Emily ‘Cutie of Darkness’ AF 🧛♀️🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️✨
@rockstarelise.com
Baby Gen X / 💍 / Musician / Audio Engineer / Biological Daughter 🎚️ [MDNI] 🏳️🌈 🏳️⚧️ Madison Wis. 🏛️Queer-Coded Nostalgia-Pop As Rockstar & Elise ✨ she/her 👩🎤✨💕🎹👩🏻💻
Music 👩🎤🎸👩🏻💻 https://linktr.ee/RockstarElise
Music 👩🎤🎸👩🏻💻 https://linktr.ee/RockstarElise
I’m modifying my stage banter a little bit for the showcase on Saturday, and I’m debating talking about my queerness and Transness. My song, ‘Fine’ is my fight song, and I think it needs a sentence of context. But IDK 🤷♀️
rockstarelise.bandcamp.com/album/the-fu...
rockstarelise.bandcamp.com/album/the-fu...
the future EP, by Rockstar & Elise
3 track album
rockstarelise.bandcamp.com
November 27, 2025 at 4:11 AM
I’m modifying my stage banter a little bit for the showcase on Saturday, and I’m debating talking about my queerness and Transness. My song, ‘Fine’ is my fight song, and I think it needs a sentence of context. But IDK 🤷♀️
rockstarelise.bandcamp.com/album/the-fu...
rockstarelise.bandcamp.com/album/the-fu...
I kinda want to get the demon markings from KPop Demon Hunters tattooed on me, or Dax spots, or maybe Cheetara markings
November 27, 2025 at 2:53 AM
I kinda want to get the demon markings from KPop Demon Hunters tattooed on me, or Dax spots, or maybe Cheetara markings
I really want to put together like a five or six piece band, but I’ve got to get to the point where I’m playing pretty big shows to be able to afford that $$$
November 27, 2025 at 1:19 AM
I really want to put together like a five or six piece band, but I’ve got to get to the point where I’m playing pretty big shows to be able to afford that $$$
Going to the grocery store the night before thanksgiving, as a snowstorm closes in, is not one of my better ideas
November 26, 2025 at 10:53 PM
Going to the grocery store the night before thanksgiving, as a snowstorm closes in, is not one of my better ideas
Kissing, but like in a secret location
November 26, 2025 at 7:34 PM
Kissing, but like in a secret location
I saw what I think would qualify as the absolute most racist bumper sticker i’ve ever seen on my way home from a doctor thing this morning
“police lives matter”
Just the words, not the fucking flag with the blue line even
“police lives matter”
Just the words, not the fucking flag with the blue line even
November 26, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I saw what I think would qualify as the absolute most racist bumper sticker i’ve ever seen on my way home from a doctor thing this morning
“police lives matter”
Just the words, not the fucking flag with the blue line even
“police lives matter”
Just the words, not the fucking flag with the blue line even
I rehearse in front of a mirror prepping for shows, and it’s really helpful for keeping track of what physicality works in which moments. But my biggest takeaway is how much of an impossible dream this was, before it wasn’t. (absolutely the same with my transition.) 🏳️⚧️💗
November 26, 2025 at 7:26 PM
I rehearse in front of a mirror prepping for shows, and it’s really helpful for keeping track of what physicality works in which moments. But my biggest takeaway is how much of an impossible dream this was, before it wasn’t. (absolutely the same with my transition.) 🏳️⚧️💗
#Queer peeps near Madison, Wisconsin, escape your family on Saturday and come see me rock the shit out of Harmony Bar! I’ll be solo, but I can still rock pretty good! #MuzikSky #RetroPop #NostalgiaPop #IndiePop #SynthRock #17thFavoriteTransEmily
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Emily AF on Instagram: "Doors at seven, show starts at eight! For my show at least, #queer #synthrock #nostalgiapop #retropop https://harmonybarandgrill.com/madison-atwood-the-harmony-bar-and-grill-ev...
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November 26, 2025 at 5:59 PM
#Queer peeps near Madison, Wisconsin, escape your family on Saturday and come see me rock the shit out of Harmony Bar! I’ll be solo, but I can still rock pretty good! #MuzikSky #RetroPop #NostalgiaPop #IndiePop #SynthRock #17thFavoriteTransEmily
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When I first started transition, I had a great therapist who really pushed me. I had to see her in person which pushed me to present more as myself publicly. But she left that company after like eight months. My new therapist is OK, but that first would be so fucking proud of me.
November 26, 2025 at 2:40 PM
When I first started transition, I had a great therapist who really pushed me. I had to see her in person which pushed me to present more as myself publicly. But she left that company after like eight months. My new therapist is OK, but that first would be so fucking proud of me.
It’s injection day, take your medicine!
November 26, 2025 at 2:38 PM
It’s injection day, take your medicine!
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You’re a woman.
(Yeah, not very original, but it would have changed everything.)
(Yeah, not very original, but it would have changed everything.)
November 26, 2025 at 3:53 AM
You’re a woman.
