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Aya
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Hi, I'm Aya c:
I like to sew, draw, write, and some various other hobbies that catch my eye.
Sally face is a comfort game for me, so I like posting fanart every now and then ^-^
Thank you for checking out my page c:
I miss you and wish we could talk things out, even if I was the catalyst of what happened
I still look at old messages
Wondering if you'll ever say Hi again
I'm still waiting
You said you'd always be there
I don't want to be abandoned
By someone who I thought was special

#poem
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Too many
Memories
Stacked
One against
The other
With emotions
Attached
Haphazardly
Just waiting
To be
Stumbled upon
Inappropriately
At the
Wrong time
Laughing
When crying
Called for
And vice versa
Or melancholy
Happiness
Demanding
A reasonable
Explanation

#poetry
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Her Skin Was Made Of Rock. Her Insides, Porcelain. #micropoetry #vss365
Looking at the flowers
Finding the beauty again
I took a deep breath
Maybe things will be okay
I just have to find the whimsy again

#poem #poetry
"but i can't wait until i see your face
and my brain thinks that it's looking at a stranger
i can't wait until i see your face
and my brain feels nothing..
i'll feel nothing"

Maybe you can forget too.
The gnawing thoughts
I feel sick to my stomach
Fuckofffuckofffuckoff
Fuck you
I hate these thoughts
I wish they'd go away
And then I see your face
Your messages
It makes me feel so sick
But I cant help but to keep looking
In hopes that maybe.. it'll go back to being numb

#poem #poetry
How much longer
I keep wondering
I keep waiting
Just like a puppy for their master
Will you come back home?
I must wait for you
Sitting by the door
Indeterminate
But I'm growing tired
How much longer?

#poetry #poem
Nobody is there
Falling into bad habits again
It's so loud
I wish it would stop
Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
So angry
So tired
And nobody is there

#poem #poetry
It hurts
You left me for so long
I found you again and
You didn't want anything to do with me
It still hurts
I still yearn for you
The way you made me feel was magical..

#poem #poetry
Some pretty flowers I saw on my errand run

#photography #flowers #nature
So many things I couldve said
So many chances
I wasted them all
I wish you were here..to listen to my words..my cries
Now I can't tell you anything

#poem #poetry
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#ThrowbackThursday to 2nd April, and beautiful cherry #blossom blooming 6 months ago. I enjoy watching the seasons through flora and fauna, though I'm sad to be seeing fewer butterflies. #bloomscrolling #DailyFlowers #Spring
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Laccaria amethystina - Amethyst Deceiver 💜 #FungiFriends
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Good Thursday morning. It's now 5:16 AM and 55°, with a pre dawn dark night sky.

Today my daily post features four photographs from my files of autumn sunrises.
Sometimes..i think about you
Wondering and missing you
What couldve been if I were honest..
Shyness got the better of me
Maybe in the next, I'll find you and see what could've been..

#poem #poetry
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#JoinMeOnMyWalk It dried up for my lunch walk making everything look VERY glossy! Fresh patch of fly agaric, blusher aminata & redlead roundheads & boletes close to birch trees & beautiful changing leaves, with Japanese anemone & roses too. @photohour.bsky.social #Lancashire #mushrooms #vitaminN