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Tan
@lotterhippie.bsky.social
28 - he/they - GER/ENG/ESP

I draw and I write!!!
if you are interested in the historical queer vampire short stories ive written, check this out!!
https://linktr.ee/tanzander
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most unrealistic thing in media ever is when a character is being sort of down or less talkative than usual and their friends are like "is everything okay? you seem really depressed" instead of just being like "are you mad at me? do you hate me? why are you a huge bitch who hates me?"
November 30, 2025 at 11:18 PM
just finished angels and man by rafael nicolas and i may need to die
November 30, 2025 at 9:12 PM
I accidentally wrote two novels a couple months ago and I now came around to actually make some covers for them!!!
it's queer dark academia featuring a bunch of abuse themes and trauma as well as transgenderism in the early 20th century
#queerlit #mmromance #writesky
November 30, 2025 at 5:04 PM
i want legwarmers so bad i am in physical agony bc i dont own legwarmers
November 29, 2025 at 7:09 PM
Your Rage, Your Anger, It Is Sacred

#angels
November 23, 2025 at 10:43 PM
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Trusted the process and moved past The Evil Stage of my painting yayy
November 19, 2025 at 6:28 PM
listening to the audiobook for angels and man by rafael nicolas rn while drawing and its blasting my brain into bits. i cant exist coherently. i feel like im about to split in half its crazy
November 22, 2025 at 11:44 PM
the maternal urge to give him a treat since he didnt get to sing a whole song
#hazbinhotel
November 21, 2025 at 10:53 PM
i drew my call of cthuhu character!!! he's a disaster who believes in fairies and demons but only thenones that dont exist in cthulhu, so he only talks bullshit
#callofcthulhu
November 14, 2025 at 11:08 PM
some weird art about mental health and neurod*vergecy i suppose
November 12, 2025 at 1:03 AM
I drew some horsies today
#horse #horseart
November 9, 2025 at 11:38 PM
just booked my christmas flight to germany and i cant believe i pay 400 euros every year to be miserable for two weeks
November 3, 2025 at 8:01 PM
back on my "no sketch only vibes" bullshit
#vampire #vampireOC
November 2, 2025 at 8:01 PM
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October 27, 2025 at 4:38 PM
sorry for ookie spookie posting at midight chat

#vampireoc #halloween
October 21, 2025 at 10:11 PM
i have no idea what i even want from drawing/my art rn and it feels like it ties in with a greater theme of what I want from life and its. disheartening
I havent finished anything proper in months and whenever I try to push through it just fills me with dread
October 21, 2025 at 11:57 AM
thinking of how someone (at work) recently told me "i mean, we all went into uni thinking we'd become 3D animators, but it only worked out for some of us"

because rn im using a 3D poser and damn posing a 3D rig sucks ass this is awful who tf does this willingly
October 11, 2025 at 7:42 PM
BLUESKY SAVING OPTION LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO
October 8, 2025 at 5:25 PM
gerard is so happy and healthy
#mychemicalromance #mychemicalromancefanart
October 2, 2025 at 8:44 PM
35 year old literature professor barks and begs on hands and knees in exchange for cigarettes, 1906, colorized
#oc #ocart
September 25, 2025 at 9:41 PM
figured out how to colour this without getting unfathomably angry and all it took was an accidental good reel pull while doom scrolling that gave me sth to try out
#oc #ocart
September 4, 2025 at 9:21 PM
just finished writing what was meant to be a 10-20 page short story but turned into a 100 page novela in 10 chapters
August 31, 2025 at 10:23 PM
the next german who complains to me about 27 degrees catches these hands
August 31, 2025 at 12:05 PM
I've put two of my OCs Into A Situation recently and I'm so obsessed with it I can barely function. I feel insane
#writing #oc
August 29, 2025 at 8:34 PM
i started writing an OC AU based on The Confusions of Young Master Törleß by Robert Musil and it might be the single handedly best idea I've ever had. The vibes are just right
its also problematic as SHIT fully on purpose and I refuse to water it down
August 19, 2025 at 10:27 PM