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tw ED, OCD, & BPD venting!
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tw ED, OCD, & BPD venting!
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Taco Bell date tonight!
February 8, 2026 at 2:30 PM
Taco Bell date tonight!
Might do isopods across my cheeks? Like in a little line walking kinda thing. Would be pretty cute
I keep forgetting I have a huge face/neck tattoo, and where it is. I can't see it from the front at all which makes me sad :( I need cheek tattoos for real this fine, I need them so obvious it feels so weird to have such a clean face still
February 7, 2026 at 10:53 PM
Might do isopods across my cheeks? Like in a little line walking kinda thing. Would be pretty cute
I keep forgetting I have a huge face/neck tattoo, and where it is. I can't see it from the front at all which makes me sad :( I need cheek tattoos for real this fine, I need them so obvious it feels so weird to have such a clean face still
February 7, 2026 at 10:38 PM
I keep forgetting I have a huge face/neck tattoo, and where it is. I can't see it from the front at all which makes me sad :( I need cheek tattoos for real this fine, I need them so obvious it feels so weird to have such a clean face still
Got a random bot reblogging my post about chest pain that's awesome.
February 7, 2026 at 8:58 PM
Got a random bot reblogging my post about chest pain that's awesome.
Medical OCD is no fun because one slightly off thing about myself and I'm dying but if I'm actually just sick I'm like "oh okay whatever" like????
February 7, 2026 at 8:58 PM
Medical OCD is no fun because one slightly off thing about myself and I'm dying but if I'm actually just sick I'm like "oh okay whatever" like????
I feel like I have a weird lump on one side of my chest??? Idk, it feels fine it's just there and odd and not on both sides. Guess I'll make an appointment to be seen or something, I don't want it to be something serious.
February 7, 2026 at 8:57 PM
I feel like I have a weird lump on one side of my chest??? Idk, it feels fine it's just there and odd and not on both sides. Guess I'll make an appointment to be seen or something, I don't want it to be something serious.
Gonna try weed sobriety in March possibly. Birthdays this month just add so much stress idk if I can handle trying to quit my one and only addiction left without spiraling into alcoholism or sh again.
February 7, 2026 at 3:09 PM
Gonna try weed sobriety in March possibly. Birthdays this month just add so much stress idk if I can handle trying to quit my one and only addiction left without spiraling into alcoholism or sh again.
I apparently chose a really bad time to try and get sober... Might just not bother honestly.
February 7, 2026 at 2:33 PM
I apparently chose a really bad time to try and get sober... Might just not bother honestly.
I gained a pound from literally nothing I didn't eat wtf? Literally mystery weight I'm so confused...
February 7, 2026 at 1:39 PM
I gained a pound from literally nothing I didn't eat wtf? Literally mystery weight I'm so confused...
I hope the wind doesn't keep me up all night, I'm so exhausted it's already almost 2am I just wanna sleep :(
February 7, 2026 at 6:51 AM
I hope the wind doesn't keep me up all night, I'm so exhausted it's already almost 2am I just wanna sleep :(
There's literally so much noise from the wind that I'm overstimulated.
February 7, 2026 at 4:04 AM
There's literally so much noise from the wind that I'm overstimulated.
Horrible, awful winds tonight and the temperature is plummeting...
February 7, 2026 at 12:58 AM
Horrible, awful winds tonight and the temperature is plummeting...
