pherbear, local ace nightmare
@pherbear.bsky.social
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she/her. black gamer. local ace nightmare. teamcypher.bsky.social member. diadora on ampistrano. delaney on vtm: the monster within. opinions are my own. https://linktr.ee/pherbear banner: kissesinapriI on etsy pfp: wickedsnack.bsky.social‬
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pherbear.bsky.social
a much-needed new 📌

welcome! i'm pherin (she / her), a black, queer variety twitch streamer, #ttrpg performer / player / baby dm, horror movie enthusiast, and an adhd menace. i've been featured on wotc dragontalk & at paxu as a pti fellow in 2023!

support links & actual play show info below!
Picture of Pherin / pherbear, a black woman in a long, dark wig with bangs, and red lipstick. She is wearing a lacy top and a black faux-leather choker with spikes and chains. She is smiling with her eyes closed, and her tongue is sticking out at the left corner of her mouth. She is seated in a black chair in front of a green botanical backdrop with roses. Picture of Pherin / pherbear, a black woman in a long, dark wig with bangs, and black lipstick. She is wearing a crimson mesh top and a black faux-leather choker with spikes and chains. She is smiling subtly and making eye contact with the camera. her right arm is up above her head. She is seated in a black chair in front of a green botanical backdrop with roses.
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classicalglaiza.com
Breeedo reached out to me after the bad break up, and though my story is a nothingburger (still trying to minimize my own pain lol) compared to this - I think reading this has opened my eyes to things that I wasn't ready to accept until today.

I'm sorry I took so long to understand what happened.
breeedo.bsky.social
I fucking hate this so much. I hate this so fucking much, but I can't continue to stay silent anymore while my integrity is continuing to be misconstrued and people keep getting hurt. This statement details my experiences while living with Noir Enigma (@/thenoirenigma) when I was homeless.
My Experience w/ Noir Enigma
01/20/2025 I’m writing about my experience with thenoirenigma, or Noir Enigma. His partner, AJ Fox (pahnita), will be included in this statement, but I want to make clear that I don’t harbor anything ...
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pherbear.bsky.social
weekly stream schedule! all times in mst; all streams subject to change/cancellation

weds, 630p: alan wake
thurs, 630p: dragon age inquisition
fri, 730p: expedition 33
sat, 1p: @ampistranodnd.bsky.social over at twitch.tv/dndjordanlea
Graphic that reads, "PHERBEAR'S STREAM SCHEDULE" and "TWITCH.TV/PHERBEAR | ALL TIMES IN MST." It features a black vignette framing purple-grey background patterned with a blue brick background and spider webs at the top. In the middle are long rectangular squares for each day Pherin will be streaming / live this week (October 8-11) with cover art for every game, including Alan Wake (Remastered), Dragon Age: Inquisition,  Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, and Ampistrano (DND 5e over at twitch.tv/dndjordanlea). Pherin will be streaming / live on Wednesday, Thursday,  Friday, and Saturday, respective to each game / actual play.
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ampistranodnd.bsky.social
Thank you all so much! Our season 4 premiere is almost at 100 views!!

We are so excited to be back and thank you all for the support! The entire cast is incredible!!

@mozzarelle.bsky.social @dndjordanlea.bsky.social @pherbear.bsky.social @synxiec.blacksky.app

youtube.com/@ampistrano?...
Ampistrano promo showing the thumbnail for the season 4 premiere with 99 views!
pherbear.bsky.social
my brother got married today. i couldn’t attend in person so i tapped in on whatsapp.

first thing someone says when they realize im in there: “it’s your turn next.”

