faerel 💕
@faerel.bsky.social
black | 20sumn | trans 💜 | nola based yapper |
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
thoughts that a bitch be thinkin
home from dinner (it was great, i missed my friends, i love them a lot), thinking about "are you satoru gojo because you're the strongest? or are you the strongest because you're satoru gojo?"
gege akutami is a genius
gege akutami is a genius
January 10, 2026 at 3:29 AM
home from dinner (it was great, i missed my friends, i love them a lot), thinking about "are you satoru gojo because you're the strongest? or are you the strongest because you're satoru gojo?"
gege akutami is a genius
gege akutami is a genius
pelicans are 8-30, i fuckin hate it here them niggas SUCK
January 10, 2026 at 1:37 AM
pelicans are 8-30, i fuckin hate it here them niggas SUCK
got off work 2 hours early, headin to a homies spot for dinner, holdin fast to my dry january
January 9, 2026 at 10:31 PM
got off work 2 hours early, headin to a homies spot for dinner, holdin fast to my dry january
i don't and will never regret ballin out to treat fine shyt to a good time but maybe next time i consider the following days. live and learn like ya mans said
January 9, 2026 at 2:24 PM
i don't and will never regret ballin out to treat fine shyt to a good time but maybe next time i consider the following days. live and learn like ya mans said
omw to work, painfully boring off day yesterday, dinner w some friends from hs after that i haven't seen in 3 and now almost 8 years. glad someone is makin dinner bc my one day paycheck from this week is holdin me til next wednesday and i am Broke rn
January 9, 2026 at 2:22 PM
omw to work, painfully boring off day yesterday, dinner w some friends from hs after that i haven't seen in 3 and now almost 8 years. glad someone is makin dinner bc my one day paycheck from this week is holdin me til next wednesday and i am Broke rn
playin fighterz and experiencing a deep sadness bc maybe i am not mashing enough
January 9, 2026 at 2:48 AM
playin fighterz and experiencing a deep sadness bc maybe i am not mashing enough
baby keem come back PLEASE
January 8, 2026 at 10:58 PM
baby keem come back PLEASE
i am fighting to not fall asleep in this uber and i am losing so hard
January 7, 2026 at 1:22 PM
i am fighting to not fall asleep in this uber and i am losing so hard
omw to work, especially exhausted today (i did not get even almost enough sleep), hopin i get cut early. off tomorrow for the first time in a week, excited already to sleep in so hard
January 7, 2026 at 1:07 PM
omw to work, especially exhausted today (i did not get even almost enough sleep), hopin i get cut early. off tomorrow for the first time in a week, excited already to sleep in so hard
admittedly, i'm a lil nervous bc we were talkin ab fiction and i like dnd a lot and they asked to see some of the bullshit i be comin up with which is scarier bc all my nerd shit is SO private
but i like them so i will be sharing
but i like them so i will be sharing
January 7, 2026 at 4:59 AM
admittedly, i'm a lil nervous bc we were talkin ab fiction and i like dnd a lot and they asked to see some of the bullshit i be comin up with which is scarier bc all my nerd shit is SO private
but i like them so i will be sharing
but i like them so i will be sharing
my boy is doin good, i'll be on his ass daily til he's back to normal, dnd was fuckin SICK but i'm so tired and i work again tomorrow
not so decent paycheck gotta carry me through the next week but i will never regret ballin out for fine shyt. i got some writin to send them when i get home
not so decent paycheck gotta carry me through the next week but i will never regret ballin out for fine shyt. i got some writin to send them when i get home
January 7, 2026 at 4:52 AM
my boy is doin good, i'll be on his ass daily til he's back to normal, dnd was fuckin SICK but i'm so tired and i work again tomorrow
not so decent paycheck gotta carry me through the next week but i will never regret ballin out for fine shyt. i got some writin to send them when i get home
not so decent paycheck gotta carry me through the next week but i will never regret ballin out for fine shyt. i got some writin to send them when i get home
also just had a cider and the only food i've consumed today is like 4 stray slices of provolone and half a blondie so i'm feelin it a lil in this uber
January 6, 2026 at 10:09 PM
also just had a cider and the only food i've consumed today is like 4 stray slices of provolone and half a blondie so i'm feelin it a lil in this uber
painfully slow shift, omw to see the fuckin sick and shut in before dnd, did nearly 0 drinking last week bc my nightmare was kissin fine shyt w alcohol or weed on my lips but i stole like 3 beers from work exactly for dnd and i'm crushin em
January 6, 2026 at 10:05 PM
painfully slow shift, omw to see the fuckin sick and shut in before dnd, did nearly 0 drinking last week bc my nightmare was kissin fine shyt w alcohol or weed on my lips but i stole like 3 beers from work exactly for dnd and i'm crushin em
it's officially carnival/parade season and i am not excited about the amount of redbulls i'll be drinking until around may
gotta get down to one job asap and then find a different job that is not in a kitchen bc i hate this season more than anything
gotta get down to one job asap and then find a different job that is not in a kitchen bc i hate this season more than anything
January 6, 2026 at 7:31 PM
it's officially carnival/parade season and i am not excited about the amount of redbulls i'll be drinking until around may
gotta get down to one job asap and then find a different job that is not in a kitchen bc i hate this season more than anything
gotta get down to one job asap and then find a different job that is not in a kitchen bc i hate this season more than anything
and we talked and he's fine and the cut wasn't too bad but even if we weren't playing dnd, i know where he lives and would've pulled up whether he wanted me to or not. you not just gon post an close friends ig story of you in a fuckin hospital and think i won't come through
January 6, 2026 at 12:25 PM
and we talked and he's fine and the cut wasn't too bad but even if we weren't playing dnd, i know where he lives and would've pulled up whether he wanted me to or not. you not just gon post an close friends ig story of you in a fuckin hospital and think i won't come through
6:24 but i am awake bc my body is now used to waking up even earlier and is beating my alarm by an hour.
