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Next week we're gonna make halal chocolate marshmallow squares, gingerbread cookies, shortbread cookies, and chocolate truffles! Idc if I've been "eating too much" recently, I love to do baking with my gf and I wanna spoil both my partners with yummy sweets! Plus I deserve them too.
December 13, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Next week we're gonna make halal chocolate marshmallow squares, gingerbread cookies, shortbread cookies, and chocolate truffles! Idc if I've been "eating too much" recently, I love to do baking with my gf and I wanna spoil both my partners with yummy sweets! Plus I deserve them too.
Had some midnight noodles and frozen yogurt. Used half my calories for the day already oof.
December 12, 2025 at 5:31 AM
Had some midnight noodles and frozen yogurt. Used half my calories for the day already oof.
It's gonna be one of those nights again where I smoke and eat too much huh...
December 12, 2025 at 3:14 AM
It's gonna be one of those nights again where I smoke and eat too much huh...
Slowly going nuts cuz I can't sleep at all. I'm so awake but so exhausted.
December 12, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Slowly going nuts cuz I can't sleep at all. I'm so awake but so exhausted.
My stupid body hurts so much I just wanna lay down and fucking rest but my brain won't shut up and my body hurts this fucking sucks I hate this I hate my brain I hate my body I don't want any of it anymore it doesn't work right it just looks like it does!
December 12, 2025 at 1:12 AM
My stupid body hurts so much I just wanna lay down and fucking rest but my brain won't shut up and my body hurts this fucking sucks I hate this I hate my brain I hate my body I don't want any of it anymore it doesn't work right it just looks like it does!
My body's reaction to stress sucks. My head is killing me, my guts hurt a lot. This is so dumb.
December 12, 2025 at 1:00 AM
My body's reaction to stress sucks. My head is killing me, my guts hurt a lot. This is so dumb.
I don't wanna ever have to do anything ever again but also doing nothing drives me insane.
December 12, 2025 at 12:53 AM
I don't wanna ever have to do anything ever again but also doing nothing drives me insane.
I feel so emotionally and mentally exhausted...
December 12, 2025 at 12:45 AM
I feel so emotionally and mentally exhausted...
Chicken fries and homemade fries for dinner tonight
December 11, 2025 at 8:44 PM
Chicken fries and homemade fries for dinner tonight
Got randomly overstimulated and miserable this morning, but cooking helped me stop blurring about it so that's good.
December 11, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Got randomly overstimulated and miserable this morning, but cooking helped me stop blurring about it so that's good.
Had a chicken hotdog, onion, and cheese omelette for breakfast. Time for more st4rd3w! 51/100 hours!
December 11, 2025 at 5:22 PM
Had a chicken hotdog, onion, and cheese omelette for breakfast. Time for more st4rd3w! 51/100 hours!
Gonna do my best to not complain today because nothing is wrong and I should be fine.
December 11, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Gonna do my best to not complain today because nothing is wrong and I should be fine.
Bf is planning a fun lil drunk sleepover with his coworker friends and my BPD isn't a fan but he so desperately needs to hang out with friends and not JUST his boyfriend and family so I'm also very very happy for him. And so jealous. I will never get a dude sleepover in my life.
December 11, 2025 at 4:18 PM
Bf is planning a fun lil drunk sleepover with his coworker friends and my BPD isn't a fan but he so desperately needs to hang out with friends and not JUST his boyfriend and family so I'm also very very happy for him. And so jealous. I will never get a dude sleepover in my life.
I got triggered so many times yesterday and I had no energy to emote or reply or do or say anything about any of it and my brain is now so fucking fried. I can barely think actual full thoughts today despite my rest because my brain is so full of random shitty stuff I didn't wanna think about.
December 11, 2025 at 3:52 PM
I got triggered so many times yesterday and I had no energy to emote or reply or do or say anything about any of it and my brain is now so fucking fried. I can barely think actual full thoughts today despite my rest because my brain is so full of random shitty stuff I didn't wanna think about.
Time to go back to doing the exact same thing every day without anyone noticing or caring about my mental health because why would they? I didn't get special treatment for not sleeping for 3 days so I'm definitely not gonna get any now since I did sleep.
December 11, 2025 at 3:51 PM
Time to go back to doing the exact same thing every day without anyone noticing or caring about my mental health because why would they? I didn't get special treatment for not sleeping for 3 days so I'm definitely not gonna get any now since I did sleep.
I finally managed to get any sleep ugh. It was a battle for sure, but I'm happy I slept at all
December 11, 2025 at 3:29 PM
I finally managed to get any sleep ugh. It was a battle for sure, but I'm happy I slept at all
Gonna try to sleep before I resort to coffee because I am beyond exhausted and I don't wanna accidentally keep myself up either
December 11, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Gonna try to sleep before I resort to coffee because I am beyond exhausted and I don't wanna accidentally keep myself up either
I feel like I'm gonna go insane. I'm gonna go smoke and then if I'm still just as awake I'll make a coffee cuz I'm not laying in bed miserable all night like I did last night. I can't I already feel fucking awful I don't wanna keep spiraling.
December 11, 2025 at 3:35 AM
I feel like I'm gonna go insane. I'm gonna go smoke and then if I'm still just as awake I'll make a coffee cuz I'm not laying in bed miserable all night like I did last night. I can't I already feel fucking awful I don't wanna keep spiraling.
Idk what to do with myself I've been awake for so long it's making everything hurt so much :( I just wanted to sleep
December 11, 2025 at 3:27 AM
Idk what to do with myself I've been awake for so long it's making everything hurt so much :( I just wanted to sleep
Now I'm too uncomfortable and in too much pain to sleep awesome. I slept literally for 10 minutes.
December 11, 2025 at 3:24 AM
Now I'm too uncomfortable and in too much pain to sleep awesome. I slept literally for 10 minutes.
The wind is so loud too like no one even has to be noisy tonight the fucking wind is shaking my windows :(
December 11, 2025 at 3:18 AM
The wind is so loud too like no one even has to be noisy tonight the fucking wind is shaking my windows :(
Wow that was cool I fell asleep super fast and then I got a fucking text!!!!!!! I'm so upset I'm not even tired anymore this is cruel
December 11, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Wow that was cool I fell asleep super fast and then I got a fucking text!!!!!!! I'm so upset I'm not even tired anymore this is cruel
I'm very exhausted and today was a lot even tho I didn't really do anything besides go on a walk. I haven't slept, not even a nap. I really hope tonight people are quieter so I can get some sleep.
December 11, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I'm very exhausted and today was a lot even tho I didn't really do anything besides go on a walk. I haven't slept, not even a nap. I really hope tonight people are quieter so I can get some sleep.
Had too many snacks so I have to take some calories away from tomorrow... I love this /sarcasm
December 11, 2025 at 1:32 AM
Had too many snacks so I have to take some calories away from tomorrow... I love this /sarcasm
Cauliflower mac and cheese for dinner yay
December 10, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Cauliflower mac and cheese for dinner yay