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pennylane / caterpillarsky

@pennylaneisdead.bsky.social

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Omfgitstabitha of edtwt. EDNOScirca2005. Harm reduction life. Married Ace/Demi 🌈 vote blue 💙 eclectic witch. DMs are open. Gastroparesis. GERD. AuDHD. cPTSD. T2D. Etc etc https://pennylanebsky.straw.page

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 6d

📌 intro for #caterpillarsky #edbsky
I was omfgitstabitha on #edtwt
This is my ED account.

ED started in 2005. I'm 39 now. Has been a rollercoaster up&down. Many health problems. Do not recommend staying sick at all. The consequences are 😭
T2D AuDHD anxiety disorder gastroparesis etc etc

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 14m

Eating grilled cheese with garlic powder and pepper in it and omfg so good

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 6h

🫂 I was 220 about a year and a half ago. You'll be ok I swear.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 6h

Taste is better than looks. Always.

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 6h

It's me!

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 6h

I had lustful dreams about tater tots covered in melted cheese. That's where my subconscious is right now.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 23h

Omg me

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 23h

Low-key love that. Just never talk about it to anyone 🫠🫠🫠 lol glad I'm not alone.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 23h

I have never used an enema before and I am actually really scared to. But something needs to move out one of these holes in my body if you know what I mean like. Vomit poop pee I don't know. Backed up. Too full. This is not right.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 23h

I am so bloated and gastroparesis and I need to poop and I don't know what to do honestly I'm just gonna keep drinking water and pray. But my stomach is getting too full to drink water. We bought saline enemas a while back 🫠🫠🫠 because I couldn't poop and I ended up not needing it so there's that...

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 1d

My Greek yogurt was a little more ... Sour than I think it was supposed to be and now I'm nauseated. 😭 #Caterpillarsky #Edbsky

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 1d

Spork knows what's up with soup... Love animal crossing. It's one of my safe things. #caterpillarsky #Edbsky #souptime

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 1d

Living in America right now got me all...

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

You know so much! Thank you for helping me. I didn't know a damn thing about the difference! Thank you so much! 😭🩷

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

I am diagnosed with gastroparesis. But my doctor is finicky and Also my insurance doesn't like covering medication for certain things and I'm not really sure why. They literally just won't pay for stuff sometimes. I will write down the name of that medicine and ask my doctor about it!!!

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

I have zofran. Not sure what the chemical name is though. I don't like taking it because I don't have many of them left.

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

My mother-in-law gave me old calendars with cute artwork& quotes so I pulled them out and decorated my bathroom with the pictures.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

I also like having a real planner/organizer. I don't have as much fun with the apps on the phone. I want to decorate my planner and stuff. I want books and notebooks and journals lol

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

Oh me too. I will buy books forever. I cannot stand ebooks. I don't even remember what I read if it's an ebook. I literally need the book. If we didn't have so many books... Though My husband collected DVDs/BlueRay before he met me but we had to stop b/c of money& no space.

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

My soup looks like gruel because of the crushed up crackers& I know I didn't need so many crackers BUT 😭 I did add extra mushrooms to it though so that's nice. Also I buy the "healthy" cream of mushroom/chicken soup that has less calories/fat. SO GLAD THAT'S AN OPTION NOW #caterpillarsky #Edbsky

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

My husband got me some of them on Blu-ray but we stopped when everything was streamable. The DVDs and Blue rays just took up space and we already had tons of books on book shelves lol

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

I went into mourning when Robin Williams passed. My favorite movie he ever did was "patch Adams". Also the little mermaid scene with the fish and sea creatures playing "musical instruments" made me wanna be a musician and I ended up playing clarinet. I was really good too!

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

If you ever wanna chat about mom body image Ed trauma I am here for you.

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pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

I actually still have one of my "ana notebooks" and my mother-in-law just gave me vogue and vanity fair magazine for September 2025. I am seriously considering clipping some thinsp0. I am relapsing right now so 😭😭😭

pennylane / caterpillarsky @pennylaneisdead.bsky.social · 3d

My mom ruined me. she was always taking diet pills secretly and had slim fast powder. I cannot even really talk to her now. And we still get together like that every December. I have to go through it EVERY YEAR.