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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 2h

No one is coming to save you.

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 2h

“My future partner destined for me will not behave in such a way.” is I think a beautiful response whenever you feel like you’re not seen enough.

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 17h

Instead of going back to my hometown this coming holidays, I’m planning to explore Baguio solo. What’s stopping me is the fact that I’m bad at navigating maps. 😅

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 1d

And you scold yourself for feeling that way. Kase wala namang dapat ika sad. You feel privileged to have friends and to get to live this life kaya you saying that you are unhappy of this life feels awful, shameful. But you are. You are unhappy. You don’t wanna be here anymore.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 1d

Nothing is as exhausting as trying to be happy when you’re surrounded with friends yet, at the end of the day, you still feel this overwhelming sadness that envelopes you.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 1d

Every moment that I’m awake feels like work.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 1d

I am so done. So so so done.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 1d

I messaged her.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 2d

This guy beside me held my leg twice already and I feel uncomfy :(

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 3d

I believe, if not all, most of them really did change over the past years. Yet here I am still trying to heal from what they did.

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 3d

giving them grace. Just that it makes me idk feel a certain way whenever I see their posts being so introspective. I hope they were like that to me back then. I hope they thought about those things. I hope they were also kinder to me.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 3d

Staying away from facebook and tiktok. It’s very triggering to see your high school bullies talk about how important mental health as if they didn’t make me wanna kms. Don’t get me wrong. I am no perfect and I’ve done shitty things in the past too. And I’m all for allowing people to change and -

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 4d

What app?!

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 4d

I don’t wanna be gay anymore! 😭

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 4d

I hate yearning. It hurts physically, mentally, emotionally. It makes me wanna crash out so badly. Fck this.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 4d

I refuse to believe that Emman is gone. :((((

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 6d

HAHAHAHHA tig 500 tayo.

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 6d

Mag ddroga tayo. Kimi lang bawal yun.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 7d

Thank you huhu

Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 8d

Fuck ansakit ng bibig ko na naman what the hell.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 11d

Ari, you will always be my Slaysian Royale winner 🥺👑

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 19d

Fck ubo

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 20d

I have the most painful headache rn. I feel nauseous and my left ear is making me insane. But I couldn’t skip work today fck.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 21d

May naka brace ba here na nakapag power chain na? Super sakit ba talaga? 😭 Hindi ko na ata kakayanin yung sakitttt.

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Roni 🌱 @ronimacaroniii.bsky.social · 23d

I feel so proud of Yae idk like my heart feels kilig seeing them perform in front of a huge crowd. And I’m gen happy to know that they have a partner!! 🥹

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