btw if yall were wondering it healed perfectly fine !! ;)

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here's an update on it !! it is a lot less painful but still gets pretty bloody 😗

NO LITERALLY I WAS SOBER BUT I WAS LIKE ?!?! i've always wanted to hit that far but id never been able to and after that i just stopped cause DAMNNNN 😭

good morning !! today im feeling somber but hopeful i think ! not sure what im doing today but hopefully itll be alright 🌺

12 :3 !! also im glad ur safe !!!!

thank you 🫂 i lowkey started to overthink it but it was the best choice with the circumstances given 🥹 but we got through it !

i am !! i think sleep probably helped hehe

thank you 🫂 🫂 im proud of being able to make that decision but it feels so heavy on my heart

i will 🫂 thank you,, it was a lot more soul crushing than i thought it'd be

ur so real for this need to get so high i cannot function

🥹 me too, i just never thought id be in the position where i need to do it ..
im trying to remember it is a true act of love to realize i cannot provide what a child would need or want and it was the best thing to do for us both 🥲

i will not 🫂 i feel a lot better now and i am being supervised by my husband 😵‍💫