spots (but softer)
@lockedcollar.bsky.social
plushie pup · it/pup · ΘΔ&⋆☉∇ · 32
🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 · demi/pan · 🔞 · pack 💕
if you're here, let's keep it a secret. 🔗
🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 · demi/pan · 🔞 · pack 💕
if you're here, let's keep it a secret. 🔗
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friendly reminder that if we’re not mutuals on main I’m gonna block u 🧡 nothing personal, but this space is more for my closer pals and my pack. thank u for understanding!
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need someone to beat the shit out of me in a hot way to give me pain that i actually want to feel
December 12, 2025 at 2:28 AM
need someone to beat the shit out of me in a hot way to give me pain that i actually want to feel
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December 11, 2025 at 10:45 PM
i love having a body that cannot stay awake past 11PM and refuses to sleep past 4AM
December 11, 2025 at 9:44 AM
i love having a body that cannot stay awake past 11PM and refuses to sleep past 4AM
dog, for all of the issues with act 2 of wicked, the movie gets me so emotional. the first film is better and i don’t fault anyone for thinking part 2 didn’t quite meet expectations but idk it hit all the right notes for me and i do only judge a movie to be good if i cry during it.
December 10, 2025 at 12:37 AM
dog, for all of the issues with act 2 of wicked, the movie gets me so emotional. the first film is better and i don’t fault anyone for thinking part 2 didn’t quite meet expectations but idk it hit all the right notes for me and i do only judge a movie to be good if i cry during it.
might just say fuck it and take my injection a day early cause i can't go another day feeling like this
December 9, 2025 at 2:36 AM
might just say fuck it and take my injection a day early cause i can't go another day feeling like this
(cw surgery, medical conditions)
i am not doing well.
for three years, to the day, i’ve had various drains and setons placed rectally to help drain infectious abscesses and fistulas that have not stopped for the entire three year period. it has been a nightmare to live like this.
i am not doing well.
for three years, to the day, i’ve had various drains and setons placed rectally to help drain infectious abscesses and fistulas that have not stopped for the entire three year period. it has been a nightmare to live like this.
December 8, 2025 at 3:55 PM
(cw surgery, medical conditions)
i am not doing well.
for three years, to the day, i’ve had various drains and setons placed rectally to help drain infectious abscesses and fistulas that have not stopped for the entire three year period. it has been a nightmare to live like this.
i am not doing well.
for three years, to the day, i’ve had various drains and setons placed rectally to help drain infectious abscesses and fistulas that have not stopped for the entire three year period. it has been a nightmare to live like this.
i just need more time i’m so sorry
December 7, 2025 at 10:29 AM
i just need more time i’m so sorry
when ur headmate takes hot af selfies and doesn’t post them, smh
December 6, 2025 at 10:31 PM
when ur headmate takes hot af selfies and doesn’t post them, smh
missing weeks like they're limbs taken from me;
absence makes the mind do crazy things,
and i believe in letting some higher power take a hold of me.
i'm throwing all caution to the wind,
at the expense of contentment.
can i save anyone when my own mind,
finds itself at its wit's end?
absence makes the mind do crazy things,
and i believe in letting some higher power take a hold of me.
i'm throwing all caution to the wind,
at the expense of contentment.
can i save anyone when my own mind,
finds itself at its wit's end?
December 6, 2025 at 9:56 PM
missing weeks like they're limbs taken from me;
absence makes the mind do crazy things,
and i believe in letting some higher power take a hold of me.
i'm throwing all caution to the wind,
at the expense of contentment.
can i save anyone when my own mind,
finds itself at its wit's end?
absence makes the mind do crazy things,
and i believe in letting some higher power take a hold of me.
i'm throwing all caution to the wind,
at the expense of contentment.
can i save anyone when my own mind,
finds itself at its wit's end?
but in fun news i’ve been getting back into training my voice when i drive to and from work, so hopefully ill be able to expand my range in both directions. still wanna go higher and also strengthen my lowest register.
December 2, 2025 at 1:59 AM
but in fun news i’ve been getting back into training my voice when i drive to and from work, so hopefully ill be able to expand my range in both directions. still wanna go higher and also strengthen my lowest register.
survived another unreasonably long work day and i’m physically so worn down i can barely stand
gonna do my best despite everything. i owe that to myself and those i care about.
December 2, 2025 at 1:56 AM
survived another unreasonably long work day and i’m physically so worn down i can barely stand
gonna do my best despite everything. i owe that to myself and those i care about.
December 1, 2025 at 3:36 PM
gonna do my best despite everything. i owe that to myself and those i care about.
anxiety is thru the roof and i feel like my heart is going to explode from stress i just need to get thru this week
December 1, 2025 at 1:48 PM
anxiety is thru the roof and i feel like my heart is going to explode from stress i just need to get thru this week
Wishing by Chris Lanzon on Apple Music
Song · 2025 · Duration 2:10
music.apple.com
November 30, 2025 at 11:52 PM
between chronic illness and anxiety and depression i am trying really hard to not feel so thoroughly beat down but i'm kinda struggling really hard today. everything is making me scared and i don't know how to address it in a way that makes it go away.
November 30, 2025 at 8:43 PM
between chronic illness and anxiety and depression i am trying really hard to not feel so thoroughly beat down but i'm kinda struggling really hard today. everything is making me scared and i don't know how to address it in a way that makes it go away.
enjoying warm cups of coffee and a cart at 9pm while thinking about my partners and our future and i think being alive is cool and good actually
November 30, 2025 at 2:14 AM
enjoying warm cups of coffee and a cart at 9pm while thinking about my partners and our future and i think being alive is cool and good actually
idk if i wrote this, i fuckin cooked on what it’s like to be a dog.
Dog Years by Everender on Apple Music
Song · 2024 · Duration 4:35
music.apple.com
November 30, 2025 at 12:12 AM
idk if i wrote this, i fuckin cooked on what it’s like to be a dog.
you have no idea how bad I wanna hear
how bad I wanna be near
what I'd give to feel you take your hands off the wheel
my god I wanna be near
how bad I wanna be near
what I'd give to feel you take your hands off the wheel
my god I wanna be near
skittles by Devon Again on Apple Music
Song · 2025 · Duration 3:12
music.apple.com
November 29, 2025 at 7:39 PM
you have no idea how bad I wanna hear
how bad I wanna be near
what I'd give to feel you take your hands off the wheel
my god I wanna be near
how bad I wanna be near
what I'd give to feel you take your hands off the wheel
my god I wanna be near
i'm an animal i don't want to be anything else and i cannot be anything else
November 29, 2025 at 4:32 PM
i'm an animal i don't want to be anything else and i cannot be anything else
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if nobody's got me, I've got me
November 8, 2025 at 5:44 PM
if nobody's got me, I've got me
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November 28, 2025 at 3:37 AM
i’m in so much physical pain it isn’t even close to funny. my body can barely hold up working this much with a very physically active job. hoping it gets easier ;;
November 29, 2025 at 1:45 AM
i’m in so much physical pain it isn’t even close to funny. my body can barely hold up working this much with a very physically active job. hoping it gets easier ;;
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i think everything is catching up to me between all the travel and work i did over the last week, another ten hour shift today and i already know im gonna be so fucking chill and relaxed this weekend. awrf.
November 28, 2025 at 12:53 PM
i think everything is catching up to me between all the travel and work i did over the last week, another ten hour shift today and i already know im gonna be so fucking chill and relaxed this weekend. awrf.