sad thembo time
@sadtimevilleaux.bsky.social
alt account. if you know you know. if you end up blocked it's no offense but i gotta do something to regulate who can see this since we dont have priv accounts yet
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i made this account so i can yell shit to get it out of my brain. if i put it on here, i likely don't wanna discuss it outside of here. if you see something that looks troubling, don't worry, i'm fine. If i'm actually in trouble i know to actually reach out to people
seeing myself in the mirror today and seeing how good my tits look is enough confidence to cancel out when shit happens like the ups guy at work calling me “sir” four times in a row
its like, bro dog youre the one who looks stupid here
its like, bro dog youre the one who looks stupid here
December 9, 2025 at 3:30 PM
seeing myself in the mirror today and seeing how good my tits look is enough confidence to cancel out when shit happens like the ups guy at work calling me “sir” four times in a row
its like, bro dog youre the one who looks stupid here
its like, bro dog youre the one who looks stupid here
its not fair that i finally open up my heart to actually caring about holidays again and my gf lives three states away
December 7, 2025 at 6:06 AM
its not fair that i finally open up my heart to actually caring about holidays again and my gf lives three states away
last night i had one of the worst anxiety attacks ive ever had
December 6, 2025 at 1:51 PM
last night i had one of the worst anxiety attacks ive ever had
my girlfriend is so cute. i cant stand it. whenever i see her i just wanna pass out because im so overwhelmed by how cute she is
December 5, 2025 at 5:18 AM
my girlfriend is so cute. i cant stand it. whenever i see her i just wanna pass out because im so overwhelmed by how cute she is
got beat the fuck up by therapy today
it drained me real bad and i went to bed early but im just laying here kinda stuck thinking about it
it drained me real bad and i went to bed early but im just laying here kinda stuck thinking about it
November 27, 2025 at 4:59 AM
got beat the fuck up by therapy today
it drained me real bad and i went to bed early but im just laying here kinda stuck thinking about it
it drained me real bad and i went to bed early but im just laying here kinda stuck thinking about it
reminding myself of this again. Im doing it not from a place of negativity, but a place of im doing okay, and i dont need to push myself further
things being chill is the ideal
things being chill is the ideal
im trying my best
November 26, 2025 at 6:07 PM
reminding myself of this again. Im doing it not from a place of negativity, but a place of im doing okay, and i dont need to push myself further
things being chill is the ideal
things being chill is the ideal
I unearthed a manuscript I wrote in 2019-2020 that I haven't looked at in five years. I came really close to having it be picked up by a publishing agent, but she ultimately declined and I decided I didn't want to deal with going through the process again.
But I'm reading thru it.
But I'm reading thru it.
November 23, 2025 at 9:15 PM
I unearthed a manuscript I wrote in 2019-2020 that I haven't looked at in five years. I came really close to having it be picked up by a publishing agent, but she ultimately declined and I decided I didn't want to deal with going through the process again.
But I'm reading thru it.
But I'm reading thru it.
i think about this moment all the time. i cry about it when i do. it was just so special. i felt so cared for in a way i hadnt ever felt.
i miss my girlfriend so much
i miss my girlfriend so much
i woke up from a bad dream. even tho she was half-asleep my gf could tell i wasn’t doing well and she rolled over and held me.
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
November 20, 2025 at 5:25 AM
i think about this moment all the time. i cry about it when i do. it was just so special. i felt so cared for in a way i hadnt ever felt.
i miss my girlfriend so much
i miss my girlfriend so much
if you use chatgpt, fuck you.
learn how to write. learn how to google. learn how to program. learn how to draw.
all of these things are part of what makes us people. im not signing over that part of me to a fucking AI
learn how to write. learn how to google. learn how to program. learn how to draw.
all of these things are part of what makes us people. im not signing over that part of me to a fucking AI
November 13, 2025 at 7:03 PM
if you use chatgpt, fuck you.
learn how to write. learn how to google. learn how to program. learn how to draw.
all of these things are part of what makes us people. im not signing over that part of me to a fucking AI
learn how to write. learn how to google. learn how to program. learn how to draw.
