together. There is so much love and it’s hard to believe I’m a part of it. I have many feelings, though they’re not for posting. So I’ll say one more thing and leave one final sentiment.

I love you, bonus mam. We all love you so much. I hope you knew that.

Fuck cancer.

She gave me things I never had. She was kind, full of whimsy, and one of the loveliest people I ever have had the pleasure of meeting and I am so glad that I got the privilege. I’m absolutely heartbroken by this loss and it’s suffocating. One thing I can say though is that his family are feeling it,

I really like the “blue biro” lookin’ style here with the hatching. Turned out really well!

Ah yeah, that's true. I never went shopping in London, so I can't compare but I feel like you can find anything in Birmingham town center. Especially when you go toward the markets and Digbeth

There is STILL queuing for Sephora? Sheesh. I guess they maybe implement it during busier periods. Birmingham has a lot to offer. Grand Central and the Bullring are full of things!

I've had various therapy since my teens. Started paying for it privately almost a year ago at this point? I guess I just thought I'd be "better" by now but nope, still cripplingly agoraphobic. >.<

I'm trying to stop my spark from getting snuffed out but it's a challenge. Still, I'm not giving up. Hopefully I'll level out more with myself soon. Slowly doing a lil more self-care, exercise, creative stuff. I feel like having a break from streaming was 100% the right choice for my health.

But then people think I don't care :') And I just don't have the energy to force past it and be sociable. It's also not good to do that most of the time too. I should try push a *little* more though. I've been neglecting everything I enjoy and have been sort of rotting/festering.

I've reached out for validation in certain areas and, well, it didn't go as I expected. It kinda ended up sinking my heart in to my stomach and validating the wrong kind of thoughts. I'm always convinced I'm annoying/a bother etc so I just try to lurk in the background and not pester folk.

Enjoyable content

I’d say “Tis the season” but your seasons are backwards

Rude

If you happen to know of seemingly decent places where you can get them so I can ensure I avoid them, let me know 👀