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Lizzums 🌙
@lizzums.bsky.social
🎮 Twitch Variety #streamer 🎥 book lover 📚 bad artist 🖌 newbie stitcher and leatherworker 🪡 disabled 🥄 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿 🇳🇴
http://twitch.tv/lizzumsbb
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A friend suggested I jump on this so... Some stuff I like;

🧵 #Crossstitch
🤠 #Leatherworking
✏️ #Art
📖 #Books
😸 #Cats (I have 2!)
🧙‍♂️ #TTRPG
🖥️ #Streaming
🌱 #Cosy #games
🎮 #gaming
🎸 Most type of music, but I love trance and metal
🦝 Bad raccoon memes
🐹 Cute animals
🥔 #FinalFantasyXIV

#promosky
I woke up hallucinating my dad shouting for me. I called back “yeah?” before I realised. Last night I asked mum about his beer in the fridge. She said “doesn’t your dad want it?” without thinking. We cried together. We got his death certificate yesterday. It’s official. He’s gone. And I miss him.
February 10, 2026 at 9:05 AM
At least they’re giving me somewhere to direct all these complicated emotions I guess XD
February 6, 2026 at 11:38 AM
The GP called with their condolences for the loss of my father and his NHS file is closed, his death certificate is completed a so why the fuck are they texting inviting him to have a shingles vaccine.
February 6, 2026 at 11:37 AM
So. My dad died on Monday and everything is rubbish. I was going to post something more thoughtful and eloquent but right now, that’s all I’ve got. I want to scream in to the void and so I am doing so~
February 4, 2026 at 9:43 PM
I didn’t expect to be crying over Danish blue cheese today, but here we are.
February 2, 2026 at 9:07 PM
So much going on in my life atm but a paramedic being inappropriate towards me and texting me (I did not give him my number, he got it from the emergency services details) was not on my bingo card.
January 31, 2026 at 11:39 AM
I feel like I need someone to rip my spinal cord out of my arse like they’re trying to start a lawnmower
January 25, 2026 at 6:31 PM
Okay, had tech gremlins, but live now :D We're almost a month in but finally able to stream, and the hospital are letting dad home tomorrow!
January 22, 2026 at 3:09 PM
Hopefully tomorrow, I'll have a better idea of how things are with dad as the doctors are supposed to be about most of the day. They didn't do rounds today. I'm worried that despite his infection improving, his delirium isn't. Still. Gonna try to stop thinking and go and read \o/
January 18, 2026 at 11:52 PM
Ah dear. My dad’s delirium must be catching as my mum just said the cat food needs to go on charge. XD
January 18, 2026 at 5:32 PM
This year has not started off as I'd hoped. My bonus mam passed away just after Christmas and then my dad finally agreed to go to the doctors... only to end up in hospital. Trying to support my mum as best I can but I am overwhelmed and exhausted.
January 15, 2026 at 10:59 PM
I feel like I'm finally coming out of a bit of a fog. I didn't realise how badly I've been neglecting myself these past few weeks
January 11, 2026 at 9:51 PM
Reposted by Lizzums 🌙
A friend suggested I jump on this so... Some stuff I like;

🧵 #Crossstitch
🤠 #Leatherworking
✏️ #Art
📖 #Books
😸 #Cats (I have 2!)
🧙‍♂️ #TTRPG
🖥️ #Streaming
🌱 #Cosy #games
🎮 #gaming
🎸 Most type of music, but I love trance and metal
🦝 Bad raccoon memes
🐹 Cute animals
🥔 #FinalFantasyXIV

#promosky
November 11, 2024 at 8:01 PM
In the early hours of the morning on the 27th, most of the world was sleeping. Sadly, my “bonus mam” went to sleep for the last time. I’ll carry her with me, wherever I go, but the world is a little darker without her.

That woman welcomed me in to her life, her arms, her home, unconditionally.
December 29, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Pls stop the planet, I want to get off ;-;
December 27, 2025 at 5:53 AM
Finished this #embroidery from a kit my SiL gifted me for Christmas. Took about 4-5 hours. The devil needs a Brazilian because I never wanna work with his pubes again. (The devils pubes is a nickname for the horrible-to-work-with coarse metallic thread) but it was fun! #needlework #stitchcraft
December 26, 2025 at 6:51 PM
Gonnae have a little menty-b, as a treat
December 23, 2025 at 2:32 PM
Today, it is @alderdoodle.bsky.social ‘s birthday! :3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONA! <3 If you haven’t already done so, you should check her out because she’s a massive nerd and a super cool artist who even creates free TTRPG resources ♥️
December 21, 2025 at 8:26 PM
I am really fed up of the plague now. It's gotten really old. Pls leave xD I have so many things I would like to do but no energy and the aches and pains (outside of my usual), and coughing are bothersome. Glad I got an iPad and have been able to work/doodle/watch stuff from bed a lot of the time
December 9, 2025 at 8:46 PM
Cough syrup should always be in a GLASS bottle. You can't change my mind. T_T Yet the two different brands and types of cough syrup I've had the past few days are in PLASTIC BOTTLES and I can not explain how uncomfy it made me xD
December 1, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Feeling pretty sorry for myself being poorly. Been trying to sleep for ages but feels like I’m drowning. Blergh
November 30, 2025 at 11:06 PM
Getting really fed up of having nosebleeds
November 24, 2025 at 9:14 PM
I've been really struggling with my mental wellbeing for the past couple of months and I've hit a lot of resistance with myself in therapy too which isn't helping but it means I'm getting somewhere that is crucial to progress. It still sucks though. It's really hard.
November 7, 2025 at 10:36 PM
"Taking a break" feels really weird, and it's silly at how guilty I feel for it. Doesn't help that I feel like I'm undoing my progress when I do. I guess because I lose momentum.
November 7, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Happy Halloween darlings!
Stay safe, stay well, and have a lovely time <3
October 31, 2025 at 4:43 PM