az
@ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social
🇲🇾, 26, she/they
multifandom
ENG/MALAY 🆗
🔞 NSFW/problematic content ⚠️
❌ no switch/reverse ships ❌
multifandom
ENG/MALAY 🆗
🔞 NSFW/problematic content ⚠️
❌ no switch/reverse ships ❌
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az
@ladsofsorrow24.bsky.social
· Mar 22
Simply Rendered ver 1.2
Commission available on Ko-fi.com
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i've opened commissions again! 15 slots available!
#kofi #koficommissions #commissionopen
ko-fi.com/c/fdcb95b5ee
#kofi #koficommissions #commissionopen
ko-fi.com/c/fdcb95b5ee
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August 19, 2025 at 2:45 PM
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November 27, 2025 at 1:44 PM
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This song by Xdirany Heroes hit so hard after I realized how much it fits and describes Yoshiki's feelings toward Hikaru, the human one, who will never find this story of his
But moster-Hikaru still can, right?
youtu.be/Uh31ioXK7Cw?...
This song by Xdirany Heroes hit so hard after I realized how much it fits and describes Yoshiki's feelings toward Hikaru, the human one, who will never find this story of his
But moster-Hikaru still can, right?
youtu.be/Uh31ioXK7Cw?...
November 27, 2025 at 10:08 AM
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This song by Xdirany Heroes hit so hard after I realized how much it fits and describes Yoshiki's feelings toward Hikaru, the human one, who will never find this story of his
But moster-Hikaru still can, right?
youtu.be/Uh31ioXK7Cw?...
This song by Xdirany Heroes hit so hard after I realized how much it fits and describes Yoshiki's feelings toward Hikaru, the human one, who will never find this story of his
But moster-Hikaru still can, right?
youtu.be/Uh31ioXK7Cw?...
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𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
#illustration #tshd #hgsn #art #thesummerhikarudied #光が死んだ夏
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
#illustration #tshd #hgsn #art #thesummerhikarudied #光が死んだ夏
November 27, 2025 at 10:08 AM
𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
#illustration #tshd #hgsn #art #thesummerhikarudied #光が死んだ夏
𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
#illustration #tshd #hgsn #art #thesummerhikarudied #光が死んだ夏
'hikaru's wishful thinking that if he's not there to possess hikaru's body, everything will be fine and yoshiki will be able to move on... man, it's so naive it Hurts me to see his version of their happy ending to be something that he's not involved in
November 27, 2025 at 7:52 AM
'hikaru's wishful thinking that if he's not there to possess hikaru's body, everything will be fine and yoshiki will be able to move on... man, it's so naive it Hurts me to see his version of their happy ending to be something that he's not involved in
nearly done with the inking... 😳👍 good job, me!
November 27, 2025 at 5:28 AM
nearly done with the inking... 😳👍 good job, me!
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Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.
November 26, 2025 at 6:57 AM
Remember your favorite creator possibly might be struggling with imposter syndrome and doubt and this timeline sucks.. so if you find yourself thinking “wow I really relate to this persons work” or that persons work gives you joy, you should probably tell them. It’s a hard time to be a creative.
love how yoshiki and 'hikaru's relationship keep being put in contrast with the relationships between the married couples in the narrative
like mokusensei said the quiet part out loud without treating us readers like imbeciles who can't read and I LOVE THAT.
like mokusensei said the quiet part out loud without treating us readers like imbeciles who can't read and I LOVE THAT.
November 26, 2025 at 4:39 PM
love how yoshiki and 'hikaru's relationship keep being put in contrast with the relationships between the married couples in the narrative
like mokusensei said the quiet part out loud without treating us readers like imbeciles who can't read and I LOVE THAT.
like mokusensei said the quiet part out loud without treating us readers like imbeciles who can't read and I LOVE THAT.
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saw this MV and i'm like "I HAD TO DRAW HIKAYOSHI LIKE THIS" lol
www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Om...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Om...
往生際の意味を知れ！ / TOOBOE
YouTube video by TOOBOE
www.youtube.com
September 15, 2025 at 3:12 PM
saw this MV and i'm like "I HAD TO DRAW HIKAYOSHI LIKE THIS" lol
www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Om...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=b3Om...
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September 15, 2025 at 3:12 PM
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The o w l 👁👁
youtube.com/shorts/5ofgd...
youtube.com/shorts/5ofgd...