(Yeah, not very original, but it would have changed everything.)
(Yeah, not very original, but it would have changed everything.)
I’m hoping there are a bunch of non Cis dudes at my Saturday show. I feel like that’s probably the demographic that would relate to my music the least, but also I have no idea. But the bar has a pretty good regular queer attendance so I should be OK
November 26, 2025 at 4:05 AM
I’m hoping there are a bunch of non Cis dudes at my Saturday show. I feel like that’s probably the demographic that would relate to my music the least, but also I have no idea. But the bar has a pretty good regular queer attendance so I should be OK
My wife just told me, if I loved her, I would cover something by Asia or Chicago. Tons of excellent options 💗✨
November 26, 2025 at 3:32 AM
My wife just told me, if I loved her, I would cover something by Asia or Chicago. Tons of excellent options 💗✨
I’m tired but excited. Prepping for my Saturday show, I’m running it here at my house twice per day, fine-tuning the physicality, working to make the small moments look easy
November 26, 2025 at 2:54 AM
I’m tired but excited. Prepping for my Saturday show, I’m running it here at my house twice per day, fine-tuning the physicality, working to make the small moments look easy
I’m supposed to be dilating twice per day until Thursday, (six month mark ) but there’s like three days in the last two weeks, including today that I just like, didn’t do it at all
November 26, 2025 at 2:34 AM
I’m supposed to be dilating twice per day until Thursday, (six month mark ) but there’s like three days in the last two weeks, including today that I just like, didn’t do it at all
Finally watching the People’s Joker, and holy fucking shit how did I wait this long?
November 26, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Finally watching the People’s Joker, and holy fucking shit how did I wait this long?
I have Emily Wife Energy
November 25, 2025 at 11:46 PM
I have Emily Wife Energy
Kissing, but like, on the lips
November 25, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Kissing, but like, on the lips
Show me your heart! 💗
November 25, 2025 at 9:30 PM
Show me your heart! 💗
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Cis people should have no influence or power in trans spaces, no matter how good of an ally they are, how many trans people know and trust them, or who they're fucking. Online or offline. This is the hill I will die on.
November 25, 2025 at 6:50 PM
Cis people should have no influence or power in trans spaces, no matter how good of an ally they are, how many trans people know and trust them, or who they're fucking. Online or offline. This is the hill I will die on.
At the doctor today, I was asked if I was pregnant or was thinking about becoming pregnant, which I’m definitely not thinking about but still feels unreal to be asked
November 25, 2025 at 6:16 PM
At the doctor today, I was asked if I was pregnant or was thinking about becoming pregnant, which I’m definitely not thinking about but still feels unreal to be asked
I’m like your fun, southern cousin Emily, who looks great in dress but also wants to climb trees with you
November 25, 2025 at 6:15 PM
I’m like your fun, southern cousin Emily, who looks great in dress but also wants to climb trees with you
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On Sat, Nov 29, we've teamed up with MAMA to spotlight four emerging acts as part of the "New Artist Listening Room" at Harmony Bar & Grill. Show starts at 8 p.m., and cover is just $10!
Hear on-the-rise local talents Marigold Motel, Jonathon Millionaire, The Stoplights, and @rockstarelise.com. 🎶
Hear on-the-rise local talents Marigold Motel, Jonathon Millionaire, The Stoplights, and @rockstarelise.com. 🎶
November 25, 2025 at 5:07 PM
On Sat, Nov 29, we've teamed up with MAMA to spotlight four emerging acts as part of the "New Artist Listening Room" at Harmony Bar & Grill. Show starts at 8 p.m., and cover is just $10!
Hear on-the-rise local talents Marigold Motel, Jonathon Millionaire, The Stoplights, and @rockstarelise.com. 🎶
Hear on-the-rise local talents Marigold Motel, Jonathon Millionaire, The Stoplights, and @rockstarelise.com. 🎶
#MadisonWisconsin peeps! If you’re looking for a reason to get away from your family for a little while this Saturday, come see me at Harmony bar!
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November 25, 2025 at 4:26 PM
#MadisonWisconsin peeps! If you’re looking for a reason to get away from your family for a little while this Saturday, come see me at Harmony bar!
www.instagram.com/reel/DRfAU-S...
www.instagram.com/reel/DRfAU-S...
Another reminder that I’ll be playing a new artist showcase in Madison Wisconsin this Saturday! If you’re looking for a reason to get away from family, and want to come say hello to your 17th favorite Trans Emily, this should be a really fun show!
harmonybarandgrill.com/madison-atwo...
harmonybarandgrill.com/madison-atwo...
The Harmony Bar and Grill - events
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November 25, 2025 at 3:17 PM
Another reminder that I’ll be playing a new artist showcase in Madison Wisconsin this Saturday! If you’re looking for a reason to get away from family, and want to come say hello to your 17th favorite Trans Emily, this should be a really fun show!
harmonybarandgrill.com/madison-atwo...
harmonybarandgrill.com/madison-atwo...