After everything..
After my transition surgery..
After Tasha..
After innumerable hospital visits..
I think I'm finally ready to continue my journey.
Time to look into FFS, and top surgery.
After my transition surgery..
After Tasha..
After innumerable hospital visits..
I think I'm finally ready to continue my journey.
Time to look into FFS, and top surgery.
February 6, 2026 at 8:03 PM
After everything..
After my transition surgery..
After Tasha..
After innumerable hospital visits..
I think I'm finally ready to continue my journey.
Time to look into FFS, and top surgery.
After my transition surgery..
After Tasha..
After innumerable hospital visits..
I think I'm finally ready to continue my journey.
Time to look into FFS, and top surgery.
A beginning... that has come to an end.
January 27, 2026 at 2:08 PM
A beginning... that has come to an end.
A wheelchair that will never be used again..
January 27, 2026 at 2:07 PM
A wheelchair that will never be used again..
This is one of the saddest sights I have ever seen. This is where my Father will die. They are bringing home for the last time, later today at around 10:30 am, EST.
January 13, 2026 at 7:58 AM
This is one of the saddest sights I have ever seen. This is where my Father will die. They are bringing home for the last time, later today at around 10:30 am, EST.
Taken 6 months to the very minute. Taken 02:38AM, Dec26, 2025. Still waiting for you to come home, Tasha. Please come home... Please...
December 26, 2025 at 9:12 AM
Taken 6 months to the very minute. Taken 02:38AM, Dec26, 2025. Still waiting for you to come home, Tasha. Please come home... Please...
.. and I grow so very, very tired and weak.
I can feel it. Each day, harder. Each moment harder to get through.
It's hard to start anything.
It's hard to do anything.
I can't find diversion. The burning, the hurt grows so strong. Harder to manage. Harder to deal with.
But I will.
I promised Tasha
I can feel it. Each day, harder. Each moment harder to get through.
It's hard to start anything.
It's hard to do anything.
I can't find diversion. The burning, the hurt grows so strong. Harder to manage. Harder to deal with.
But I will.
I promised Tasha
October 26, 2025 at 7:21 PM
.. and I grow so very, very tired and weak.
I can feel it. Each day, harder. Each moment harder to get through.
It's hard to start anything.
It's hard to do anything.
I can't find diversion. The burning, the hurt grows so strong. Harder to manage. Harder to deal with.
But I will.
I promised Tasha
I can feel it. Each day, harder. Each moment harder to get through.
It's hard to start anything.
It's hard to do anything.
I can't find diversion. The burning, the hurt grows so strong. Harder to manage. Harder to deal with.
But I will.
I promised Tasha
It's been four months, Tasha. Your loss burns as hot and as harsh as it did the day I held you as you passed. I pray you're on the Boardwalk now beginning repairs on the arcade. I'll be along as soon as I can. As promised, no shortcuts. But I am counting the days. Rest well, Tasha. You've earned it.
October 26, 2025 at 7:19 PM
It's been four months, Tasha. Your loss burns as hot and as harsh as it did the day I held you as you passed. I pray you're on the Boardwalk now beginning repairs on the arcade. I'll be along as soon as I can. As promised, no shortcuts. But I am counting the days. Rest well, Tasha. You've earned it.
I couldn't sleep...
So I crawled out of bed and logged into VRChat.
I stood vigil by Tasha's memorial until 02:38.
60 days feels like no time at all, and forever.
So I crawled out of bed and logged into VRChat.
I stood vigil by Tasha's memorial until 02:38.
60 days feels like no time at all, and forever.
August 26, 2025 at 2:17 PM
I couldn't sleep...
So I crawled out of bed and logged into VRChat.
I stood vigil by Tasha's memorial until 02:38.
60 days feels like no time at all, and forever.
So I crawled out of bed and logged into VRChat.
I stood vigil by Tasha's memorial until 02:38.
60 days feels like no time at all, and forever.
My mind is fractured by abuse.
My will is eroded by pain.
My heart is scarred by people I trusted.
My body is weathered by time.
I don’t know why I’m still here.
My will is eroded by pain.
My heart is scarred by people I trusted.
My body is weathered by time.
I don’t know why I’m still here.
August 16, 2025 at 5:54 PM
My mind is fractured by abuse.
My will is eroded by pain.
My heart is scarred by people I trusted.
My body is weathered by time.
I don’t know why I’m still here.
My will is eroded by pain.
My heart is scarred by people I trusted.
My body is weathered by time.
I don’t know why I’m still here.
