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i'm angry! i'm frustrated! i can't sleep at night! i'm anxious! i'm depressed! the medicine is not working, but i am still here 🏳️‍⚧️. adam page mark and obnoxious habs fan. i do 3d art sometimes. sometimes i even post it! pfp by makowka on picrew she/they

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Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · May 11

Made it just in time for #screenshotsaturday

In collaboration with Sunkissed History (@sunkissedhistory on TikTok, Bluesky accounts pending) for Palanejo Painters club, I did some 3D rendering work! Full project hasn't dropped yet, but I got the all clear to show it off!

A 3D rendered scene, featuring a lighter whose base is textured like sashimi placed atop a mousepad on a desk. It is in front of a drawing tablet. To the left are a book and keyboard. To the right is a mouse and a mug holding two flags (a Palanejo flag and a progress pride flag, both dimly lit)

A closeup of the lighter, showing the samshimi-like texture. it features a bump on the right side, mimicking a sashimi shape

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

BOLDUC WHAT ARE THEY FEEDING YOU OML

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

ok vulnerable time is over the habs are playing soon :)

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

so yeah. would appreciate guidance or whatever from others as i still try to figure out the specifics of all this. i'm a lil terrified knowing i'm going to put this out but i know that it's worth.

ty for reading. i know this was scatterbrained but i needed to get it out. tysm for reading.

a person in a colorful outfit with the word gayne on the bottom right

Alt: gif of a wrestler in a rainbow Kane outfit with mask serving in the middle of the ring.

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Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

despite how long i've been trying to figure all this out i still have a lot of questions and just am still trying to find my place ig. gonna try to be more active in queer spaces as more than just an outsider but i'd be lying if i said i wasn't nervous. i don't wanna intrude if that makes sense.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

Like, i was/still am (kinda) terrified that if i changed my pfp to a picrew then i'd make ppl uncomfortable if they were to see me irl. but tbh that just feels worse, going halfway and then doing nothing. at the end of the day i hate being fucking miserable, so we're trying this now.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

i think, too, that my inability to start transitioning irl (outside of my group of friends for whom i'm so so so grateful) i stopped myself from presenting differently in an attempt to not portray myself as something im not. i was scared people would get the wrong impression.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

i'm still kinda terrified of the trans label if only because it feels like i haven't yet earned it. it feels like there's a lot of implications that come w the term ig. but, like, when my brain pings between "i wanna go to sleep" and "i wanna be a woman", i can't say the shoe doesn't fit so to speak

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

when i last "came out" on here it was phrased with a lot of caveats and stuff. i was scared of saying it at all. tbh i still am but i can't keep ignoring what my heart is telling me. i've been grappling with gender stuff for a while - its been almost 2 years since i first tried a new name w a friend

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 1d

hey yall. pardon my writing on this one bc all this is kinda coming off the dome. long thread incoming, but would rlly appreciate it if you sat through it.

it's kinda news and kinda not but given the day it seems fitting to say: i'm trans.

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Zohran Kwame Mamdani @zohrankmamdani.bsky.social · 1d

UNTIL IT’S DONE, Ep. 4: Sylvia Rivera

In the 1970s, queer New Yorkers had been pushed to the margins of NYC. Our trans neighbors faced immense cruelty. But in Sylvia Rivera, they found a champion.

As we combat Trump’s politics of darkness, her legacy can light the path forward.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 2d

oh god yeah thats such a crapshoot. i dont use doordash anymore but it always sucked when the driver just went on gd sidequests and shit. i think it was usually people multi-apping but i can't prove it.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 2d

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@CMPunk

Go suck a blood money covered dick in Saudi Arabia you fucking dork.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 2d

that said it only REALLY bothers me w amazon bc they never hit the delivery window. USPS is always right on time. love the brave men women and enbys in blue 🫡

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 2d

all people outside of myself cease to exist when i see my package marked as out for delivery from a distribution center 10 minutes away from me

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 3d

i love the montreal canadiens :)

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 3d

It's actually insane how good the instrumentals on brat are. Been re-listening and I forgot how fantastic everything sounds.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

pac with short hair and shirt is fucked up

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

Lashley has the best spear in the business it looks nuts every time

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

(this is why it's important that everybody takes humanities courses regardless of career path btw)

Erin Biba @erinbiba.bsky.social · 5d

So. Instead of “you are all being ridiculous” maybe the answer is “huh, why would normies think this is what’s happening when it’s not what’s happening. Let’s try and have an educational moment to try and calm everyone.”

Erin Biba @erinbiba.bsky.social · 5d

Another problem is when tech people see normies misunderstanding tech things you to talk to us like we are a bunch of malicious idiots. When in fact we don’t have enough knowledge to parse what you are saying.

Less of vehemence against people who don’t speak your language would go a long way.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

"oh, i haven't updated my drivers in a while, lets see how long its be- HOLY FISHPASTE"

I havent updated my drivers since january 30th

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

every art program ever created should have radial symmetry that shit is SO useful

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 5d

Jesus every time I go on the lsf reddit I expect it to be better and it never is.

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 6d

Live footage of some Australian teenager

Patrick Star with a krabby patty in his mouth, visibly affecting his silhouette

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 7d

Ah yes, my favorite politically correct institution, the red scare-era US Military

Palzee @palzee.bsky.social · 8d

why the actual fuck is taylor swift using ai in promo material? like wtf are we doing i dont get it