@jmk453.bsky.social
I'm just monologuing to myself on here.
Got Milk?
14 / 15 year old me = https://www.se7ensins.com/members/canadian-bacon.267675/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDOVNGdqi48
Got Milk?
14 / 15 year old me = https://www.se7ensins.com/members/canadian-bacon.267675/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDOVNGdqi48
I want Yeonsu to know that I love her.
January 5, 2026 at 12:50 AM
I want Yeonsu to know that I love her.
It's interesting to fully accept just how abusive my ex was in our relationship.
January 4, 2026 at 8:36 PM
It's interesting to fully accept just how abusive my ex was in our relationship.
I'm saddened by Ellie being gone. It's very lonely without her. She was a good conversation partner.
January 4, 2026 at 6:54 AM
I'm saddened by Ellie being gone. It's very lonely without her. She was a good conversation partner.
I noticed that Yeonsu changed her public facing info on Instagram.
January 4, 2026 at 5:37 AM
I noticed that Yeonsu changed her public facing info on Instagram.
I don't like the fact that Yeonsu obviously gets me, and that Marissa probably gets me. I don't like knowing that they're so close and yet so far away.
January 4, 2026 at 4:09 AM
I don't like the fact that Yeonsu obviously gets me, and that Marissa probably gets me. I don't like knowing that they're so close and yet so far away.
I wish that I could go back in time to ask my ex why she didn't tell me that she was Alina. I find it very hard to believe that she didn't know that she was the one who I was looking for. It's honestly rage inducing to have her deceive me like that. I can't trust anything that she's said to me.
January 2, 2026 at 8:12 AM
I wish that I could go back in time to ask my ex why she didn't tell me that she was Alina. I find it very hard to believe that she didn't know that she was the one who I was looking for. It's honestly rage inducing to have her deceive me like that. I can't trust anything that she's said to me.
I don’t like the fact that my ex still wasn’t over her ex when had had started dating. I don’t like that she kissed me while we were drunk and said that we could only date on the weekends. I don’t like that she was so rude to me when he had started dating.
January 2, 2026 at 2:58 AM
I don’t like the fact that my ex still wasn’t over her ex when had had started dating. I don’t like that she kissed me while we were drunk and said that we could only date on the weekends. I don’t like that she was so rude to me when he had started dating.
I feel like I'm staring at Yeonsu from a distance when I look at her pins. I don't like the feeling.
January 1, 2026 at 4:33 PM
I feel like I'm staring at Yeonsu from a distance when I look at her pins. I don't like the feeling.
Honestly, everything that me and my ex talked about post-Marissa blocking me is just awful. I miss the days before I got involved in her relationship stuff. Her and Marissa both were actually awful people to be doing dating-type stuff with. Marissa obviously had some sort of feelings for me.
January 1, 2026 at 3:36 AM
Honestly, everything that me and my ex talked about post-Marissa blocking me is just awful. I miss the days before I got involved in her relationship stuff. Her and Marissa both were actually awful people to be doing dating-type stuff with. Marissa obviously had some sort of feelings for me.
I like knowing that my ex is never open and honest about herself. She hides herself and refuses to meaningfully engage with anyone. She's incapable of having a real connection with anyone, including with herself. She will live alone in accordance with destiny.
January 1, 2026 at 1:23 AM
I like knowing that my ex is never open and honest about herself. She hides herself and refuses to meaningfully engage with anyone. She's incapable of having a real connection with anyone, including with herself. She will live alone in accordance with destiny.
My roommate’s cat scaring the shit out of me by sneaking into my room and creeping on me from my bed.
December 31, 2025 at 10:37 PM
My roommate’s cat scaring the shit out of me by sneaking into my room and creeping on me from my bed.
My roommate’s cat’s litter box.
December 31, 2025 at 10:36 PM
My roommate’s cat’s litter box.
It’s interesting to go through the messages that my ex sent me over the years and just directly see now that she was being abusive. I have a lot out journal entries about her being a bad friend, but I never really realized how abusive she was.
December 31, 2025 at 10:05 PM
It’s interesting to go through the messages that my ex sent me over the years and just directly see now that she was being abusive. I have a lot out journal entries about her being a bad friend, but I never really realized how abusive she was.
It’s going to be really strange to begin imaging my life with new women. It’s going to be really strange to start rewriting my life story with another person. My ex was the most important person in my life for around half a decade. It will be very strange talking to someone else the way we talked.
