lottie !
@oblativelamb.bsky.social
esmé, or es, or emmy // not *technically* an alice. // one day the moon will blossom into a beautiful flower, and i will devour the leaves, and i will take its place. // luckiest girl ever. // post empty spacescore mechaslop dollfreak mirrorbait
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i think i really wanna finish disposable weapons
January 29, 2026 at 4:51 AM
i think i really wanna finish disposable weapons
[live, laugh, love font] inside every bad end, is a happy beginning
January 29, 2026 at 12:48 AM
[live, laugh, love font] inside every bad end, is a happy beginning
this thing is so little sister
January 29, 2026 at 12:46 AM
this thing is so little sister
ghhhhggh.
It really is. Between you and me, it's really kind of gross of her
Anyway, love you lottie <3
Anyway, love you lottie <3
January 29, 2026 at 12:11 AM
ghhhhggh.
the lottie situation has resulted in some of the most insane things ive ever thought
January 28, 2026 at 9:13 PM
the lottie situation has resulted in some of the most insane things ive ever thought
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It really is. Between you and me, it's really kind of gross of her
Anyway, love you lottie <3
Anyway, love you lottie <3
January 28, 2026 at 9:02 PM
It really is. Between you and me, it's really kind of gross of her
Anyway, love you lottie <3
Anyway, love you lottie <3
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I'm kind of dating 3 women but 1 of them is the mirror reflection of another and voluntarily sacrificed her own name and identity in order to become her twin so. I guess I'm not completely sure how to count that,
January 28, 2026 at 8:34 PM
I'm kind of dating 3 women but 1 of them is the mirror reflection of another and voluntarily sacrificed her own name and identity in order to become her twin so. I guess I'm not completely sure how to count that,
that is to say, we're so fucking back.
January 28, 2026 at 7:55 PM
that is to say, we're so fucking back.
for every evil haircut the pendulum will swing in the other direction.
January 28, 2026 at 7:51 PM
for every evil haircut the pendulum will swing in the other direction.
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The acting grand master needs some rest~
January 27, 2026 at 11:18 PM
The acting grand master needs some rest~
eyeliner is dry i should die
January 28, 2026 at 5:25 PM
eyeliner is dry i should die
sitting in my normal apartment and talking a girl down from self-harm on KIM messenger and realizing that warframe has gone a very odd direction towards realism
January 28, 2026 at 10:12 AM
sitting in my normal apartment and talking a girl down from self-harm on KIM messenger and realizing that warframe has gone a very odd direction towards realism
taking your little sister out shopping so she can buy you a cute pair of heels.
January 28, 2026 at 7:52 AM
taking your little sister out shopping so she can buy you a cute pair of heels.
dealing with an insane load at work today sounds like im having a lot more fun than i am
January 28, 2026 at 1:54 AM
dealing with an insane load at work today sounds like im having a lot more fun than i am
ill nod approvingly if you can figure out which one was the arknights fic btw
January 27, 2026 at 11:56 PM
ill nod approvingly if you can figure out which one was the arknights fic btw
the situationship between yang wen-li and julian needs to be addressed
January 27, 2026 at 8:44 PM
the situationship between yang wen-li and julian needs to be addressed
really funny how all of my favorite snippets from that thread are from pieces i haven't published
January 27, 2026 at 8:32 PM
really funny how all of my favorite snippets from that thread are from pieces i haven't published
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we are all ontological parasites. we are all festering black mold in the very depths of the lungs of the world.
- unpublished
- unpublished
January 27, 2026 at 8:01 PM
we are all ontological parasites. we are all festering black mold in the very depths of the lungs of the world.
- unpublished
- unpublished
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It is rote work, a decades old habit she has learned to keep steady, a ritual she knows from when the collective hatred of the dead could rise up, together, and become something far worse than a mass of corpses.
- UNPUBLISHED
- UNPUBLISHED
January 27, 2026 at 6:14 PM
It is rote work, a decades old habit she has learned to keep steady, a ritual she knows from when the collective hatred of the dead could rise up, together, and become something far worse than a mass of corpses.
- UNPUBLISHED
- UNPUBLISHED
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This one has to burn forever. It won't be like her, burnt out, exhausted, already dead. It won't be like the other machine gods, scabbed in rust and drenched in black blood.
- IT WAS CALLED VICTIM
- IT WAS CALLED VICTIM
January 27, 2026 at 6:07 PM
This one has to burn forever. It won't be like her, burnt out, exhausted, already dead. It won't be like the other machine gods, scabbed in rust and drenched in black blood.
- IT WAS CALLED VICTIM
- IT WAS CALLED VICTIM
ok calling it there. you can read my writing here: archiveofourown.org/users/Woeful...
never expect anything from me
never expect anything from me
eh.
1 like = 1 line from something ive written, published or unpublished
1 like = 1 line from something ive written, published or unpublished
Sure why not :>
1 like = 1 random line from one of my published works/WIPs
1 like = 1 random line from one of my published works/WIPs
January 27, 2026 at 8:25 PM
ok calling it there. you can read my writing here: archiveofourown.org/users/Woeful...
never expect anything from me
never expect anything from me
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I'm getting closer to being able to survive again but I could still really use some help. I'm temporarily housed but it's not entirely clear how long I'll be able to stay, and I still have to make rent.
underemployed for over a year without qualifying for financial assistance. I quite honestly don't know what else to do, so I redid my Ko-fi. no pressure, but if anyone could send what they can, I'd be eternally grateful.
ko-fi.com/6876cyn
ko-fi.com/6876cyn
Support cyberd0ll
Support cyberd0ll
ko-fi.com
January 27, 2026 at 1:16 PM
I'm getting closer to being able to survive again but I could still really use some help. I'm temporarily housed but it's not entirely clear how long I'll be able to stay, and I still have to make rent.
sneaking in unpublished arknights fanfic into that thread knowing that nobody will notice
January 27, 2026 at 8:10 PM
sneaking in unpublished arknights fanfic into that thread knowing that nobody will notice
moons of io might be one of the coolest things i've ever written
we are all ontological parasites. we are all festering black mold in the very depths of the lungs of the world.
- unpublished
- unpublished
January 27, 2026 at 8:03 PM
moons of io might be one of the coolest things i've ever written
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Folks I have done it again and listened to I Appear Missing, ninth track on acclaimed Queens of the Stone Age Album "...Like Clockwork" while sad and anxious. And you're not gonna believe what happened after
Surely listening to I Appear Missing, ninth track on acclaimed Queens of the Stone Age album "...Like Clockwork," while I am already sad and anxious will not make it worse. I certainly will not start sobbing profusely when listening to I Appear Missing
January 27, 2026 at 7:14 PM
Folks I have done it again and listened to I Appear Missing, ninth track on acclaimed Queens of the Stone Age Album "...Like Clockwork" while sad and anxious. And you're not gonna believe what happened after