sorry

no one wants to communicate these days . they were hypervigilant anyways, and it harmed me to remain friends with them if it meant that i would develop feelings . it stings, but it's not the worst of what i've been through . we didn't mesh, and i can find other friends with similar outlooks on life

i always end up with people who are shifty with staying in contact with friends and i am the same way, i'm trying to combat my avoidant and anxious attachment . i have told people, multiple fucking times about sincerity, honestly, and communication, and it seems like most people fucking ignore that

if it's your decision to block me because you felt guilt-tripped into struggling to maintain contact because you are distant and told me that multiple times as if it's a boundary, buddy ... we weren't ever compatible, vibes shift we tend to clash . we're both spikey, i am more outgoing and i hate it

the creature is not doing well, lost contact from a friend . i don't mean to pressure you to feel bad, that wasn't my intention . i feel guilty for a lot of things, and i change because of it . change is linked to shame

this one feels like home =v=

THE GRIEF OF FALLING IN LOVE

まなざし(2025)

THE GRIEF OF FALLING IN LOVE

This is HUGE! Please share so people with ME/CFS can learn about this incredible medical breakthrough!!

It not only helps develop a diagnostic test, but also points to immune and inflammatory changes to aid future treatments. After 80+ years of no treatment, there’s some hope, finally!!

Even when everything melts and blends together
Let us call the shining star me
Let us call it you
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#art #illustration

Necrotech, Magna Maga Stellae(repost, old work 2024)

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i gotta be more lewd on here, but i still get rly anxious opening up about that stuff, so i'm taking my time . i do really wanna get into kink in my local community though, it would be fun

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somehow saved a drafted version of the final piece, this looks better honestly

i just had a really good drawing idea like a spark in the wind, i'm making it real :D

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... fuck

Agony of the artist

deleted all of recent images of me during a manic episode, i deal with body dysmorphia and would prefer not to show my face for a bit

fucking obsessed with this atm open.spotify.com/track/1DJfOq...