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@panken.bsky.social

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furry artist! just my sfw stuff. i am 30+ nsfw: https://pankenlewd.bsky.social tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev

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panken @panken.bsky.social · 11h

what the fuck!!! no!!! what the fuck don't!!!

panken @panken.bsky.social · 11h

i've been putting more emphasis on being at peace lately. relaxing my entire body and brain and falling asleep hugging something. feeling soft and content. there's only so much i can do. i could melt away right here

panken @panken.bsky.social · 16h

i don't know if i'm strong enough to make halloween art... too scary...

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

the poisonous comfort of inaction

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

i am simply on my bullshit

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

not so fast

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

idk maybe it's lazy and cowardly to sit at the safe confluence between "if you like me you have to put in the effort to get me out of my shell" and "you have to make the first moves so it's on you if something bad happens". it's just you gotta understand. i am constantly in situations

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

maybe i tend not to initiate socialization too often because i've had such horrible experiences in the past! there has been considerable damage to others and myself and i do not want to be responsible for more of that. i got sent threats for years because i was friendly to the wrong person

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

if it's the other way around you gotta tell me. if you read this and thought "dude you were a little bit obnoxious actually" i have to know. i gotta fix myself i gotta

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

wondering if some friends who were initially interested in me lost interest due to me seeming too distant (didn't want to bother them or come off too strong and made myself as small as i could)

panken @panken.bsky.social · 1d

humiliating but starting to suspect i may have a shy/scared baby bird personality type. oh no

panken @panken.bsky.social · 2d

pleasant blue :)

panken @panken.bsky.social · 3d

kissing a lil bit

panken @panken.bsky.social · 4d

i can't be arguing with that 😔

panken @panken.bsky.social · 4d

he's so achingly rectilinear

panken @panken.bsky.social · 4d

we cannot "go white boy go" our way out of this situation

panken @panken.bsky.social · 4d

i used to think the world was complicated and people were a rich tapestry of gray moralities and while that remains true it failed to account for the fact that some people are just straight-up evil regardless of circumstances. literally what do we do about that

panken @panken.bsky.social · 4d

there are kind people, unkind people and outright cruel people and we all have to share the same planet and it suuuuuuucks

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

golly!

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

drew this to stretch and halfway through the face i went hey this kind of looks like that dog from that "that's kind of hot" comic but nevermind that

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

dogey

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

i don't think i'm squeamish about it it just doesn't appeal to me at all. i even understand why other people do it it's cool it's just not how i function for some reason

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docfunk @jellyjampudding.bsky.social · 5d

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

pleasant animal

panken @panken.bsky.social · 5d

is it tho? personally i believe they should kill me for this