after watching a video where adam savage (of mythbusters fame) talks enthusiastically about mechanical pencil design for 20 minutes straight, i thought to myself, "why did anyone convince me as a teenager that being enthusiastic over mundane things and attention to detail was uncool. this rocks"
January 16, 2026 at 8:03 AM
after watching a video where adam savage (of mythbusters fame) talks enthusiastically about mechanical pencil design for 20 minutes straight, i thought to myself, "why did anyone convince me as a teenager that being enthusiastic over mundane things and attention to detail was uncool. this rocks"
i've identified as "an artist" my entire life. it's been really, really difficult to confront how impractical it is for me to pursue art as a career. making art is an intrinsic, integral part of myself, but it's also something that i struggle to monetize and take in a professional direction.
January 15, 2026 at 7:18 PM
i've identified as "an artist" my entire life. it's been really, really difficult to confront how impractical it is for me to pursue art as a career. making art is an intrinsic, integral part of myself, but it's also something that i struggle to monetize and take in a professional direction.
yes i know late at night (in my time zone) is a terrible time to post interest checks for something. but either i'll forget or i'll be unable to sleep for hours because i keep thinking about it
January 14, 2026 at 6:40 AM
yes i know late at night (in my time zone) is a terrible time to post interest checks for something. but either i'll forget or i'll be unable to sleep for hours because i keep thinking about it
honest question: would anyone be interested if i made zines about bra care/fitting/etc? like for real. i need to do Something with all of this information that has been rattling around in my brain and felt too ashamed to share or talk about (until recently)
January 14, 2026 at 6:38 AM
honest question: would anyone be interested if i made zines about bra care/fitting/etc? like for real. i need to do Something with all of this information that has been rattling around in my brain and felt too ashamed to share or talk about (until recently)
currently feeling like that comic of the bee going "i am a beacon of sin". freakposting openly. part of me is internally screaming and the other is making the sickos face
January 13, 2026 at 9:50 PM
currently feeling like that comic of the bee going "i am a beacon of sin". freakposting openly. part of me is internally screaming and the other is making the sickos face
trying very hard to not feel embarrassed or self conscious about lingerieposting even though i know i have mutuals who see far "weirder" stuff on their TL on a regular basis. [visibly trembling and shaking] i'm trying so hard to not give a shit [trembling more] I'm Trying
January 12, 2026 at 7:47 PM
trying very hard to not feel embarrassed or self conscious about lingerieposting even though i know i have mutuals who see far "weirder" stuff on their TL on a regular basis. [visibly trembling and shaking] i'm trying so hard to not give a shit [trembling more] I'm Trying
it's fucked up that it's hard to find lingerie for big boobs. not impossible, but still hard. typically, lingerie for big boobs involves extra engineering to support the extra weight—powermesh, more seams for support, etc—which means more complexity in its construction. so i get it. but also: SIGH
January 12, 2026 at 7:46 PM
it's fucked up that it's hard to find lingerie for big boobs. not impossible, but still hard. typically, lingerie for big boobs involves extra engineering to support the extra weight—powermesh, more seams for support, etc—which means more complexity in its construction. so i get it. but also: SIGH
i've underestimated how much i like dark forest green and deep teal. great colors. lovely colors. i love a color that smells like a forest on a rainy day
January 10, 2026 at 6:51 AM
i've underestimated how much i like dark forest green and deep teal. great colors. lovely colors. i love a color that smells like a forest on a rainy day
working on computer projects today because i don't want to think about my emotions. but a lot of the work i want to do on my server involves mass renaming files, something that's tedious to do manually and i don't know enough shell scripting (ie: Almost None) to automate it. wauuhhhghh
January 8, 2026 at 4:55 AM
working on computer projects today because i don't want to think about my emotions. but a lot of the work i want to do on my server involves mass renaming files, something that's tedious to do manually and i don't know enough shell scripting (ie: Almost None) to automate it. wauuhhhghh
managed to set up a basic configuration for ersatzTV on my home server... i haven't added any fancy bells and whistles to it yet, but at least i have a channel that plays MST3K on shuffle now
January 7, 2026 at 9:41 PM
managed to set up a basic configuration for ersatzTV on my home server... i haven't added any fancy bells and whistles to it yet, but at least i have a channel that plays MST3K on shuffle now
normally i refrain from posting about news because i would rather just read and listen to other people, rather than adding to the peanut gallery. but. i am so fucking distraught and heartbroken and upset over what happened in minneapolis today. heads up for gun and ICE violence if you look into it
January 7, 2026 at 7:43 PM
normally i refrain from posting about news because i would rather just read and listen to other people, rather than adding to the peanut gallery. but. i am so fucking distraught and heartbroken and upset over what happened in minneapolis today. heads up for gun and ICE violence if you look into it
i am honestly very, deeply envious of people who are comfortable with their sexuality and desires. i still feel like an outsider, like it's something forbidden to Me Specifically... i keep trying to engage with that side of myself, but then i get scared and avoid thinking about it further
January 6, 2026 at 8:46 PM
i am honestly very, deeply envious of people who are comfortable with their sexuality and desires. i still feel like an outsider, like it's something forbidden to Me Specifically... i keep trying to engage with that side of myself, but then i get scared and avoid thinking about it further