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Life Lvl: 28, she/her Soldier 76 Main || Multi Fandom Digital Artist & streamer! #NerdyArt Support Voice Actors! Comms: https://vgen.co/Nerdy76 Stream (Tues & Wed @11am EST): https://www.twitch.tv/nerdy_76 Knock Me Down and I'll Keep Gettin' Back Up

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · Oct 17

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Hey there everybody, I'm Nerdy! It's nice to meet you! Get to know a little bit about me down below!
I take comms on Vgen, as well as stream 3 times a week on Twitch!
Thank you for reading and remember to hydrate!

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 9h

I was told multiple times to do this and I didn't. I still want to report people who are being horrible in the game.
But I finally turned it off & the game instantly has more positive aura.

Magi goo Galeo @magiron.bsky.social · 1d

Overwatch rly a completely different game when you turn chat off and disable vc.

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Overwatch Cavalry @owcavalry.com · 1d

Double XP is NOW LIVE in #Overwatch2 🌊

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Overwatch Cavalry @owcavalry.com · 23h

Spooky Season hits in #Overwatch2 Season 19 👻

A new pre-download is available on battle.net, ready for October 14. This update contains Halloween Content, 2 Mythic Skins, Stadium Updates, and more.

✨ Size ≈ 5.1GB

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 10h

It's silent
No messages of concern
No replies telling me to live one more day
No notifications to remind me that I exist.

That must mean everybody is gone.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 2d

there even at this point?
How do you keep going if you don't have a reason to keep going?
How do you feel like people want you around when nobody talks to you?
Why is it just nothing but suffering, anger & pain?

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 2d

Oh but god forbid I get angry, then Nerdy is percieved to be some sort of bitch.
Nothing brings me joy anymore; I feel nothing but numbness towards everything.
Lost the will to draw, to write, or even just get out of bed in the morning.
Plus, with the US getting worse by the second, what hope is

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 2d

When I say I'm not cared about, that's what I mean
I've always given every single fucking person kindness; endless kindness and generally, I never get a fraction of that kindness back.
I'd like to for once.
What even was the fucking point of getting bullied by my family? For crying? Fuck you.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 2d

I am suicidal.
Everyday I wake up and go "fuck, no please"

I cry on the floor for hours because I can't handle life; ending up having painful headaches and body pain that causes me to not move.

And yet, my family who are all over 60+ years old decided to bully me in a circle yesterday for crying.

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Overwatch Cavalry @owcavalry.com · 2d

New #Overwatch2 Mythic Skin: Divine Druid Lifeweaver Trailer 🪷

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

mindset or myself, life never gets better. So what's the fucking point of living? There is no point.
I feel nothing; just numbness.
Noises that tell me that everybody will be happy when I'm gone.
Maybe that's where happiness is.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

But it's easier to believe that I'm some kind of god damn issue for trauma I never asked for, pain I never wanted, and being forced to live a sheltered life for most of my life.
The pain never stops. The bad days never stop. No matter how much therapy, or how much I change my

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

I've been called every slur & hateful thing imaginable
I've had the shit beat out of me for not producing children
I've had a 2 year smear campaign against me
I was mentally abused at several jobs
all because I was fucking kind to people; all I've ever been was kind to everyone

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

I'm sick of the PTSD I have & the mental breakdowns that happen multiple times a day
Nobody ever gave a shit about me; all most people ever did was tear me down to the point where I hate living.
I can't afford food, shampoo, anything I need. I need help & help never comes.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

I'm done
I'm done with everybody either treating me as not human or treating me like I don't exist
I'm sick of being unable to afford to exist
I'm sick of being kind to everybody & never getting a fraction of that kindness back
I'm sick of being unable to trust anyone

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

I have no purpose to keep going
I have no reason to stay another day on this earth

Those who say I'm suicide bait or that I'm suicidal for this supposed attention are part of the reason why I'm going to die. I don't like being alive and everybody would be happier if I was dead.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 5d

You want me alive, but for what reason?

Do you tell me to stay another day so you don't have a guilty conscious if I do something?
Why do people say they're there for me and then disappear into the void?
Why do they say they'll help me & help never comes?

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

I wish social media wasn't so toxic
I wish more people would communicate
I wish misinformation wasn't soeasily believable
I wish AI wasn't taking creative jobs
I wish there was a cure for cancer
I wish we didn't depend on money

I wish the world was a better place to live

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

I wish companies would stop trying to take money from me that I don't have
I wish I could afford shampoo & toiletries
I wish I could afford food
I wish I could afford to pay off this debt
I wish I could afford a home of my own
I wish I had speaking skills
I wish tiktok wasn't doom & gloom

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

I wish Youtube didn't have so many ads
I wish more people online did research about topics before believing the majority opinion as fact
I wish Christians were less judgemental
I wish prejudices didn't exist
I wish more people were empathic
I wish good souls were more celebrated in society

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

continue progression if you don't finish that season in the time it's out.
I wish more people bought commissions from me
I wish more people watched the streams
I wish I could make enough money to live
I wish I could make a sustainable living doing something creative that brings me joy

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

I wish Xbox would stop being greedy
I wish CoD would be more innovative & make Zombies its own seperate game
I wish modern gaming would stop using the Battle Pass methods.
I wish Overwatch had cheaper shop prices
I wish modern gaming was affordable
I wish games that use BPs would allow you to

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 6d

Discord, what the fuck is this?

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✨ A Goddess has NO KING ✨ @the-goddess-speaks.bsky.social · 7d

Feeling discouraged or hopeless about the state of things?

This message from @focusedoninfinity.bsky.social is one of the most true and heartening things I’ve heard in a long time. ❤️

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Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 7d

& I can't stop it. The only thing I know how to do is be kind & continue spreading kindness wherever I go & to whomever I meet.
I'll choose to be a good person & follow good people
Deny the hate; never allow it to shake me again.

& keep going no matter how much the world wants me to quit.

Nerdy || OW's Strongest Soldier @nerdy76.bsky.social · 7d

These are extremely hateful & scary times we live in

Good people are getting demonized by toxic people. Good & helpful services are being shut down. Misinformation spreads like a wildfire. ICE & the military are patrolling the streets & hurting innocent people. There's cult behavior running rampant

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