My subconscious hates me.
I had a nightmare that I'd died, and... had failed.
I'd failed to be good enough.
I'd failed to do enough.
I was told that I would not be permitted to join Tasha in the afterlife.
I had to turn and walk away into eternity, alone.
I can't get back to sleep.
I had a nightmare that I'd died, and... had failed.
I'd failed to be good enough.
I'd failed to do enough.
I was told that I would not be permitted to join Tasha in the afterlife.
I had to turn and walk away into eternity, alone.
I can't get back to sleep.
August 7, 2025 at 8:38 AM
My subconscious hates me.
I had a nightmare that I'd died, and... had failed.
I'd failed to be good enough.
I'd failed to do enough.
I was told that I would not be permitted to join Tasha in the afterlife.
I had to turn and walk away into eternity, alone.
I can't get back to sleep.
I had a nightmare that I'd died, and... had failed.
I'd failed to be good enough.
I'd failed to do enough.
I was told that I would not be permitted to join Tasha in the afterlife.
I had to turn and walk away into eternity, alone.
I can't get back to sleep.
A friend told me "I have noticed your handling the loss, the grief a little better everyday."
"No," I whispered with a faint, broken smile. "It only looks like I'm doing better. I’ve just learned to bleed where no one can see. People get weary of sorrow that lingers. But mine hasn't left me yet."
"No," I whispered with a faint, broken smile. "It only looks like I'm doing better. I’ve just learned to bleed where no one can see. People get weary of sorrow that lingers. But mine hasn't left me yet."
July 22, 2025 at 7:27 PM
A friend told me "I have noticed your handling the loss, the grief a little better everyday."
"No," I whispered with a faint, broken smile. "It only looks like I'm doing better. I’ve just learned to bleed where no one can see. People get weary of sorrow that lingers. But mine hasn't left me yet."
"No," I whispered with a faint, broken smile. "It only looks like I'm doing better. I’ve just learned to bleed where no one can see. People get weary of sorrow that lingers. But mine hasn't left me yet."
The First, Last, and Only Sermon From The Church Of Polecat:
Give it a read. Please re-post.
I think this is more important now, than ever before.
www.deviantart.com/tcpolecat7/j...
Give it a read. Please re-post.
I think this is more important now, than ever before.
www.deviantart.com/tcpolecat7/j...
The Sermon by TCPolecat7 on DeviantArt
www.deviantart.com
July 6, 2025 at 7:16 PM
The First, Last, and Only Sermon From The Church Of Polecat:
Give it a read. Please re-post.
I think this is more important now, than ever before.
www.deviantart.com/tcpolecat7/j...
Give it a read. Please re-post.
I think this is more important now, than ever before.
www.deviantart.com/tcpolecat7/j...
TC Tasha Polecat
She fought Colo-rectal cancer for 3.5 years.
I was there for the entire thing.
From diagnosis.
To surgery.
To radiation.
To chemo.
To more chemo.
To Clinical trial.
To receiving the terminal diagnosis.
And I held her as she died.
She wouldn't let me go with her.
But I would have.
She fought Colo-rectal cancer for 3.5 years.
I was there for the entire thing.
From diagnosis.
To surgery.
To radiation.
To chemo.
To more chemo.
To Clinical trial.
To receiving the terminal diagnosis.
And I held her as she died.
She wouldn't let me go with her.
But I would have.
July 6, 2025 at 6:47 PM
TC Tasha Polecat
She fought Colo-rectal cancer for 3.5 years.
I was there for the entire thing.
From diagnosis.
To surgery.
To radiation.
To chemo.
To more chemo.
To Clinical trial.
To receiving the terminal diagnosis.
And I held her as she died.
She wouldn't let me go with her.
But I would have.
She fought Colo-rectal cancer for 3.5 years.
I was there for the entire thing.
From diagnosis.
To surgery.
To radiation.
To chemo.
To more chemo.
To Clinical trial.
To receiving the terminal diagnosis.
And I held her as she died.
She wouldn't let me go with her.
But I would have.
TC "Tasha" Polecat
On June 26, 2025 at 02:38, TC "Tasha" Polecat..
20 year friend, and 10 year roommate, passed away in my arms.
My soul has been bleeding ever since.
The depression is settling in.. the numbness has faded and reality is asserting itself.
Rest, my dear.
I'll be along, soon enough.
On June 26, 2025 at 02:38, TC "Tasha" Polecat..
20 year friend, and 10 year roommate, passed away in my arms.
My soul has been bleeding ever since.