annoying shift comin up before dnd. gotta cancel plans w my girly bc i forgot about dnd but also my boy was on shrooms, fell, and split his shit open so i'll be at his house no matter what
annoying shift comin up before dnd. gotta cancel plans w my girly bc i forgot about dnd but also my boy was on shrooms, fell, and split his shit open so i'll be at his house no matter what
January 6, 2026 at 12:24 PM
6:24 but i am awake bc my body is now used to waking up even earlier and is beating my alarm by an hour.
annoying shift comin up before dnd. gotta cancel plans w my girly bc i forgot about dnd but also my boy was on shrooms, fell, and split his shit open so i'll be at his house no matter what
annoying shift comin up before dnd. gotta cancel plans w my girly bc i forgot about dnd but also my boy was on shrooms, fell, and split his shit open so i'll be at his house no matter what
not being sad has reallowed me to be so unbelievably annoyed without distraction
January 6, 2026 at 3:57 AM
not being sad has reallowed me to be so unbelievably annoyed without distraction
"blah blah but she's your mom" and she's on my fucking nerves! i don't love my mama any less but also just fuckin shut up and be even a little aware of anything at all. you are no one's victim. you are literally 52 give it a fuckin break nigga PLEASE
January 6, 2026 at 3:55 AM
"blah blah but she's your mom" and she's on my fucking nerves! i don't love my mama any less but also just fuckin shut up and be even a little aware of anything at all. you are no one's victim. you are literally 52 give it a fuckin break nigga PLEASE
being trans has been the best thing that has ever happened to me and it's beautiful to live truthfully to myself
but since becoming a daughter my mother has become so much more fucking annoying and i cannot stand it. why is she like that. shut the fuck up please. jesus christ.
but since becoming a daughter my mother has become so much more fucking annoying and i cannot stand it. why is she like that. shut the fuck up please. jesus christ.
January 6, 2026 at 3:52 AM
being trans has been the best thing that has ever happened to me and it's beautiful to live truthfully to myself
but since becoming a daughter my mother has become so much more fucking annoying and i cannot stand it. why is she like that. shut the fuck up please. jesus christ.
but since becoming a daughter my mother has become so much more fucking annoying and i cannot stand it. why is she like that. shut the fuck up please. jesus christ.
also since the substicky is open to all the other ppl who know me in real life, had to immediately let fine shyt know bc they are not named or described but they are the direct subject and should know i'm talkin about us on the internet in a very intimate way
they do not mind and think it's cute :)
they do not mind and think it's cute :)
January 6, 2026 at 12:57 AM
also since the substicky is open to all the other ppl who know me in real life, had to immediately let fine shyt know bc they are not named or described but they are the direct subject and should know i'm talkin about us on the internet in a very intimate way
they do not mind and think it's cute :)
they do not mind and think it's cute :)
substack is on the public ig story so i'm really feelin normal. next off day is thursday which is lame but i will persist
January 6, 2026 at 12:06 AM
substack is on the public ig story so i'm really feelin normal. next off day is thursday which is lame but i will persist
off work, slow day, feelin completely back to normal which is sick. poem goin up on substack, excited to fuckin destroy a bowl and feel regular again
January 5, 2026 at 11:38 PM
off work, slow day, feelin completely back to normal which is sick. poem goin up on substack, excited to fuckin destroy a bowl and feel regular again
5 minutes til i clock in, wrote an actual poem this mornin and not a journal entry. got a new journal in the mail. new year business has slowed and i'm hopin to feel back to normal in a day or two. waiting for a poem in return, excited to just be on their mind
woof
woof
January 5, 2026 at 1:55 PM
5 minutes til i clock in, wrote an actual poem this mornin and not a journal entry. got a new journal in the mail. new year business has slowed and i'm hopin to feel back to normal in a day or two. waiting for a poem in return, excited to just be on their mind
woof
woof
omw home, forgot my immediate family is doin a proper christmas gathering, not excited bc i'm accepting that i'm in a worse mood than i thought. big feelings but the worse aren't comin to me as easily as i thought they would
January 4, 2026 at 10:28 PM
omw home, forgot my immediate family is doin a proper christmas gathering, not excited bc i'm accepting that i'm in a worse mood than i thought. big feelings but the worse aren't comin to me as easily as i thought they would
very slow day at job 1 (thank you lord) so i've been able to be so distracted for no cost at all. remembering the journal i bought in my senior year of college that i use very sparingly but it's time for an entry
January 4, 2026 at 9:37 PM
very slow day at job 1 (thank you lord) so i've been able to be so distracted for no cost at all. remembering the journal i bought in my senior year of college that i use very sparingly but it's time for an entry