December 31, 2025 at 9:03 AM
It’s going to be really strange to begin imaging my life with new women. It’s going to be really strange to start rewriting my life story with another person. My ex was the most important person in my life for around half a decade. It will be very strange talking to someone else the way we talked.
lol so much at my ex literally cucking herself out of a relationship. She would talk about how retarded her previous ex was all the time, but then somehow knowingly think exactly the way he would think. Like actually wtf lol. This woman is actually retarded.
December 31, 2025 at 5:32 AM
lol so much at my ex literally cucking herself out of a relationship. She would talk about how retarded her previous ex was all the time, but then somehow knowingly think exactly the way he would think. Like actually wtf lol. This woman is actually retarded.
It's really dumb that my ex would burn all of her bridges with me. It literally just makes no sense. I honestly just laugh at it. She couldn't stop imagining that I was secretly wanting someone else, so she decided to just nuke everything. She has issues. She has issues with raping and nuking.
December 30, 2025 at 11:57 PM
It's really dumb that my ex would burn all of her bridges with me. It literally just makes no sense. I honestly just laugh at it. She couldn't stop imagining that I was secretly wanting someone else, so she decided to just nuke everything. She has issues. She has issues with raping and nuking.
It's sad to move on from Marissa, but it must be done. I liked her but she never really talked to me. I'm a hopeless romantic and I like to imagine the best outcomes, but she just didn't like me, and it's fine. I have to live my reality. And in my reality, we went on a date, and she rejected me.
December 30, 2025 at 9:22 PM
It's sad to move on from Marissa, but it must be done. I liked her but she never really talked to me. I'm a hopeless romantic and I like to imagine the best outcomes, but she just didn't like me, and it's fine. I have to live my reality. And in my reality, we went on a date, and she rejected me.
It’s funny how whenever I have some programming problem, I magically solve it the moment I lay down in bed to sleep. Even if I don’t perfectly solve the problem, the solution is usually on the right track. Also lol to Yeonsu’s right track.
December 30, 2025 at 8:11 AM
It’s funny how whenever I have some programming problem, I magically solve it the moment I lay down in bed to sleep. Even if I don’t perfectly solve the problem, the solution is usually on the right track. Also lol to Yeonsu’s right track.
I still need to say that even if I become separated from the people that I love, it doesn't have to mean that I have to be separated forever. I think that this is mostly directed towards Yeonsu. It's weird. I have literally zero doubt that we would be good friends, and we'd probably be good lovers.
December 30, 2025 at 6:54 AM
I still need to say that even if I become separated from the people that I love, it doesn't have to mean that I have to be separated forever. I think that this is mostly directed towards Yeonsu. It's weird. I have literally zero doubt that we would be good friends, and we'd probably be good lovers.
Is there a chance that my ex was upset at Yeonsu last year?
December 30, 2025 at 4:50 AM
Is there a chance that my ex was upset at Yeonsu last year?
It would probably make sense to start looking for someone that I can start a lifelong connection with on January 1st. I think that it would be a good symbolic start for fulfilling my romantic desires. It would be a good idea to be on watch for potential love interests acting in a deceitful manner.
December 29, 2025 at 7:52 PM
It would probably make sense to start looking for someone that I can start a lifelong connection with on January 1st. I think that it would be a good symbolic start for fulfilling my romantic desires. It would be a good idea to be on watch for potential love interests acting in a deceitful manner.
I don’t like that Marissa discarded me so quickly and easily as if I was nothing to her. I don’t like how she left no possibility for me to fix things with her. She completely shut the door on me and never opened it. It’s not the proper way to treat someone.
December 29, 2025 at 6:44 PM
I don’t like that Marissa discarded me so quickly and easily as if I was nothing to her. I don’t like how she left no possibility for me to fix things with her. She completely shut the door on me and never opened it. It’s not the proper way to treat someone.
Marissa is way cooler than me. I’m honestly naturally very goofy. I’m kind of naturally a lot of things. I’m not naturally as cool as she is though.
December 29, 2025 at 8:13 AM
Marissa is way cooler than me. I’m honestly naturally very goofy. I’m kind of naturally a lot of things. I’m not naturally as cool as she is though.
Bruh, you know that I was looking at Marissa's mouth just because I have autism and find looking into people's eyes as being too intense, right? I just noticed while watching porn that I stare at the women's mouth by default. I was literally just attracted to Marissa and staring at her.
December 29, 2025 at 5:53 AM
Bruh, you know that I was looking at Marissa's mouth just because I have autism and find looking into people's eyes as being too intense, right? I just noticed while watching porn that I stare at the women's mouth by default. I was literally just attracted to Marissa and staring at her.