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Seth is in the smoker 🥩
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About Me: Lefty. Leo. INFP.
What I do: Writer. Blogger. Narrative Designer. Photographer.
Hobbies: Coffee Drinker. Hockey Fan. Gamer. Distance Walker. Gym Rat.
Misc: CPTSD/Bipolar. DOS 4/15/25.

I died twice and lost 180lb. What's your story?
Pinned
January #Promosky

Who I am
🙂 Seth (aka Admo)
🔑 GenX
♌ Leo
🐝 ISTJ
🧠 Bipolar
🩹 cPTSD
🐪 DOS 2025.Apr.15

What I do
✍🏼 Writer
📸 Photographer

What I like
☕ good coffee
🎧 good music
📔 good books
🗣️ good conversation
🎮 good games
⚽ good sports

❤️or🔁to moot up! Good to meet you all!
TTRPG -- PHP Style, getting my head squeezed by Bing Bong (if you know, you know), and mitigating self-doubt in social situations...

#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse

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PHP #022: Dead Day (In A Way)
Today was ttrpg stuff. Everyone else fast-tracked their character sheets, and I made a whole backstory and "chapter zero" for my guy, which I'll share eventually. I've just been busy trying to keep my...
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January 23, 2026 at 5:05 AM
Tell me your pet's name in a GIF

(Thomasina Bateman -- or as my cat spells it, Tommie Cena Bateman)
January 23, 2026 at 4:37 AM
Dear Texans,

Whatever you said you were going to do when hell freezes over, you're scheduled for that this weekend.
January 23, 2026 at 2:38 AM
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IT'S THURSDAY! come hangout in 10 mins ♡

AND!

𝕀𝔽 𝕐𝕆𝕌 ℍ𝔸𝕍𝔼ℕ'𝕋 𝕐𝔼𝕋 [what the heck are you doing]

SDGC has a discord server, come talk games and meet some friends:
January 23, 2026 at 1:50 AM
Quote a gif with a clue of where you’re from…

(incidentally, my alma mater...)
January 23, 2026 at 2:07 AM
Pert near right down the street...about an hour or so, but it's *points* right that way a bit!

(I wonder if the building is stull up, would be neat to go get a pic of it, now. Or at least what's taking that space now...
Holy smokes, check out this FINE 1926 photo of folks standing outside Graham's Hide and Produce in Breckenridge, Texas. As you can see, they've got quite an assortment of animal pelts to show off. A super duper shot in every way!

Taken by Basil Clemons. From UT-Arlington's Special Collections.
January 23, 2026 at 1:27 AM
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Played the beta of this and it was fun. Such a lush visual treat for the eyes, which is appreciated in these dull winter months. Would recommend giving the demo a go 👇
The world isn’t dying — it’s being erased.
A new power, multiple realities, and a paradox that is corrupting the world…

Ready to dive into Fading Echo, a fast-paced action-adventure RPG created by a new indie studio?

🌊✨ PLAY THE DEMO NOW: store.steampowered.com/app/2467880/...
Fading Echo on Steam
Fading Echo is a fast-paced elemental action-adventure RPG where creativity drives combat. Manipulate water, trigger chain reactions, and shift through surreal worlds as One, a young Legend on a missi...
store.steampowered.com
January 22, 2026 at 6:14 PM
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OMGGGGGGGG. DUCKIES!!!!!!
✨💖

Guards vs Goats is available on steam!
If you like a story full of humour and cheeky dialogue, with multiple ways to play, you have GOT to check it out ☺️ 💕
You can hear me as Lady Drucilla as well, so, bonus! 😜

#actor #indiegame

store.steampowered.com/app/3348120/...
Guards vs Goats on Steam
In a long forgotten kingdom, a hero sent to rescue a princess from an evil lord's castle. What can go wrong? Guards vs Goats is a first-person, linear, medieval FPS, with a touch of humor.
store.steampowered.com
January 22, 2026 at 4:07 PM
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The world isn’t dying — it’s being erased.
A new power, multiple realities, and a paradox that is corrupting the world…

Ready to dive into Fading Echo, a fast-paced action-adventure RPG created by a new indie studio?

🌊✨ PLAY THE DEMO NOW: store.steampowered.com/app/2467880/...
Fading Echo on Steam
Fading Echo is a fast-paced elemental action-adventure RPG where creativity drives combat. Manipulate water, trigger chain reactions, and shift through surreal worlds as One, a young Legend on a missi...
store.steampowered.com
January 22, 2026 at 6:09 PM
Late night again, and thoughts on what we talked about during IPSRT skills class, today (specifically the social rhythms and boundaries). Also noods. 282 days sober, too...wow...

