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it's don't kill yourself thursday. repost to don't kill yourself
November 21, 2024 at 9:44 PM
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I wish I wasn’t so afraid of talking to cis women… I want nothing to do with being trans or the trans “community” anymore
February 12, 2026 at 9:17 AM
> Promised GF yesterday I wouldn't actually attempt today
> Plan to attempt anyway since when I'm dead the fact I broke a promise doesn't matter anymore, right?
> Impulsively call her while sitting right next to the train tracks
> Get talked off the ledge...

FML 😐
February 12, 2026 at 8:36 AM
You bitches thought I wouldn't keep my promise, hmmm? >____<
February 11, 2026 at 7:42 PM
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it's easier to recover from /tttt/ than reddit or Tumblr
February 11, 2026 at 2:44 PM
Ennaria - Jealous - OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO
YouTube video by Ennaria
youtu.be
February 11, 2026 at 11:39 AM
You know, it's not really that I don't have a personality, it's just that the one I do have is inherently at odds with being a person who can't really handle conflict...

This is why for the last few months I so desperately tried to create a persona for myself that was safe for the normies...
How am I supposed to make friends when I have zero actual interests...

All I can talk about are my moidbrained job and being a tranny... Oh wait, can't even talk about the tranny thing anymore cuz stealth 🫤
It's crazy that everyone around me seems to have so much time and energy for hobbies and gaming and stuff, while I feel like I'm always just barely surviving... 🫩
February 10, 2026 at 2:40 PM
I feel like "the trans community" is not meant for dysphoric transsexual women... It's apparently not just me, so many of us seem to be alienated 🤷‍♀️
February 10, 2026 at 7:21 AM
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If you are telling trans people that they are still “valid” without HRT instead of helping them get HRT in the face of HRT bans you are a quisling, a kapo even
February 10, 2026 at 6:30 AM
it's cold
YouTube video by 68+1 - Topic
music.youtube.com
February 10, 2026 at 6:31 AM
Discouraging transition is transphobic...

And trans people who do discourage transition, for example by telling dysphoric people that staying in the closet is actually "completely hecking valid", are inadvertently aiding the reactionary efforts to eradicate us <____<
February 10, 2026 at 5:26 AM
real >____<
February 10, 2026 at 5:17 AM
I had to leave before she was awake this morning, and she waited all day at my place for me to come back from work because she wanted to say goodbye in person... 🥹

She's a fucking angel. I don't deserve her... >_____<
Not sure I can come back from that one, I'm starting to realize that the things I said are absolutely unforgivable...

I'm lucky to still have a girlfriend after this, but I'm scared things will be different now... 😣
Big BPD meltdown yesterday... 😖

Told my girlfriend that I don't love her, accused her of being obsessed with me and basically compared her to the girl that groped me, and then said I want to break up... She just said "nuh uh" and stayed the night to make sure I don't hurt myself...
February 9, 2026 at 7:40 PM
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Moreover if you ever hear about a trans person talking about their desire for surgeries like FFS/top surgery etc and feel the need to say ”passing is problematic” you are just a terf in a “body positivity” disguise
There was a point where it was considered socially acceptable for people to hear a transsexual talking about the stuff they want done, shame spiral, and crash out w/ “what about me, a person that doesn’t want that, what r u, a transmedicalist” but I don’t fw that anymore and neither should you
February 9, 2026 at 2:14 PM
> watch ASMR at work
> "distracted girlie doing your makeup"-video or whatever
> She drops "I'm on my period, you know how it is"

No, I don't know how it is. I will *never* know how it is. Fuck my dumb tranny life... 😞
February 9, 2026 at 1:26 PM
I don't know why I said all those terrible things... 😣

Actually I do love her. She's my everything... 💖
Big BPD meltdown yesterday... 😖

Told my girlfriend that I don't love her, accused her of being obsessed with me and basically compared her to the girl that groped me, and then said I want to break up... She just said "nuh uh" and stayed the night to make sure I don't hurt myself...
February 9, 2026 at 9:28 AM
Not sure I can come back from that one, I'm starting to realize that the things I said are absolutely unforgivable...

I'm lucky to still have a girlfriend after this, but I'm scared things will be different now... 😣
Big BPD meltdown yesterday... 😖

Told my girlfriend that I don't love her, accused her of being obsessed with me and basically compared her to the girl that groped me, and then said I want to break up... She just said "nuh uh" and stayed the night to make sure I don't hurt myself...
February 9, 2026 at 8:44 AM
Big BPD meltdown yesterday... 😖

Told my girlfriend that I don't love her, accused her of being obsessed with me and basically compared her to the girl that groped me, and then said I want to break up... She just said "nuh uh" and stayed the night to make sure I don't hurt myself...
February 9, 2026 at 8:42 AM
I might be a tranny and I might be in a lesbian relationship with another trans chick... But I'm definitely no tr*nsb*an... <______<
February 8, 2026 at 9:52 AM
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I love my IKEA sharky and I love snuggling my IKEA sharky but a lotta you bitches take it way too far.
February 7, 2026 at 6:55 PM
I once made her cry by telling her that I can't believe her when she's saying these things.

I feel so guilty, but I know even a flawless angel like her has limits to her empathy. I'm terrified of the day I have the breakdown that is one too many...
Same 😣

For me, there's only one person left: my girlfriend. Even tho she insists that she wouldn't be happier with someone else, that she will always love me, that she'd never leave me, I can't believe her because so many other people have already abandoned me...
February 7, 2026 at 7:57 AM
Finally rewatched one of my favorite movies with my girlfriend... Midsommar

And, God, it reminded me...

Dani is just like me, fr fr :3
February 6, 2026 at 9:20 PM
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when i said i wanted to be broken i meant in a sex way not in a constant panic attacks way
February 6, 2026 at 8:20 AM
Ah, yes... of course... on the one day I wear an ugly but comfortable dress to work from home, literally everyone has to do surprise team calls with camera to ask me random ass questions.

Well, the saving grace is, my tits look huge in this thing... >_____<
February 6, 2026 at 10:07 AM
I know this can be difficult to accept, but most of the pretty trannies that make you say 'giwtwm' are effortmaxxers...

Sorry, but even if you get lucky, being a pretty girl always also requires effort 🤷‍♀️
February 5, 2026 at 1:37 PM