all of these things are part of what makes us people. im not signing over that part of me to a fucking AI
my hair is long enough that it covers almost all of my back tattoo, which is a very funny milestone to have
November 12, 2025 at 1:05 AM
my hair is long enough that it covers almost all of my back tattoo, which is a very funny milestone to have
something my gf does is that she’ll go out of her way to accomidate my complicated and frustrated feelings about a lot of things. its made me realize that she has a level of emotional awareness with me that ive never had with anyone
its one of the many reasons i fall more in love with her every day
its one of the many reasons i fall more in love with her every day
November 11, 2025 at 12:48 PM
something my gf does is that she’ll go out of her way to accomidate my complicated and frustrated feelings about a lot of things. its made me realize that she has a level of emotional awareness with me that ive never had with anyone
its one of the many reasons i fall more in love with her every day
its one of the many reasons i fall more in love with her every day
i said for years that my ideal look was “cute fat girl” and nowadays, by god, i look like a cute fat girl
HRT was the best decision
HRT was the best decision
November 10, 2025 at 4:55 PM
i said for years that my ideal look was “cute fat girl” and nowadays, by god, i look like a cute fat girl
HRT was the best decision
HRT was the best decision
realizing that of the three weeks my gf visited this year two id them overlapped with parent related events. first my mom’s bday in may and most recently anniversary of my dad’s death
having her around helped me a lot with dealing with them
having her around helped me a lot with dealing with them
November 8, 2025 at 10:47 AM
realizing that of the three weeks my gf visited this year two id them overlapped with parent related events. first my mom’s bday in may and most recently anniversary of my dad’s death
having her around helped me a lot with dealing with them
having her around helped me a lot with dealing with them
many of you have not been “making ‘em count”
send me some shit let’s get rude with it
send me some shit let’s get rude with it
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make 'em count. I'll get real long-winded with 'em if you ask a good one
make 'em count. I'll get real long-winded with 'em if you ask a good one
November 7, 2025 at 4:45 PM
many of you have not been “making ‘em count”
send me some shit let’s get rude with it
send me some shit let’s get rude with it
tearing up thinking about my gf. i miss her so much.
November 6, 2025 at 5:24 AM
tearing up thinking about my gf. i miss her so much.
my new responsibilities involve a lot of emails and schedule coordination which I’m fine with since it makes the day go fast but man the temptation to change the pronouns in my email signature to they/she just so these guys know what they’re dealin’ with.
Im giving myself til the new year to do it
Im giving myself til the new year to do it
November 5, 2025 at 5:33 PM
my new responsibilities involve a lot of emails and schedule coordination which I’m fine with since it makes the day go fast but man the temptation to change the pronouns in my email signature to they/she just so these guys know what they’re dealin’ with.
Im giving myself til the new year to do it
Im giving myself til the new year to do it
I’m doing my best to be more positive.
I’m gonna push forward.
I’m doing my best and I’m going to keep doing it.
For both of us.
I’m gonna push forward.
I’m doing my best and I’m going to keep doing it.
For both of us.
November 4, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I’m doing my best to be more positive.
I’m gonna push forward.
I’m doing my best and I’m going to keep doing it.
For both of us.
I’m gonna push forward.
I’m doing my best and I’m going to keep doing it.
For both of us.
at work on the verge of crying and holding it back because i have to answer emails for some stupid fucking reason
November 3, 2025 at 4:23 PM
at work on the verge of crying and holding it back because i have to answer emails for some stupid fucking reason
its not fair. its not fucking fair.
November 3, 2025 at 4:22 PM
its not fair. its not fucking fair.
the amount of anger im feeling is sickening. and i have to go to work in 20 minites like nothing is wrong
November 3, 2025 at 1:08 PM
the amount of anger im feeling is sickening. and i have to go to work in 20 minites like nothing is wrong
ok yeah doing the funniest stream I’ve ever done was just the distraction I needed from the Missing My Girlfriend Sadness
November 3, 2025 at 5:48 AM
ok yeah doing the funniest stream I’ve ever done was just the distraction I needed from the Missing My Girlfriend Sadness
ffffffuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkkkk
November 3, 2025 at 12:15 AM
ffffffuuuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkkkk
im crying a *lot* this time.
this time is really hard.
this time is really hard.
November 2, 2025 at 10:40 PM
im crying a *lot* this time.
this time is really hard.
this time is really hard.
i woke up from a bad dream. even tho she was half-asleep my gf could tell i wasn’t doing well and she rolled over and held me.
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
November 2, 2025 at 3:46 PM
i woke up from a bad dream. even tho she was half-asleep my gf could tell i wasn’t doing well and she rolled over and held me.
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
I started to cry because I’m going to miss her so much when she leaves tonite
was kissing my girlfriend and in the middle of it she yelled out "no!!! you fogged up my glasses!!!"
god, im stupidly in love with her
god, im stupidly in love with her
October 31, 2025 at 2:54 PM
was kissing my girlfriend and in the middle of it she yelled out "no!!! you fogged up my glasses!!!"
god, im stupidly in love with her
god, im stupidly in love with her