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Dick R.
@savestuesday.bsky.social
39. Not close to being ok.
There are so many “sports” now and I dislike it because I know I still won’t be good enough at any of them.
June 5, 2025 at 9:09 PM
I signed up for a “social” site, got immediately intimidated, then deleted my account.
May 29, 2025 at 1:48 AM
I come to the bar because I’m lonely and end up leaving even more lonely.
May 19, 2025 at 2:14 AM
Three nights in a row now I’ve left the bar because I’m just taking up a space at the counter being alone when someone from a group could easily have the seat instead.

I don’t deserve the seat.
May 12, 2025 at 2:50 AM
I am at my favorite bar for the third day in a row. All I do is sit and have drinks. I say about 4 sentences total to the bartender or owner.

I’m fucking in the feels, man. And I don’t know what will get me out of them.
May 12, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I swear, I feel like such a loser being at the bar by myself. I just sit here and look lame as hell just staring at the tv or straight ahead. Ugh.
May 11, 2025 at 12:55 AM
My god, I almost signed up for that dating part on Facebook.
a woman with glasses says " what am i thinking ? "
ALT: a woman with glasses says " what am i thinking ? "
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April 29, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I basically used to use this as my journal. Back when I had like 2 people following me. So here’s a new entry:

I’m incredibly in my feels right now. Fucking lonely. Yay for that feeling again. I guess I only like women who are unavailable. Maybe I do that to feed into my depression? I dunno.
April 26, 2025 at 10:42 PM
No one that I’m interested in follows me here so fuck it:

The three women I’m interested in are in relationships. Ugh. I hate it all.
April 20, 2025 at 1:06 AM
Me with every woman I would like to date.

It’s why I don’t shoot my shot.
April 17, 2025 at 12:29 AM
It’s 2001. You just heard the lyrics “I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound,” but you know THIS is the god damn face that said those words.

How many of y’all are like “….okay.”
April 9, 2025 at 10:47 PM
March 16, 2025 at 12:56 PM
I wish I could go back to see Vader kill the rebel scum in Rogue One for the first time again.
March 3, 2025 at 3:09 PM
I’m still alive.
February 21, 2025 at 12:06 AM
We’re coming up on five years, and “Rain On Me” still goes so fucking hard.
January 30, 2025 at 10:52 AM
"Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple. Sometimes goodbye's the only way."

Chester just continues to hit a mother fucker. Dammit, time to book my Linkin Park tat next.
January 28, 2025 at 4:17 PM
Seeing how I haven’t been to therapy in half a year, I should just get more tattoos.
December 17, 2024 at 11:22 PM
Welp, in my feelings so I guess I’ll listen to Coldplay‘s Parachutes.
December 17, 2024 at 11:16 PM
My birthday is this weekend and I’m officially back in depressed mode. I just want to be shut in and avoid everyone.
December 17, 2024 at 10:07 PM
November 25, 2024 at 4:40 AM
Me during this Boom, Costco, Rizzler bullshit. #AEWFullGear
November 24, 2024 at 12:29 AM
I feel like shit tonight. Can’t sleep, gotta be up at 3:30. Mind is racing.

I just want to get away from everything for like a week. Clear my mind. Escape the bull shit weather.

Come back as a new person with a whole new way of thinking.

I just need to go back to therapy.
November 22, 2024 at 4:52 AM
In need of a new handle. Saves Tuesday will have to #RIP soon.
November 22, 2024 at 2:08 AM
No one cares about me on Twitter anymore so I guess I’ll use this where pretty much no one knows I’m here.
November 21, 2024 at 2:58 AM