Rio Lepidoptera
@riolepidoptera.bsky.social
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Hi, I'm Rose 35, fursuit builder and artist just crafting my way through life. She/Her, gay. Adult content sometimes, no minors. https://linktr.ee/Riolepidoptera
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For just a little while, survival mode turned off and I could sleep. I could relax. I could create. I felt safe and I didn't grind my teeth or clench my muscles. I wasn't sick.

I have to get back to my partner, I don't think I can keep going like this now that I know there's better out there.
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Her face texture to be precise.
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Made my werewolf in SL. I did her face! Blending that mesh lip was hard but worth it.
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Me: I hope my being anxious doesn't bother you

Partner: You're anxious? I never realized, you do a lot and you're so bold.

Me: I do it scared
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I just hope they'll still love me when they learn more about me. It's an ugly, ugly road that ive planted flowers along and chosen a better path on.
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I forget sometimes it's not normal, it's been normal to me. I've had to live this story, survive my life, build a better self, and still choose happiness so to me it's accepted and okay.

I feel bad for the times I forget it's scary for others and they have to go through strong emotions about it
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Me casually chatting with my partner

"I don't talk to my siblings, this one is a crazy racist homophobe, this one kept going to jail, and this one stabbed me"

Them: Holy shit

Me:
a meme that says i 'm so real im so normal it 's like breathing
ALT: a meme that says i 'm so real im so normal it 's like breathing
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I'm gonna get in trouble for my demon seduction set because that consent is dubious AF lol
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Oh I got ya

Yeah making something so popular to create is always hard because like, everyone had a crack at it.
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With that in mind, I've decided to get my ass in gear in my commissions and tentatively see (after I have them sorted) if I can open again because I do want to create again, it's just been so hard.
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Good news

Dad is showing improvement, it's been such a relief to not be preparing for the worst at all times.

My back injury is still improving to the point I can be at my work for hours and not hurt.

My infection cleared and I can breath again

FUCKING FINALLY 2025 has been rough!
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If i had anything I'd say it might be worth adding the triangular shape thts usually at the very inner corner of the brow. It amplifies expression.
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I can't sleep unless I have the shirt I washed while I was visiting my love's home. It's the same smell.

It's never felt like this before, I thought that confessing would make it easier, but it's only shifted the heart ache.

I miss them.
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Sir, I don't think my back could take it. I already came home walking like a newborn giraffe.
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I got told, "It's the honeymoon phase. It will pass."

I made a decision. I'm going to make an effort to always feel this way, even if we're together forever I'm going to remember these early moments and build new moments on them so that I never get "used to love" so that I'll always cherish it
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Omg this goes in the backpack
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Preparedness is a quality trait! Gotta love some self regulation.
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Yeah but then they say they wanna get serious and I have to roll out the little cart so they feel like they're helping when I'm grocery shopping
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The sweet and savory separated on both sides so they can go back and forth.