quill 💫
@quillspiked.bsky.social
shed + bpd + vent || 20 || she/they
sw: 162 ; cw: 121.6 ; gw: 120
sw: 162 ; cw: 121.6 ; gw: 120
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feeling so # homicidal LOLLLL
October 18, 2025 at 4:40 PM
feeling so # homicidal LOLLLL
i dont want to die but i feel like everyone would be better off without me
September 19, 2025 at 9:57 PM
i dont want to die but i feel like everyone would be better off without me
me when .. me when i cannot react normally (SOMEBODY SEDATE ME)
August 21, 2025 at 6:41 PM
me when .. me when i cannot react normally (SOMEBODY SEDATE ME)
i need to learn how to cook yall
August 3, 2025 at 9:12 PM
i need to learn how to cook yall
guys so i gained weight and i might fucking kms I FEEL SO SHIT RAHHH
July 29, 2025 at 3:32 PM
guys so i gained weight and i might fucking kms I FEEL SO SHIT RAHHH
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how many more years can i get away with saying “this is my last year being fat”? like this is getting ridiculous, the first time i said that was like 7 years ago i just look like a fool atp
July 29, 2025 at 4:15 AM
how many more years can i get away with saying “this is my last year being fat”? like this is getting ridiculous, the first time i said that was like 7 years ago i just look like a fool atp
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i accidentally just one swiped beans 💀
July 11, 2025 at 9:00 PM
i accidentally just one swiped beans 💀
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i finally did it, i had the abortion
unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p
unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p
June 14, 2025 at 11:45 PM
i finally did it, i had the abortion
unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p
unfortunately now i feel extremely suicidal and want to stab myself :p
okay well maybe i should just kms ! have my cake and eat it too 😝
June 14, 2025 at 9:13 AM
okay well maybe i should just kms ! have my cake and eat it too 😝
back on that ED shit 🕺 (currently at 810 cals)
im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week
i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again 😞 (limit is 1k)
also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe
im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week
i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again 😞 (limit is 1k)
also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe
June 7, 2025 at 9:54 PM
back on that ED shit 🕺 (currently at 810 cals)
im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week
i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again 😞 (limit is 1k)
also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe
im using Lose It! to track my calories :3c currently on a plan to lose 1 1/2 lbs per week
i want to go harder but i also know that if i do i will start binge eating again 😞 (limit is 1k)
also hoping to workout again cause i want to lose more hehe
i feel so social but i got no friends 💯
May 31, 2025 at 12:08 AM
i feel so social but i got no friends 💯
maybe i am just meant to suffer
May 25, 2025 at 12:56 AM
maybe i am just meant to suffer
sometimes i forget my bpd affects anyone but me until i explode or feel way too much and take it out on those around me
me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves
me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves
May 24, 2025 at 5:18 PM
sometimes i forget my bpd affects anyone but me until i explode or feel way too much and take it out on those around me
me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves
me and my lover go to couples counseling and our therapist told me that i push him away out of a fear of being abandoned or rejected and fail to trust him the way he deserves
today the kms meter is average
May 24, 2025 at 1:52 AM
today the kms meter is average
everytime i do anything i always end up wanting to kill myself just a little more. i am just so tired of feeling like a failure and a shit person .
May 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
everytime i do anything i always end up wanting to kill myself just a little more. i am just so tired of feeling like a failure and a shit person .
i wish we never got this fucking dog
May 9, 2025 at 8:19 PM
i wish we never got this fucking dog
oh my god im gonna start fucking tweaking WHAT ARE YOU ONNNNNNN BRUH
May 9, 2025 at 8:18 PM
oh my god im gonna start fucking tweaking WHAT ARE YOU ONNNNNNN BRUH
guys i am losing all desire to live i rlly need to see someone before i go insane
May 9, 2025 at 6:26 PM
guys i am losing all desire to live i rlly need to see someone before i go insane
i need to see a therapist again cause i feel so deeply suicidal
May 9, 2025 at 3:22 AM
i need to see a therapist again cause i feel so deeply suicidal
everything hurts my emotionally fragile heart i wish i was just fucking normal or that i could just remove my emotions entirely ... what is the point of having the ability to feel empty if my brain DOESNT FUCKING USE IT RAH
May 9, 2025 at 3:15 AM
everything hurts my emotionally fragile heart i wish i was just fucking normal or that i could just remove my emotions entirely ... what is the point of having the ability to feel empty if my brain DOESNT FUCKING USE IT RAH
i feel like shiiiiiiiit 😛😛
May 9, 2025 at 3:07 AM
i feel like shiiiiiiiit 😛😛