i'm now bald. yesterday was full of big emotions & lots of tears. this was the hardest thing i've ever done. my hair was an core piece of my sense of self & i tried to achieve perfection every day. it's feeing to shatter the imaginary ideal that i could never meet

hahahahahahaha i hate it here

the sequel: breakdown! at the family function

❤️ you're welcome. my DMs are always open, even if just type-screaming words that don't make cohesive sense or even just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hate holiday party day bc i'm having a trauma response to christmas this year & my entire nervous system is too scared to celebrate at all lolllll

this is the best thing i have been told today

plus the tayvis "wedding" of it all & how we're all crying out for her to please speak on issues & also somehow someway sara barellies' brave connects to this in my head too