IntellectualPikachu
intellpikachu.bsky.social
IntellectualPikachu
@intellpikachu.bsky.social
Serious/Venty account of @intellpotato.bsky.social

of course take note the nature of said account:
-Potentially vaguely heavy or offputting topics, just in-case!
-Low quality random-thought posts may also occur here!

Will be serious and unserious here!
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welcome to this profile!

anyone can follow, but please only follow if you, yourself are comfortable with some minor negativity and for some reason care about these things/me in this sense!

my main account is for the positivity zone™

ty for checking!! 😄
i cant tell if its just a me thing how long certain people linger in my mind even after they separate from me
i try to shake feelings off but i dont know honestly
January 18, 2026 at 5:36 AM
and another note.. i'm unsure if i'm in some way being a bad person by feeling offput so easily by certain things, easily getting jealous, extremely easily feeling left out, one small thing can make me really uncomfortable due to past stuff i've gone through, so it leaves me confused, bleh!! (2/2)
January 11, 2026 at 6:01 AM
I am trying to not think about it or say it much to anyone in general, but i miss a lot of people that have separated from me and it does hurt just trying to force myself to not think about them sometimes, i feel like maybe i wasnt worth as much to some as i thought 😭 (1/2)
January 11, 2026 at 6:01 AM
my days honestly feel a lot emptier way more than expected, i try to hide it but, not having as many people that i used to talk to quite literally every day because they separated from me one way or another really makes it feel more empty

i hope they all know atleast they meant a lot to me
December 17, 2025 at 4:28 AM
i am STILL sick and i really hope im not too sick to experience thanksgiving, i dont want to make people sick, best i can do is maybe be a gremlin in a random corner with a box of tissues maybe?? im unsure, but, thank you t anyone that has kept me company at all, ive still felt really lonely
November 27, 2025 at 4:36 AM
i have hated these past two days so much i am losign mroe and more reasons to do literally anything, i feel like everyone is disconnecting from me and i just feel like rotting in a corner at this po int, every thing i look at it makes me sad due to connections with people or something else, idk
November 21, 2025 at 11:22 PM
i dont know if my habit of only looking at bluesky once at the end of the day is good, because it leaves me just feeling bad if theres something that upsets me, today a lot of my feed is filled with things that make me feel left out, or some stuff that makes me feel off, but thats my fault i guess
November 13, 2025 at 8:22 AM
I keep trying to force myself to get into a mindset to where i can start posting again, but i just cant, everytime i try, theres something i see that makes me just, back off again, i want to be active i want to feel involved, i just feel off seeing art of people that i dont feel comfortable with 😓
November 8, 2025 at 10:22 PM
my follower count is just slowly going down as i post nothing, which is my fault i guess, but i genuinely dont feel as if i fit enough to even know what to post, bleh
October 7, 2025 at 5:12 PM
sometimes its easier to pretend to be happy to not bother others
sometimes i just get quiet and shut down in a way

a lot of the time i do feel lonely, left out, or jealous, but i feel bad for feeling that way in the first place, because i feel bad for annoying or bothering other people with this
October 1, 2025 at 1:55 AM
why am i such a weird person that doesn't fit in with anyone
i feel like everything everyone gets excited over i just sit in a corner and observe as i make myself feel left out, why is my brain like this, idk
just glad everyone can enjoy their things still atleast i suppose
September 12, 2025 at 6:43 PM
I feel kind of bad and reluctant to post about anything but it just feels a bit overwhelming for me but

i feel weird that im like the only person i see that kind of doesn't like mega raichu much really?? the original just feels better and everything

its just filling my feed entirely 😭
September 12, 2025 at 5:50 PM
Usually positive things would be a good thing and all but for some reason being extra sensitive is making certain types of positive things make me feel like im not contributing to it enough or feeling left out or something in a way so its having the opposite effect, why must i be like this 😭
September 5, 2025 at 7:53 PM
i swear i am going to go slowly insane, i feel like, just, not fitting in with anyone at all and like i dont fit in any community because of all these people that just, certain things that exist, along with myself just not feeling good overall, bleh
August 27, 2025 at 6:17 AM
I am so confused, i dont post for a while and it makes me worried that its goign to cause people to unfollow but THEN i post something and THEN someone unfollows??? huh?? 😭
August 24, 2025 at 5:30 PM
sleep schedule feels like it indefinitely sucks and i feel like i indefinitely dont matter to anyone and i cant trust anything im told because i feel like no matter what i am let go so easily and without reason, i dont think ill be able to force myself to use bluesky any time soon it feels like 😓
August 16, 2025 at 10:01 PM
and everyone else is just the main friend group, or party group, and im just there, always in the background of every group, not fully involved with them, and i just feel like if i went away and wasnt here that nothing would change for everyone, i feel like i dont exist at all or matter (2/2)
August 14, 2025 at 6:06 AM
Waking up i still feel exactly how i feel in my last post
i dont know whats going on, every person i feel like theres something wrong with me or between us, i feel like anyone i talk to or whenever i make posts like im just a background character (1/2)
August 14, 2025 at 6:06 AM
i just odnt feel welcome anywhere and just seeing people i feel off aobut interact with eachother makes me feel off so its making me question if it really would matter if i just vanished from the internet
August 13, 2025 at 5:44 PM
i am goign t osleep now ive been up too long, slepeing in middle of day agian, yippee
i dont know how many people read or care about these, but i dont fit in anywhere, like genuinely, every bluesky "friend group" i dont fit in, or have some random issue with someone or something, i hate it, bleh.
August 13, 2025 at 5:44 PM
I dont know if i should dump a lot of thoughts here.
i mjust retaining a lot in my mind right nwo and i dont want to just bother peopel wit hthem ,but its hurting just, holding so much, idk what to do

i dont care about the typos at this moment 😭
August 13, 2025 at 2:14 PM
The internet is going to kill me, i swear
August 12, 2025 at 9:10 PM
i have slept and yes i am saying when i sleep and wake up for no reason because sure low quality account moment (trademarked)
...now i have to be up all night and hopefully the whole day to try and fix this LOL
i shall sleep now maybe i think
goodnight goodday, mostly good day to everyone, i am sleeping in the middle of the day, oopsies

bed + pikachu hugging time(tm)!!

as usual LOL
i can barely stay awake

no idea why im saying this but yeyeyeyeye
August 8, 2025 at 4:49 AM
i shall sleep now maybe i think
goodnight goodday, mostly good day to everyone, i am sleeping in the middle of the day, oopsies

bed + pikachu hugging time(tm)!!

as usual LOL
i can barely stay awake

no idea why im saying this but yeyeyeyeye
August 7, 2025 at 6:35 PM
but hopefully i can eventually get through it, im unsure, many many things of which some i dont even dare say here, but ill be fine mayhaps, maybe, potentially, perhams, ham, ham, yum yum, i dont know what im typing anymore sue me LOL
thankyou for your insightful words of wisdom🔥🔥🔥🔥(3/3)
August 7, 2025 at 6:25 PM