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@r0ttingdoll.bsky.social
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cw: in the 160's
gw1: 155.0lbs
gw2. 145.0lbs
ugw: ???
cw: in the 160's
gw1: 155.0lbs
gw2. 145.0lbs
ugw: ???
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𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰 ♡
@r0ttingdoll.bsky.social
· Jun 12
hello! quick intro:
☆ kinda relapsing
☆ 27f
☆ had to recover for health reasons, ended up getting actually fat lol
☆ formerly on edtwt
☆ i've had an ed on and off for 12yrs
☆ audhd/bpd/ocd
☆ lover of creepy and morbid things
☆ kinda relapsing
☆ 27f
☆ had to recover for health reasons, ended up getting actually fat lol
☆ formerly on edtwt
☆ i've had an ed on and off for 12yrs
☆ audhd/bpd/ocd
☆ lover of creepy and morbid things
getting my brows, lashes and nails done on the 25th and planning to buy bleach and dye (hoping to go blonde) soon so that maybe I'll feel human again lmao
October 16, 2025 at 7:21 PM
getting my brows, lashes and nails done on the 25th and planning to buy bleach and dye (hoping to go blonde) soon so that maybe I'll feel human again lmao
thinking about getting some cute clothes so i can at least feel less disgusting even tho im huge
October 16, 2025 at 7:19 PM
thinking about getting some cute clothes so i can at least feel less disgusting even tho im huge
ive made no progress in almost 3 months. im such a waste of space
October 16, 2025 at 5:39 PM
ive made no progress in almost 3 months. im such a waste of space
gained 5lbs since last time i weighed 2 weeks ago
October 16, 2025 at 5:36 PM
gained 5lbs since last time i weighed 2 weeks ago
can't stop thinking about k!lling myself lmao
October 2, 2025 at 2:37 AM
can't stop thinking about k!lling myself lmao
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I either need to start restricting properly again or workout harder cause I feel so fucking obese
October 1, 2025 at 9:05 PM
I either need to start restricting properly again or workout harder cause I feel so fucking obese
nothing is ok anymore
October 2, 2025 at 2:30 AM
nothing is ok anymore
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I feel like such a failure
September 30, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I feel like such a failure
haven't been active for a few days and if you guessed it's bc ive been eating like a pig.. ding ding ding! you'd be correct!
October 1, 2025 at 1:41 AM
haven't been active for a few days and if you guessed it's bc ive been eating like a pig.. ding ding ding! you'd be correct!
im so disappointed in myself. i could weigh so much less rn
September 27, 2025 at 4:18 PM
im so disappointed in myself. i could weigh so much less rn
finally back at the weight i was before binging for a few days
September 27, 2025 at 4:18 PM
finally back at the weight i was before binging for a few days
i did get a gym membership again yesterday tho, and im gonna try to go today and at least 4 times a week from now on
September 26, 2025 at 3:51 PM
i did get a gym membership again yesterday tho, and im gonna try to go today and at least 4 times a week from now on
also my bf is 5lbs less than me now bc he basically doesn't eat. he works all day and then has a sandwich for dinner. he doesn't even have an ED. i feel like such a disgusting failure. i hate being a sahm
September 26, 2025 at 3:48 PM
also my bf is 5lbs less than me now bc he basically doesn't eat. he works all day and then has a sandwich for dinner. he doesn't even have an ED. i feel like such a disgusting failure. i hate being a sahm
well im back at my first gw. im so sick of losing weight ive already lost
September 26, 2025 at 3:47 PM
well im back at my first gw. im so sick of losing weight ive already lost
WHY DONT I JUST STOP EATING FFS
September 25, 2025 at 4:38 PM
WHY DONT I JUST STOP EATING FFS
im alone constantly and no one cares. i wish i'd just stop waking up
September 25, 2025 at 2:39 PM
im alone constantly and no one cares. i wish i'd just stop waking up
its not even worth weighing myself today bc i know ive gained or maintained. even if i lost it doesn't matter bc its weight ive already lost before
September 25, 2025 at 2:39 PM
its not even worth weighing myself today bc i know ive gained or maintained. even if i lost it doesn't matter bc its weight ive already lost before
my bf is doing so much better than me at losing weight lmao kill me fr
September 25, 2025 at 5:42 AM
my bf is doing so much better than me at losing weight lmao kill me fr
if i wake up tomorrow and i haven't lost ima kms lol tbh im still constipated tho so 🙃
September 25, 2025 at 5:42 AM
if i wake up tomorrow and i haven't lost ima kms lol tbh im still constipated tho so 🙃
im so fucking hungry too
September 25, 2025 at 5:41 AM
im so fucking hungry too
ate over my limit again tho i was able to burn some of it off, but my net cals are still too high. i'll never lose any weight at this point lmao
September 25, 2025 at 5:41 AM
ate over my limit again tho i was able to burn some of it off, but my net cals are still too high. i'll never lose any weight at this point lmao
i really just wanna d!e like it feels like i'll never be skinny again. i feel so stupid for allowing myself to get this fat in the first place. im back where i started and it's even harder this time ffs
September 23, 2025 at 9:26 PM
i really just wanna d!e like it feels like i'll never be skinny again. i feel so stupid for allowing myself to get this fat in the first place. im back where i started and it's even harder this time ffs
well. i binged last night and this morning so i gained 3 fucking lbs. someone just shoot me pls
September 23, 2025 at 9:23 PM
well. i binged last night and this morning so i gained 3 fucking lbs. someone just shoot me pls
ive been losing weight so fucking slow too
September 22, 2025 at 3:16 PM
ive been losing weight so fucking slow too