i'm now bald. yesterday was full of big emotions & lots of tears. this was the hardest thing i've ever done. my hair was an core piece of my sense of self & i tried to achieve perfection every day. it's feeing to shatter the imaginary ideal that i could never meet
January 30, 2026 at 2:00 PM
i'm now bald. yesterday was full of big emotions & lots of tears. this was the hardest thing i've ever done. my hair was an core piece of my sense of self & i tried to achieve perfection every day. it's feeing to shatter the imaginary ideal that i could never meet
hi y'all i'm super depressed like spent the last several days watching disney movies exclusively depressed but wanted to stop in & post proof of life & say i love y'all. i'll be back when my mental health gives me capacity to be β€οΈ
January 20, 2026 at 5:10 PM
hi y'all i'm super depressed like spent the last several days watching disney movies exclusively depressed but wanted to stop in & post proof of life & say i love y'all. i'll be back when my mental health gives me capacity to be β€οΈ
i'm having a rough go as christmas nears. it's my first since my grandpa passed & since confronting many sources of trauma in my childhood. i'm feeling like a grinch on the best days. on the worst, i'm hoping for a sink hole to open & swallow me in one gulp. trying just to feel it & not avoid it π«
December 20, 2025 at 11:43 PM
i'm having a rough go as christmas nears. it's my first since my grandpa passed & since confronting many sources of trauma in my childhood. i'm feeling like a grinch on the best days. on the worst, i'm hoping for a sink hole to open & swallow me in one gulp. trying just to feel it & not avoid it π«
social media is a minefield rn for survivors of sex abuse, in childhood & otherwise, w/ the epstein files being shared often w/o content warnings. it can be difficult to hold two truths: yes, its important the files are public AND it can be massively triggering. i see you, i'm with you, i love you π
December 20, 2025 at 3:52 PM
social media is a minefield rn for survivors of sex abuse, in childhood & otherwise, w/ the epstein files being shared often w/o content warnings. it can be difficult to hold two truths: yes, its important the files are public AND it can be massively triggering. i see you, i'm with you, i love you π
plus the tayvis "wedding" of it all & how we're all crying out for her to please speak on issues & also somehow someway sara barellies' brave connects to this in my head too
December 18, 2025 at 1:55 PM
plus the tayvis "wedding" of it all & how we're all crying out for her to please speak on issues & also somehow someway sara barellies' brave connects to this in my head too
got emo thinking about speak now (the song) through the lens that it's about being brave enough to shout your love for someone even when everyone around you will hate you for doing it, for ruining "the wedding" & knowing that but taking the risk anyway.
December 18, 2025 at 1:55 PM
got emo thinking about speak now (the song) through the lens that it's about being brave enough to shout your love for someone even when everyone around you will hate you for doing it, for ruining "the wedding" & knowing that but taking the risk anyway.
i watched the docuseries about dryden, NY (village of the damned, it was on tubi) and i can't stop thinking about it. a decade of death & violent destruction from '89-'99. i can't find data on 2000-2010 but from 2011-present - not a single murder. i'm utterly fascinated. its stephen king shit
December 17, 2025 at 5:35 PM
i watched the docuseries about dryden, NY (village of the damned, it was on tubi) and i can't stop thinking about it. a decade of death & violent destruction from '89-'99. i can't find data on 2000-2010 but from 2011-present - not a single murder. i'm utterly fascinated. its stephen king shit