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just a bee
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-He/Him/They/It- -18+- Video Game and Horror Enthusiast Aggressively Queer Humanitarian/ Activist / Anarchist Disabled/Neurodivergent Hopeless Romantic Relationship Anarchist
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Lol why am I such a giant piece of shit
I'm not trying to be emotionally unavailable I'm just in love with someone who can't reciprocate and can't seem to be capable of feeling joy without being reminded of them
Chat i think I fumbled the ball again
Oof yk, what's rough? The harder I try to expand my horizons and rely on people for sexual and emotional intimacy, the stronger my affection is for the person I'm expanding from. Boundaries are hard. I'm a good noodle. Sigh.
All the things I do to try and break away and find me and what I want just makes me wish you wanted me more. Whatever mental illness refuses to let me build a bridge needs to lay off
Guys I think I've been lied to all these years. I think sex with other people might be overrated.
Wanting to perish after an emotional hurdle is quite annoying
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Donald Trump just humiliated the country in front of the entire world with an hour-long rant that was insane and jumbled even by his standards.
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The right is gonna hyperfocus on the fact that Robin Westman was a trans woman, but completely ignore that they were also a deranged nazi and racist. #minneapolis
No one talks to me anymore and idk what I did. Did I get a little too suicidal? A little too talkative? A bit too loud? I miss feeling wanted.
I've been hanging out with other people lately, and it just...isnt the same. It feels wrong. It doesn't flow correctly. It makes me feel dirty and like part of myself is missing. I don't like it.
My partner finally dumped me... it was a long time coming. I asked them for kindness they couldn't give, and I'm too emotionally unstable to love. It's honestly super understandable. I'm just tired.
I tried to take my own life, and then, a few days later, I got the most exciting news of my life. Please find help if you need it. I'm so grateful for every single person who gave me any of their time in my time of need. #uplifting #hopesky #positive
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Man, I really like boundaries and communication. I got to bond with my baby sister and have a really good time, and she got to be silly for her friends and still feel safe because we talked about it. I'm so proud. Ugh I love talking yall. Time space the universe. Fuck yeah.
I think i just want it to be over. I'm so sorry.
I want to be worth effort...
Simple commitments are too much. I'm not worth it. I get it. But can we try to commit to being a fuck sooner so it doesn't hurt as much?
We had years' worth of plans together. I'm tired of broken promises. Like if you're going to hurt me emotionally, just please commit to stalking and murdering me. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore
Maybe i want this? Maybe this is my fault?
Being mentally disabled fucking sucks. My brain is on fire.
I think the only person that ever truely unapologetically unconditionally loved me has been dead for a long time