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panken
@panken.bsky.social
furry artist! just my sfw stuff. i am 30+
i yap a lot. check my media tab for art

nsfw: https://pankenlewd.bsky.social
tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev
i don't know what i'm cooking. mostly i've been throwing ingredients into the pot at random a couple times a week. no idea who i'll serve this to
February 18, 2026 at 8:24 AM
Reposted by panken
bunch of scribbles
February 18, 2026 at 1:03 AM
everything people claim drugs could do for me i already do sober. i don't need to "toke & puff" to "mellow out" i can chillmaxx on demand. i experience ego death 5 times a day and mystic revelations 5 times an hour. i don't even need cigarettes: my body synthesizes its own lung cancer out of boredom
February 17, 2026 at 9:05 PM
sometimes i think about Other people i've met who seem so much better at being people than me. i don't necessarily mean more successful in their endeavors i just mean more rounded-out and with a clearly richer inner life than me. i feel like compared to them maybe i never cooked completely
February 17, 2026 at 4:14 AM
turns out the MRI machine they put me into was vibe-coded and it fucked up so catastrophically it gave me powers instead of helping figure out what's wrong with me so now i have powers but something's still wrong with me
February 16, 2026 at 9:04 PM
i've been filled with undirected affection and tenderness i hope everyone is doing okay
February 15, 2026 at 8:49 PM
you'll be in love one day you little freak
February 15, 2026 at 6:02 AM
what if i got a bigass stuffed animal to hug in bed 💭
February 15, 2026 at 2:51 AM
i hope all the aroaces are having a nice valentines day... i'm not religious but i still love a good christmas
February 14, 2026 at 9:31 PM
i remember being a little kid and feeling compelled to jump on every piece of urban furniture when i was outside. barriers half-walls concrete benches just an irrepressible compulsion to hop from thing to thing. spiritually a billy goat
February 14, 2026 at 12:55 AM
maybe i have to accept i'm just not gonna get anything done for the time being. i have been begging my brain to let me work but i just. fall asleep as soon as i sit down to do things. i can scroll through bullshit online for hours but anything productive is just too much to handle apparently
February 13, 2026 at 6:10 PM
oh my god this song is 21 years old and i haven't heard it in at least 15. we've gone through so many discourse cycles since then that what it conveys is almost alien now. post-cringe era unearthing a pre-cringe artifact. i used to send this to my e-gf lmao

www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbDV...
Geeks in Love ♫
YouTube video by AlbinoBlackSheep
www.youtube.com
February 13, 2026 at 1:03 AM
bigass owl by my house swooped down and landed on a tree i can see it staring back at me i don't know what it wants does it want me. am i giving off rodent. is there a rodentness to me i'm not aware of
February 12, 2026 at 11:42 PM
hard to buy anything shelf-stable when you live somewhere prone to earthquakes
February 12, 2026 at 4:50 PM
right nobody's asked me out for valentine's day yet
February 12, 2026 at 12:15 AM
growing up on 2000s internet with a silent yet burning rage against emoticons then later starting to use ":)" or ":D" in a sarcastic shit-eating grin way and gradually using it more and more earnestly because you haven't yet realized you've been in your 30s for a while now
February 11, 2026 at 2:26 PM
sudden recollection of that spicy ginger cordial i bought once. my god why haven't i been buying it more. i should've been drinking that this whole time
February 10, 2026 at 10:54 PM
fucking cool having to be a permanent online diaspora never able to settle down on a messaging app or social network because they keep killing themselves in the name of profit or fascism
February 10, 2026 at 12:30 PM
some years back i had a phase where i was very social online and i talked to someone new every other day. i'm more reserved now, either out of shyness or cautiousness. i also retain a lot of the friends i made back then so maybe i'm just so full of friendship yum
February 10, 2026 at 1:31 AM
notice how nothing seems to just so happen anymore? everything used to just so happen so much
February 9, 2026 at 8:56 PM
this world has many enemies
February 9, 2026 at 4:41 PM
very sleepy. i love you
February 9, 2026 at 3:20 AM
@ wisdom teeth you've overstayed yuor FUCKIGn welcome.
February 8, 2026 at 12:23 AM
valentine's day is in a week! [increasingly unwell] can you believe it? just a week away!
February 7, 2026 at 6:57 PM
as someone who wasn't very social growing up the fact that, in my 30s, i can think of multiple people and go "that's my friend whom i love" is something i'm glad to consider as a sign i'm living a successful life
February 7, 2026 at 4:22 PM