panken
@panken.bsky.social
furry artist! just my sfw stuff. i am 30+
i yap a lot. check my media tab for art
nsfw: https://pankenlewd.bsky.social
tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev
i yap a lot. check my media tab for art
nsfw: https://pankenlewd.bsky.social
tumblr: https://tumblr.com/pankendev
the machine elves know me by name they feed my dog when i'm away
February 17, 2026 at 9:06 PM
the machine elves know me by name they feed my dog when i'm away
the book does make it look fun
February 17, 2026 at 8:53 PM
the book does make it look fun
i feel that... for me the past ~10 years have been a blur. i'm in a good spot in some aspects of my life so it's not the worst place to plateau but i worry i'm like. not doing enough life for the amount of life i'm living
February 17, 2026 at 6:01 AM
i feel that... for me the past ~10 years have been a blur. i'm in a good spot in some aspects of my life so it's not the worst place to plateau but i worry i'm like. not doing enough life for the amount of life i'm living
i am trying!... loneliness kinda pushing me deeper into self-examination
February 17, 2026 at 5:19 AM
i am trying!... loneliness kinda pushing me deeper into self-examination
in my experience, usually panken
February 17, 2026 at 4:39 AM
in my experience, usually panken
i often feel like i'm missing pieces that other people acquire naturally through the course of their lives! please be patient with me my ass is NOT an old soul
February 17, 2026 at 4:22 AM
i often feel like i'm missing pieces that other people acquire naturally through the course of their lives! please be patient with me my ass is NOT an old soul
i have to temper this with the fact that i fully switched over from my native tongue to english when i was about 18 which in some ways felt like psychologically starting over and i've been self-employed from my bedroom for almost as long which is neat but not a great venue for personal development
February 17, 2026 at 4:20 AM
i have to temper this with the fact that i fully switched over from my native tongue to english when i was about 18 which in some ways felt like psychologically starting over and i've been self-employed from my bedroom for almost as long which is neat but not a great venue for personal development
being principled is one of the most admirable things about you moss
February 17, 2026 at 1:07 AM
being principled is one of the most admirable things about you moss
will you be including the name explanation
February 16, 2026 at 4:22 AM
will you be including the name explanation
that thing is gastrulating
February 15, 2026 at 8:48 PM
that thing is gastrulating
my one problem is i already have a little ikea cat plushie i sleep with so what if it gets jealous. i could try holding both in my arms but then it's a crowd
February 15, 2026 at 2:58 AM
my one problem is i already have a little ikea cat plushie i sleep with so what if it gets jealous. i could try holding both in my arms but then it's a crowd
no yeah i end up alternating between a billion things trying to shake my head loose so i can get back to work 😔 games wikipedia comics etc etc... talking to/hanging out with friends feels like the healthiest of the ways i've been spending my time but it's also not getting me closer to productivity
February 13, 2026 at 10:56 PM
no yeah i end up alternating between a billion things trying to shake my head loose so i can get back to work 😔 games wikipedia comics etc etc... talking to/hanging out with friends feels like the healthiest of the ways i've been spending my time but it's also not getting me closer to productivity
whatever bullshit is wrong with me is self-sustaining too because it took me years to gather the mental wherewithal to get help and it's been even longer for me to ~consider~ starting the process to find another psychologist to get a second opinion re: adhd diagnosis. i feel barely human
February 13, 2026 at 6:17 PM
whatever bullshit is wrong with me is self-sustaining too because it took me years to gather the mental wherewithal to get help and it's been even longer for me to ~consider~ starting the process to find another psychologist to get a second opinion re: adhd diagnosis. i feel barely human
i've noticed i've started just trying to rationalize my inactivity like "i shouldn't let capitalism convince me i have to produce things" "i've already made enough stuff in the past it's okay to rest now" "it wouldn't've come out good anyway" fuck you? i want to do things? i want to live my life?
February 13, 2026 at 6:14 PM
i've noticed i've started just trying to rationalize my inactivity like "i shouldn't let capitalism convince me i have to produce things" "i've already made enough stuff in the past it's okay to rest now" "it wouldn't've come out good anyway" fuck you? i want to do things? i want to live my life?