manager and they are in fact my employees but in this specific instance i will bc one of my employees just texted me askin if i know anyone who sells addy
no hey hi or hello. get the fuck on somewhere nigga
no hey hi or hello. get the fuck on somewhere nigga
January 18, 2026 at 2:13 AM
i don't often refer to my coworkers at job 1 as my employees despite the fact that i am a manager and they are in fact my employees but in this specific instance i will bc one of my employees just texted me askin if i know anyone who sells addy
no hey hi or hello. get the fuck on somewhere nigga
no hey hi or hello. get the fuck on somewhere nigga
my body is unfortunately too tired to tough out smoking in 50 degree weather (we'll see how i'm feelin in an hour), ordered dinner bc i am Too Tired to cook. inshallah one day i will find myself saying "i'm too tired" infinitely less than i do now which is every single day even if i'm not working
January 18, 2026 at 1:21 AM
my body is unfortunately too tired to tough out smoking in 50 degree weather (we'll see how i'm feelin in an hour), ordered dinner bc i am Too Tired to cook. inshallah one day i will find myself saying "i'm too tired" infinitely less than i do now which is every single day even if i'm not working
realistically, i've quit job 1 by then and then maybe i could have a plan but rn it's lookin like i will be Working
January 18, 2026 at 12:33 AM
realistically, i've quit job 1 by then and then maybe i could have a plan but rn it's lookin like i will be Working
one of my coworkers asked if i was celebratin valentines and my answer was a swift "fine shyt is in california so idk" but a different they/them just responded to me on hinge so maybe idk
i also got way too much goin on between my Both jobs to give any fuck ab valentines rn or even in a month
i also got way too much goin on between my Both jobs to give any fuck ab valentines rn or even in a month
January 18, 2026 at 12:32 AM
one of my coworkers asked if i was celebratin valentines and my answer was a swift "fine shyt is in california so idk" but a different they/them just responded to me on hinge so maybe idk
i also got way too much goin on between my Both jobs to give any fuck ab valentines rn or even in a month
i also got way too much goin on between my Both jobs to give any fuck ab valentines rn or even in a month
omw home, busy day at work, was tryin my damndest to be positive but so many of them were either sick and tired or in a bad mood for a different reason but i like to believe i kept the spirits up w/o bein annoying
stopped by job 1 for a drink (iced tea), excited to smoke and sit
stopped by job 1 for a drink (iced tea), excited to smoke and sit
January 18, 2026 at 12:17 AM
omw home, busy day at work, was tryin my damndest to be positive but so many of them were either sick and tired or in a bad mood for a different reason but i like to believe i kept the spirits up w/o bein annoying
stopped by job 1 for a drink (iced tea), excited to smoke and sit
stopped by job 1 for a drink (iced tea), excited to smoke and sit
turnin on the fwob ffxv playlist just to feel somethin
January 17, 2026 at 7:49 AM
turnin on the fwob ffxv playlist just to feel somethin