The depression is settling in.. the numbness has faded and reality is asserting itself.
Rest, my dear.
I'll be along, soon enough.
July 6, 2025 at 6:42 PM
TC "Tasha" Polecat
On June 26, 2025 at 02:38, TC "Tasha" Polecat..
20 year friend, and 10 year roommate, passed away in my arms.
My soul has been bleeding ever since.
The depression is settling in.. the numbness has faded and reality is asserting itself.
Rest, my dear.
I'll be along, soon enough.
On June 26, 2025 at 02:38, TC "Tasha" Polecat..
20 year friend, and 10 year roommate, passed away in my arms.
My soul has been bleeding ever since.
The depression is settling in.. the numbness has faded and reality is asserting itself.
Rest, my dear.
I'll be along, soon enough.
Age yourself with a movie you saw in theaters:
February 24, 2025 at 10:06 AM
Age yourself with a movie you saw in theaters:
Reposted by Riverwalk
El Capitan displays a massive American flag upside down—the traditional signal of distress or extreme emergency.
February 23, 2025 at 6:01 PM
El Capitan displays a massive American flag upside down—the traditional signal of distress or extreme emergency.
Sleeping At Last - "Eight" (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Sleeping At Last
www.youtube.com
February 22, 2025 at 1:23 PM
They understand. They truly understand.
How.. did they get inside my head?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrDz...
How.. did they get inside my head?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrDz...
Sleeping At Last - "Two" (Official Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Sleeping At Last
www.youtube.com
February 22, 2025 at 1:21 PM
They understand. They truly understand.
How.. did they get inside my head?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrDz...
How.. did they get inside my head?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrDz...
Valentine's Day is a time of warmth and love.
For those that have what they need, I am very happy for.
We are weavers who take what pieces of time, warmth, and love that can be spared for us and try and weave a blanket to fend off the cold of the world.. our blankets are coming up a little thin.
For those that have what they need, I am very happy for.
We are weavers who take what pieces of time, warmth, and love that can be spared for us and try and weave a blanket to fend off the cold of the world.. our blankets are coming up a little thin.
February 14, 2025 at 3:34 PM
Valentine's Day is a time of warmth and love.
For those that have what they need, I am very happy for.
We are weavers who take what pieces of time, warmth, and love that can be spared for us and try and weave a blanket to fend off the cold of the world.. our blankets are coming up a little thin.
For those that have what they need, I am very happy for.
We are weavers who take what pieces of time, warmth, and love that can be spared for us and try and weave a blanket to fend off the cold of the world.. our blankets are coming up a little thin.
30 years ago, Carl Sagan gave an interview on his fear for the future.
www.youtube.com/shorts/0UgFV...
Can anyone say he wasn't right?
www.youtube.com/shorts/0UgFV...
Can anyone say he wasn't right?
Carl Sagan’s ‘Foreboding of an America’
YouTube video by Thomas Mulligan
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January 27, 2025 at 6:20 PM
30 years ago, Carl Sagan gave an interview on his fear for the future.
www.youtube.com/shorts/0UgFV...
Can anyone say he wasn't right?
www.youtube.com/shorts/0UgFV...
Can anyone say he wasn't right?
Reposted by Riverwalk
🔥❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🔥
1/3
1/3
January 20, 2025 at 3:45 PM
🔥❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🔥
1/3
1/3
Today is a dark day.
Bleak.
Cold.
They want us silenced.
They want us removed.
They want us dead.
And now, the Reich has taken command, yet again.
My insurance has turned me away, too.
No gender affirming care for me.
I don't feel seen.
I don't feel heard.
I wonder if I am even here, at all.
Bleak.
Cold.
They want us silenced.
They want us removed.
They want us dead.
And now, the Reich has taken command, yet again.
My insurance has turned me away, too.
No gender affirming care for me.
I don't feel seen.
I don't feel heard.
I wonder if I am even here, at all.
January 20, 2025 at 3:29 PM
Today is a dark day.
Bleak.
Cold.
They want us silenced.
They want us removed.
They want us dead.
And now, the Reich has taken command, yet again.
My insurance has turned me away, too.
No gender affirming care for me.
I don't feel seen.
I don't feel heard.
I wonder if I am even here, at all.
Bleak.
Cold.
They want us silenced.
They want us removed.
They want us dead.
And now, the Reich has taken command, yet again.
My insurance has turned me away, too.
No gender affirming care for me.
I don't feel seen.
I don't feel heard.
I wonder if I am even here, at all.