um, why are you putting a curse on me? the fuck did i do?
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dndjordanlea.bsky.social
Alt text: Ampistrano Promo Thumbnail. Purple background w/ a black gate of flowers & the Ampistrano logo. On the right side is Mozz' character, Ostani of the Veil, a Veil Cleric. On the left is the Ampistrano logo. Beneath in white text reads: Episode 4 & 5. Behind Closed Doors / By the Road.
pherbear.bsky.social
no one is surprised that I’m late to my own stream, but we’re live now and I’m gonna play dragon age: inquisition. aka a game I said I’d never play.
pherbear.bsky.social
pushing stream back an hour because i got home not that long ago and am just now eating.
pherbear.bsky.social
pushing stream back an hour because i got home not that long ago and am just now eating.
pherbear.bsky.social
amendment bc i'm a goober.

tomorrow's stream will be at 4:00 PM. i forgot i have an appointment when making the schedule. 🫠
pherbear.bsky.social
we got a pretty packed schedule this week! all times in mst / utc-7. twitch.tv/pherbear

mon, 630p: alan wake
weds, 6p: the monster within over @ twitch.tv/dimplesndice
thurs, 630p: dragon age inquisition
fri, 1p: expedition 33
sat 1p: ampistrano over @ twitch.tv/dndjordanlea
Graphic that reads, "PHERBEAR'S STREAM SCHEDULE." It features a black vignette framing purple-grey background patterned with cute ghosts, and purple string lights at the top. At the very top, it states, "TWITCH.TV/PHERBEAR | ALL TIMES IN MST." In the middle are long rectangular squares for each day Pherin will be streaming / live this week (September 29 to October 4) with cover art for every game, including Alan Wake (Remastered), The Monster Within (Vampire: The Masquerade) at twitch.tv/dimplesndice, Dragon Age: Inquisition,  Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, and Ampistrano (DND 5e). Pherin will be streaming / live on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday,  Friday, and Saturday, respective to each game / actual play.
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dimplesndice.bsky.social
Coming back from break and terrible jokes about MJ. Not that one, the other one.

twitch.tv/dimplesndice
dimplesndice.bsky.social
You ever wonder if vampires believe in god? Or gods? Perhaps that is a question that our players might get an answer to, tonight.

We are live, NOW!

twitch.tv/dimplesndice

#VampireTheMasquerade #PhillyByNight #TTRPG #WorldofDarkness #ActualPlay
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dimplesndice.bsky.social
You ever wonder if vampires believe in god? Or gods? Perhaps that is a question that our players might get an answer to, tonight.

We are live, NOW!

twitch.tv/dimplesndice

#VampireTheMasquerade #PhillyByNight #TTRPG #WorldofDarkness #ActualPlay
pherbear.bsky.social
Explorations continue in the swamp, leading to a battle between the companions and a squad of Red Caps...

My next BG3 video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/PsUAGPGNXRA
Thumbnail showing it's Part 18 of Pherbear's Honour Mode Durge Playthrough.  On the left is Tiefling woman with short blue hair and grey horns with red tips. She has a silver septum ring and red eye makeup surrounding her glowing purple eyes. She is wearing black and torn leather barbarian armor with one shoulder strap. There is a golden decorative line splitting the photo and the text. To the left is a blue textured background with smoke. The Baldur's Gate 3 logo is shown there as well. In golden text it reads, "Merikh Durge Run Part 18." It also features a golden die that's hit a Nat20.
pherbear.bsky.social
Atreus and Kratos stumble onto a room full treasures...

My next God of War video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/_fYPK776coo
Thumbnail showing it's Part 30 of Pherbear's first playthrough of God of War. On the left is a photo of Kratos, a bald, muscular man with ashen skin; a spiraling, bright red tattoo; and a dark, dense beard. He is wearing a metal breastplate. On the right is a dark green background with grey and white smoke. The God of War Logo is also present.
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synxiec.blacksky.app
T O M O R R O W
othersiderstudios.bsky.social
The prequel to the Award Winning Arcane Corps series premieres TOMORROW at 8PM ET! Watch it our Twitch, Youtube, and @montecookgames.com ' Moonbeam platform!
www.twitch.tv/others...
www.youtube.com/live...
www.moonbeam.stream/...
Stream promotional for Arcane Corps Gifts of Fear. There is a nebulous background of deep green and teal. The background shows an above shot of a metal table with a mug of coffee, an old-fashioned tape recorder, files, a pen, and a notepad with notes on a missing person.