#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
PHP #021: Noods and Boundaries
Home a bit later than I want to be, but that's fine. Due in bed around midnight, and am sufficiently worn out again from work. I like it. I met my $ goal for the night, then stopped at the hibachi and...
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January 22, 2026 at 7:08 AM
Really happy that my biggest concern at the moment is what game I'm going to be immersing myself in during this 5 day storm.
January 22, 2026 at 4:22 AM
Reading an article just now, and the writer wrote, "don't just look after yourself, *love* after yourself."

What a beautiful way of saying it. Don't forget to love after yourself, today. 💛

#GoodMorning
#BipolarSky
#cptsd
January 21, 2026 at 4:09 PM
anyway, I'm late for bed, but not for a bad reason (I had to work late). Be blessed in your own ways, everyone. 💛
January 21, 2026 at 7:21 AM
Just getting misty eyed about how grateful I am for where I'm at right now.

#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
PHP #020.5: Gratitude (and Stuff)
I'm up because the Trazodone hasn't kicked in, yet. Don't worry, I have taken it, and am calm. I worked until 11:30pm, and that was pushing it a bit, because I prefer to finish by 10:30 at the very la...
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January 21, 2026 at 7:19 AM
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Hey, friends in TX and southern states, please be careful this weekend, this storm looks like a real bitch.
January 21, 2026 at 4:20 AM
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#Grief, I’ve learned, doesn’t only belong to death. It belongs to #transformation too. The involuntary kind, the kind that remakes you without your permission.”: buff.ly/eeOf3Vt

by @leighlouharper
#ChronicallyIll #NEisvoid #disability #loss #SelfAwareness
She is Me
There are days when I wake into a stillness I don’t recognise.
buff.ly
January 21, 2026 at 4:30 AM
Because I'm waiting for something at B Dubs and this banger is on, you have to hear it, too.

#classicrock
#heart

youtu.be/1Cw1ng75KP0?...
Heart - Alone
YouTube video by HeartVEVO
youtu.be
January 21, 2026 at 2:23 AM
In a nutshell, this exchange...but the entire thread is 100% worth the read. This is the stuff we used to watch on the USA network. (glad you guys are alright, Duck! That sounded horrifying!)
January 21, 2026 at 12:32 AM
Apparently I've achieved more than I've failed in the last three weeks. Also, ambiguous connections are shitty, but I accept it where it's at in the moment. Self-forgiveness and radical self-care comes up a lot, too, in this one.

#cptsd
#neisvoid
#bipolarsky
#recoveryposse
PHP #020: Achievement Tracking, Friendshits, and Radical Self-Care
DBT today. Exact same thing as last week and the week before. I'm starting to understand it's not a "modules" or "class syllabus" thing, it's just kind of the same class with extra skills work afterwa...
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January 20, 2026 at 11:05 PM
So yeah about Marathon...anyone wanna escape a rogue-ai infested planet with me when it comes out?

#Destiny2
Pre-purchase Marathon on Steam
Scavenge the lost colony of Tau Ceti IV as a bio-cybernetic Runner in a PvPvE survival extraction FPS from the creators of Halo and Destiny.
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January 20, 2026 at 8:49 PM
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You can find me on the lost colony of Tau Ceti IV in Bungie's new game, @MarathonTheGame, coming soon! Thanks to @bungie.net, @thehalpnetwork.bsky.social, and @eliastoufexis.bsky.social for the opportunity! So excited for you all to be able to play this!
January 20, 2026 at 7:03 PM
Apparently there's a chance to see the auroras, tonight.

I'm torn because I really don't want to trigger a future blackout by staying up too late. But I also have a timelapse camera and a good view of the northern sky, if I set it up right...
January 20, 2026 at 2:59 AM
copy and paste the bunny and then put something else in his hand!!

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copy and paste the bunny and then put something else in his hand!!

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copy and paste the bunny and then put something else in his hand!!

(\_/)
(°-°)
/>🍺<
January 20, 2026 at 1:49 AM
CAN WE TALK ABOUT MARATHON YET
January 20, 2026 at 1:48 AM
Ok...top 5 roguelike/roguelite games

1. Hades 2
2. Absolum
3. Ball x Pit
4. White Knuckle (creepy)
5. Deep Rock Galactic Survivor (very satisfying)

Note: Hades beat Absolum only because I've played it a lot longer. That's the only reason.

Note 2: I haven't played Balatro or Blue Prince
To start of 2026 in a good way I want to make a top 10 roguelike / roguelite games of all time list so I'd appreciate it if you could let me know your ranked top 5 or top 10 roguelike / roguelite games of all time. 🎮👍🏼[1/2]

*can pick any game you like so doesn't have to include games from the image
January 20, 2026 at 1:03 AM