She had all the evidence in the world that I liked her. It would have been sweet of her to have simply told me that she was Alina. She could have done it at any point in time and I would have liked it. She just had to be honest for once in her life.

I liked her from the very beginning. She always knew that I liked her. I told her so many times how much I liked her. I never expected her to be anyone that she didn't want to be. She had no reason to hide the fact that she was Alina. She knew that I specifically tracked her down.

I told her literally everything about me. I hid nothing ever. I told her the worst parts about me. I gave her everything and she gave me nothing. I trusted her with the most important parts of my life and she repaid me with psychological ruin.

She can do whatever she wants, but the deception is just so awful. Why would she deceive someone that she claimed to have loved? How could she love someone while lying to them? I don't understand her mind at all. It's so alien to me to lie so blatantly when I was being overly honest always.

Our entire relationship, from friends to lovers, seems like a total lie. I literally can't comprehend how she could have ever loved me without revealing such an important detail. Nothing would have been bad. I don't care who she was before we met. She's allowed to change her identity.

I don’t like that she treated me like shit and expected me to be her slave. She insulted me so much throughout the relationship and I couldn’t continue forever like that. I can’t date someone like her again. I can’t tell myself that she will change.

There’s nothing left for me to do with Yeonsu. I’ve done everything that is possible. My ex is still a horrible person and I just need to move on with my life. I need to be with real people, not fake friends.

I kind of just hate that she's the one who literally molested me when I was just trying to talk to her. I hate that she forced me into a weird situation with Marissa, and she also forced me into a weird situation with her. I'm obviously just a talker.

I wish Marissa just didn't think about me at all at the time. She obviously has issues. I kind of don't want to think more about this topic.

I also like knowing that my ex can barely write a complete sentence by herself. It's funny to know how much she struggles to communicate. She surely used to blame her incapacity to truly communicate with others on her autism, but it's obvious that her real mental disability is lack of intelligence.