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panken
@panken.bsky.social
furry artist! just my sfw stuff. i am 30+
i yap a lot. check my media tab for art

nsfw: https://pankenlewd.bsky.social
tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev
everything people claim drugs could do for me i already do sober. i don't need to "toke & puff" to "mellow out" i can chillmaxx on demand. i experience ego death 5 times a day and mystic revelations 5 times an hour. i don't even need cigarettes: my body synthesizes its own lung cancer out of boredom
February 17, 2026 at 9:05 PM
sometimes i think about Other people i've met who seem so much better at being people than me. i don't necessarily mean more successful in their endeavors i just mean more rounded-out and with a clearly richer inner life than me. i feel like compared to them maybe i never cooked completely
February 17, 2026 at 4:14 AM
turns out the MRI machine they put me into was vibe-coded and it fucked up so catastrophically it gave me powers instead of helping figure out what's wrong with me so now i have powers but something's still wrong with me
February 16, 2026 at 9:04 PM
i've been filled with undirected affection and tenderness i hope everyone is doing okay
February 15, 2026 at 8:49 PM
you'll be in love one day you little freak
February 15, 2026 at 6:02 AM
what if i got a bigass stuffed animal to hug in bed 💭
February 15, 2026 at 2:51 AM
i hope all the aroaces are having a nice valentines day... i'm not religious but i still love a good christmas
February 14, 2026 at 9:31 PM
i remember being a little kid and feeling compelled to jump on every piece of urban furniture when i was outside. barriers half-walls concrete benches just an irrepressible compulsion to hop from thing to thing. spiritually a billy goat
February 14, 2026 at 12:55 AM
maybe i have to accept i'm just not gonna get anything done for the time being. i have been begging my brain to let me work but i just. fall asleep as soon as i sit down to do things. i can scroll through bullshit online for hours but anything productive is just too much to handle apparently
February 13, 2026 at 6:10 PM
oh my god this song is 21 years old and i haven't heard it in at least 15. we've gone through so many discourse cycles since then that what it conveys is almost alien now. post-cringe era unearthing a pre-cringe artifact. i used to send this to my e-gf lmao

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbDV...
Geeks in Love ♫
YouTube video by AlbinoBlackSheep
www.youtube.com
February 13, 2026 at 1:03 AM
bigass owl by my house swooped down and landed on a tree i can see it staring back at me i don't know what it wants does it want me. am i giving off rodent. is there a rodentness to me i'm not aware of
February 12, 2026 at 11:42 PM
hard to buy anything shelf-stable when you live somewhere prone to earthquakes
February 12, 2026 at 4:50 PM
right nobody's asked me out for valentine's day yet
February 12, 2026 at 12:15 AM
growing up on 2000s internet with a silent yet burning rage against emoticons then later starting to use ":)" or ":D" in a sarcastic shit-eating grin way and gradually using it more and more earnestly because you haven't yet realized you've been in your 30s for a while now
February 11, 2026 at 2:26 PM
sudden recollection of that spicy ginger cordial i bought once. my god why haven't i been buying it more. i should've been drinking that this whole time
February 10, 2026 at 10:54 PM
fucking cool having to be a permanent online diaspora never able to settle down on a messaging app or social network because they keep killing themselves in the name of profit or fascism
February 10, 2026 at 12:30 PM
some years back i had a phase where i was very social online and i talked to someone new every other day. i'm more reserved now, either out of shyness or cautiousness. i also retain a lot of the friends i made back then so maybe i'm just so full of friendship yum
February 10, 2026 at 1:31 AM
notice how nothing seems to just so happen anymore? everything used to just so happen so much
February 9, 2026 at 8:56 PM
this world has many enemies
February 9, 2026 at 4:41 PM
very sleepy. i love you
February 9, 2026 at 3:20 AM
@ wisdom teeth you've overstayed yuor FUCKIGn welcome.
February 8, 2026 at 12:23 AM
valentine's day is in a week! [increasingly unwell] can you believe it? just a week away!
February 7, 2026 at 6:57 PM
as someone who wasn't very social growing up the fact that, in my 30s, i can think of multiple people and go "that's my friend whom i love" is something i'm glad to consider as a sign i'm living a successful life
February 7, 2026 at 4:22 PM
i've noticed other people grapple with concepts and feelings that never seem to particularly hold meaning for me. i've decided i'm gonna start giving names to concepts and feelings i deal with that no one else seems to. it's only fair
February 6, 2026 at 11:39 PM
silver lining of the US likely not getting elections ever again is the DNC campaign would have been some bullshit like "In 2028 let's all Damn Daniel!! and YEET fascism"
February 5, 2026 at 8:46 PM