November 26, 2025 at 9:27 AM
The o w l 👁👁
youtube.com/shorts/5ofgd...
youtube.com/shorts/5ofgd...
as expected from sensei... 🫡
海外のファンの方は凄く考察してくれて楽しいです。ですが、「ヒカル（怪物）は光（人間）の隠していた気持ちを代弁しているだけで、ヒカル（怪物）に意思はない」というのは明確にNOです！私は怪物好きなので。
November 26, 2025 at 8:24 AM
as expected from sensei... 🫡
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海外のファンの方は凄く考察してくれて楽しいです。ですが、「ヒカル（怪物）は光（人間）の隠していた気持ちを代弁しているだけで、ヒカル（怪物）に意思はない」というのは明確にNOです！私は怪物好きなので。
November 26, 2025 at 8:21 AM
海外のファンの方は凄く考察してくれて楽しいです。ですが、「ヒカル（怪物）は光（人間）の隠していた気持ちを代弁しているだけで、ヒカル（怪物）に意思はない」というのは明確にNOです！私は怪物好きなので。
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「性別を超えた愛」は素敵ですが、ひかなつでは「性的指向という乗り越え難い壁」を意識しています。
ストレートが簡単に同性を愛せる様になる世界なら、よしきはあまり苦しんでいないと思います。
ストレートが簡単に同性を愛せる様になる世界なら、よしきはあまり苦しんでいないと思います。
November 26, 2025 at 2:36 AM
「性別を超えた愛」は素敵ですが、ひかなつでは「性的指向という乗り越え難い壁」を意識しています。
ストレートが簡単に同性を愛せる様になる世界なら、よしきはあまり苦しんでいないと思います。
ストレートが簡単に同性を愛せる様になる世界なら、よしきはあまり苦しんでいないと思います。
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Hi, since I had some troubles with Artistree, I'm also adding test slots on Ko-fi for b&w/flat color portrait sketches
ko-fi.com/soriplvzu
Hope that this option won't cause any discomfort ○|￣|＿
#selfpromo #art
ko-fi.com/soriplvzu
Hope that this option won't cause any discomfort ○|￣|＿
#selfpromo #art
November 25, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Hi, since I had some troubles with Artistree, I'm also adding test slots on Ko-fi for b&w/flat color portrait sketches
ko-fi.com/soriplvzu
Hope that this option won't cause any discomfort ○|￣|＿
#selfpromo #art
ko-fi.com/soriplvzu
Hope that this option won't cause any discomfort ○|￣|＿
#selfpromo #art
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Male ➡️ M ➡️ Mother
Female ➡️ F ➡️ Father
Society has been lying to us for hundreds of years.
Female ➡️ F ➡️ Father
Society has been lying to us for hundreds of years.
November 25, 2025 at 8:25 PM
Male ➡️ M ➡️ Mother
Female ➡️ F ➡️ Father
Society has been lying to us for hundreds of years.
Female ➡️ F ➡️ Father
Society has been lying to us for hundreds of years.
something like this... i guess??
(sorry hamu-chan, i really don't know how to draw you 😓)
(sorry hamu-chan, i really don't know how to draw you 😓)
November 25, 2025 at 3:37 PM
something like this... i guess??
(sorry hamu-chan, i really don't know how to draw you 😓)
(sorry hamu-chan, i really don't know how to draw you 😓)
i really like those kind of digital inking that got the texture of pilot hi/g tec c needle tip gel pen 0.3... the jittery vibe that gives of this feeling of drawing on textured paper and ink that have been well used... it looks so cool
November 25, 2025 at 3:36 PM
i really like those kind of digital inking that got the texture of pilot hi/g tec c needle tip gel pen 0.3... the jittery vibe that gives of this feeling of drawing on textured paper and ink that have been well used... it looks so cool
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Not every new artwork will be the best you have ever made, but you will be one step closer to it. 🙏💙🎨
a penguin is holding a brush and palette and says yep
ALT: a penguin is holding a brush and palette and says yep
media.tenor.com
November 25, 2025 at 12:56 PM
Not every new artwork will be the best you have ever made, but you will be one step closer to it. 🙏💙🎨
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sometimes i feel like the only worth i have is being able to draw
but then i remember, i do tinker a lot with laptops and phones when i'm not drawing so... there is still things i know how to do and am interested in besides drawing two guys in a blank page lol
but then i remember, i do tinker a lot with laptops and phones when i'm not drawing so... there is still things i know how to do and am interested in besides drawing two guys in a blank page lol
November 25, 2025 at 6:41 AM
sometimes i feel like the only worth i have is being able to draw
but then i remember, i do tinker a lot with laptops and phones when i'm not drawing so... there is still things i know how to do and am interested in besides drawing two guys in a blank page lol
but then i remember, i do tinker a lot with laptops and phones when i'm not drawing so... there is still things i know how to do and am interested in besides drawing two guys in a blank page lol
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redrew an old wip… and then there were two 🫠
November 25, 2025 at 5:47 AM
redrew an old wip… and then there were two 🫠
i think i've said this before, but drawing 'hikaru' is so difficult to me because i have a hard time balancing his moe and manly sides lol
November 25, 2025 at 6:16 AM
i think i've said this before, but drawing 'hikaru' is so difficult to me because i have a hard time balancing his moe and manly sides lol