At the top of the page is the Othersider Studios Logo and the Monte Cook Games logo.

The promotion reads "Arcane Corps: Gifts of Fear, A Magnus Archive RPG Actual Play. Prologue"

Beneathe that is images of the cast: Ambrose as the Storyteller, Mozzarelle as Marcus Adani, Synxiec as Orfi Stera, and Bee Zelda as Janemba.

And underneath that it reads "Premieres tomorrow @ 8pm ET, watch on Twitch, Youtube, and Moonbeam"
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dndjordanlea.bsky.social
Reposting this again as I'm currently short on rent and looking ahead as well.

Any help would be appreciated.

ko-fi.com/dndjordanlea
dndjordanlea.bsky.social
This month has been rough between computer issues & some other things.

I'm opening up 2-3 spots for Longterm Youtube Management! This goes for variety streamers, Actual Plays etc!

Need help cutting up your VODs into smaller videos for Youtube? Managing SEO? Thumbnails??

ko-fi.com/dndjordanlea
Buy DNDJordanLea a Coffee
Become a supporter of DNDJordanLea today!
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pherbear.bsky.social
this is also the last full week of subtember! we're managed to hit four of our milestones thanks to people's generosity!

current goal: 50 total subs (gifted, renewed, or self-paid) will unlock a $50 steam gift card giveaway!
Graphic showing that it's "Pherbear's Subtember Menu." It features purple string lights at the top and bottom fourth of the image, along with a list of goals and sub milestones for Subtember displayed like a menu. The first four lines in the left column are crossed and grayed out. Underneath that is a QR code with the words "Order Here" above it and two blurbs discussing the discounts offered by Twitch. In the bottom right corner, it lists the url twitch.tv/pherbear.
pherbear.bsky.social
we got a pretty packed schedule this week! all times in mst / utc-7. twitch.tv/pherbear

mon, 630p: alan wake
weds, 6p: the monster within over @ twitch.tv/dimplesndice
thurs, 630p: dragon age inquisition
fri, 1p: expedition 33
sat 1p: ampistrano over @ twitch.tv/dndjordanlea
Graphic that reads, "PHERBEAR'S STREAM SCHEDULE." It features a black vignette framing purple-grey background patterned with cute ghosts, and purple string lights at the top. At the very top, it states, "TWITCH.TV/PHERBEAR | ALL TIMES IN MST." In the middle are long rectangular squares for each day Pherin will be streaming / live this week (September 29 to October 4) with cover art for every game, including Alan Wake (Remastered), The Monster Within (Vampire: The Masquerade) at twitch.tv/dimplesndice, Dragon Age: Inquisition,  Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, and Ampistrano (DND 5e). Pherin will be streaming / live on Monday, Wednesday, Thursday,  Friday, and Saturday, respective to each game / actual play.
pherbear.bsky.social
The final battle to bring down Ghilan'nain comes at a high cost...

My next video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/tllskQGrDhQ
Thumbnail showing that it's Part 81 of pherbear's second Dragon Age: The Veilguard playthrough. It features a close-up of a blue-skinned Qunari woman with sharp features and glowing yellow-orange eyes. She has bright blue eye makeup and dark grey facial tattoos, and blue lipstick with an orange reflect.
pherbear.bsky.social
stream is, in fact, not happening tonight. 🥰
pherbear.bsky.social
idk if stream is happening tonight. gonna give myself time to decomp from ampistrano and then we'll see. best case scenario: i go live at like 8p mt or so.
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dndjordanlea.bsky.social
Hate to be posting this. I now find myself behind on funds for rent & looking at more repairs for my computer (yay! sarcasm).

I'm offering a bunch of Startplaying game oneshots! I will be running a modified version of the Death House from Curse of Strahd!

startplaying.games/search?q=Dea...