Managed to calm down enough and had some breakfast finally. Haven't been hungry at all, but I'm not surprised cuz stress makes me feel sick
February 6, 2026 at 7:46 PM
Managed to calm down enough and had some breakfast finally. Haven't been hungry at all, but I'm not surprised cuz stress makes me feel sick
Ugh why do they have to make the worst noises every single day??? I was fine now I'm on the verge of a meltdown again :( I just wanna self soothe in peace, I already was almost sobbing this morning I don't need to be like this today too :(
February 6, 2026 at 5:41 PM
Ugh why do they have to make the worst noises every single day??? I was fine now I'm on the verge of a meltdown again :( I just wanna self soothe in peace, I already was almost sobbing this morning I don't need to be like this today too :(
Went for early morning cuddles with gf before leaving her to hopefully sleep at all 🥺 I'm gonna sit in the bedroom and smoke and watch random stuff until she's up
February 6, 2026 at 2:27 PM
Went for early morning cuddles with gf before leaving her to hopefully sleep at all 🥺 I'm gonna sit in the bedroom and smoke and watch random stuff until she's up
Feeling really depressed and anxious this morning. I wish anyone could spend time with me today so I can be less scared, but that's just not possible. Gf didn't come home til the sun was coming up, and bf is still sick so it's not safe to see him... I'm just gonna have to do this alone.
February 6, 2026 at 1:24 PM
Feeling really depressed and anxious this morning. I wish anyone could spend time with me today so I can be less scared, but that's just not possible. Gf didn't come home til the sun was coming up, and bf is still sick so it's not safe to see him... I'm just gonna have to do this alone.
Well apparently whining online made them shut up. Maybe I can finally sleep I'm in so much pain it's kind of unbearable.
Like please just shut the fuck up what is so fucking important at midnight that you have to talk about it that fucking loudly????
February 6, 2026 at 5:17 AM
Well apparently whining online made them shut up. Maybe I can finally sleep I'm in so much pain it's kind of unbearable.
Like please just shut the fuck up what is so fucking important at midnight that you have to talk about it that fucking loudly????
February 6, 2026 at 5:12 AM
Like please just shut the fuck up what is so fucking important at midnight that you have to talk about it that fucking loudly????
I guess I'm just going to struggle to sleep forever. New nextdoor neighbours wait until past midnight to start loudly laughing and talking and everything for so fucking long. It's driving me insane already I just want to sleep I don't wanna have a meltdown
February 6, 2026 at 5:11 AM
I guess I'm just going to struggle to sleep forever. New nextdoor neighbours wait until past midnight to start loudly laughing and talking and everything for so fucking long. It's driving me insane already I just want to sleep I don't wanna have a meltdown
I know I'm loved but I feel like such an asshole right now and idk why anyone would want me around
February 6, 2026 at 3:23 AM
I know I'm loved but I feel like such an asshole right now and idk why anyone would want me around
Been having to isolate myself because no one can comfort me. No one knows what to say apparently or what to do. Or I guess maybe they expect me to cheer up and be fine quickly and be able to handle emotional stress again. I'm so burnt out idk how long I'm gonna be like this.
February 6, 2026 at 3:12 AM
Been having to isolate myself because no one can comfort me. No one knows what to say apparently or what to do. Or I guess maybe they expect me to cheer up and be fine quickly and be able to handle emotional stress again. I'm so burnt out idk how long I'm gonna be like this.
Still way too sensitive to deal with anything. And I'm getting new pains developing from this meltdown too. People are noisy but I hope I can sleep tonight.
February 6, 2026 at 2:45 AM
Still way too sensitive to deal with anything. And I'm getting new pains developing from this meltdown too. People are noisy but I hope I can sleep tonight.
Managed to have a shower but I'm resting again now. Meltdown has me worn to pieces now. I need to stop pushing myself it's making my partners worry sick about me.
February 6, 2026 at 12:03 AM
Managed to have a shower but I'm resting again now. Meltdown has me worn to pieces now. I need to stop pushing myself it's making my partners worry sick about me.
Neighbours have been drilling and whatnot the whole time I've been laying down to rest. I'm too tired from my meltdown to even get upset about it, but I'm so exhausted.
February 5, 2026 at 7:25 PM
Neighbours have been drilling and whatnot the whole time I've been laying down to rest. I'm too tired from my meltdown to even get upset about it, but I'm so exhausted.
Locking myself away for a little while cuz I'm very upset and everyone is blaming each other which definitely doesn't help...
February 5, 2026 at 4:51 PM
Locking myself away for a little while cuz I'm very upset and everyone is blaming each other which definitely doesn't help...