Noah is trying|non-ed DNI
@scaredangel.bsky.social
he/it/thing ❈ OSDD OCD BPD autism ❈ ~19.4 ❈ polyam genderqueer transmasc ❈ disabled loser 26 ❈ irl NEET freak ❈ edsky drugsky obslovesky ❈ sweetheart, monster, & lovesick bug ❈ SEX REPULSED ❈ minors non-ed & fatphobes dni
tw bc
Trying to see myself as my actual body shape. Dysmorphia is messing with me cuz of my weight, I feel a lot bigger than these pics...
Trying to see myself as my actual body shape. Dysmorphia is messing with me cuz of my weight, I feel a lot bigger than these pics...
December 10, 2025 at 8:55 PM
tw bc
Trying to see myself as my actual body shape. Dysmorphia is messing with me cuz of my weight, I feel a lot bigger than these pics...
Trying to see myself as my actual body shape. Dysmorphia is messing with me cuz of my weight, I feel a lot bigger than these pics...
Haha, nice.
December 8, 2025 at 1:58 PM
Haha, nice.
237cal 23g protein lentils, rice, and tuna. It might not be pretty, but it's filling and delicious!
December 4, 2025 at 10:22 PM
237cal 23g protein lentils, rice, and tuna. It might not be pretty, but it's filling and delicious!
tw my face
Sometimes I also get jumpscared by snap by showing me lw pics, but this time it showed me a pic of myself from 5 years ago very close to my hw. I look like a different human in so many ways... I could barely move or breathe back then wtf.
Sometimes I also get jumpscared by snap by showing me lw pics, but this time it showed me a pic of myself from 5 years ago very close to my hw. I look like a different human in so many ways... I could barely move or breathe back then wtf.
December 2, 2025 at 2:31 AM
tw my face
Sometimes I also get jumpscared by snap by showing me lw pics, but this time it showed me a pic of myself from 5 years ago very close to my hw. I look like a different human in so many ways... I could barely move or breathe back then wtf.
Sometimes I also get jumpscared by snap by showing me lw pics, but this time it showed me a pic of myself from 5 years ago very close to my hw. I look like a different human in so many ways... I could barely move or breathe back then wtf.
🌄°• December •°🌄
December 2, 2025 at 1:56 AM
🌄°• December •°🌄
🎶°~Weekly December Diets ~°🎶
December 1, 2025 at 6:59 PM
🎶°~Weekly December Diets ~°🎶
Updated profile for December. How is it almost 2026
December 1, 2025 at 5:19 PM
Updated profile for December. How is it almost 2026
❄️°♡ Welcome To My Home ♡°🏘️
tw edsky obslovesky drugsky
About, DNI, Stats, Trackers, and more below
tw edsky obslovesky drugsky
About, DNI, Stats, Trackers, and more below
December 1, 2025 at 5:16 PM
❄️°♡ Welcome To My Home ♡°🏘️
tw edsky obslovesky drugsky
About, DNI, Stats, Trackers, and more below
tw edsky obslovesky drugsky
About, DNI, Stats, Trackers, and more below
Week 4 : yeah I gained this month from the bingeing and my period again. So stupid. Can only hope the first week of December is impressive-looking by dropping all this weight. This week has been really hard mentally.
fw : 51.2kg/112.8lbs (19.5)
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
fw : 51.2kg/112.8lbs (19.5)
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
November 30, 2025 at 11:08 PM
Week 4 : yeah I gained this month from the bingeing and my period again. So stupid. Can only hope the first week of December is impressive-looking by dropping all this weight. This week has been really hard mentally.
fw : 51.2kg/112.8lbs (19.5)
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
fw : 51.2kg/112.8lbs (19.5)
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
Week 3 : my weigh-in on Friday was worse so I'm using today's instead. I did technically gain, didn't get to where I wanna be. But I can tell it's mainly recomp, my bones show more than they used to for sure there's no way I lost no fat.
cw : 50.5kg/111.3lbs (19.2)
+0.1kg/0.2lbs
cw : 50.5kg/111.3lbs (19.2)
+0.1kg/0.2lbs
November 23, 2025 at 4:10 AM
Week 3 : my weigh-in on Friday was worse so I'm using today's instead. I did technically gain, didn't get to where I wanna be. But I can tell it's mainly recomp, my bones show more than they used to for sure there's no way I lost no fat.
cw : 50.5kg/111.3lbs (19.2)
+0.1kg/0.2lbs
cw : 50.5kg/111.3lbs (19.2)
+0.1kg/0.2lbs
Week 2 : this week was quite a mess, but I lost that weight I gained plus some extra. Now I just gotta keep it up so I can be under 50kg for my anniversary with my bf next Sunday and eat without any worries.
cw : 50.4kg/111.1lbs (19.2)
-0.6kg/1.3lbs
cw : 50.4kg/111.1lbs (19.2)
-0.6kg/1.3lbs
November 15, 2025 at 4:55 AM
Week 2 : this week was quite a mess, but I lost that weight I gained plus some extra. Now I just gotta keep it up so I can be under 50kg for my anniversary with my bf next Sunday and eat without any worries.
cw : 50.4kg/111.1lbs (19.2)
-0.6kg/1.3lbs
cw : 50.4kg/111.1lbs (19.2)
-0.6kg/1.3lbs
Cupcakes! Chocolate chip vanilla cupcakes (blue) and white chocolate cocoa cupcakes (red/brown). These were fun to make and decorate this afternoon!
November 14, 2025 at 12:38 AM
Cupcakes! Chocolate chip vanilla cupcakes (blue) and white chocolate cocoa cupcakes (red/brown). These were fun to make and decorate this afternoon!
Gonna try some of this "cereal" today while I play p!km1n cuz it feels super appropriate. Also I say "cereal" cuz it's mainly raisins, nuts, and seeds. Plus I am NOT mixing this with milk, no way. Ty food bank for helping me expand on the foods I eat. (60g for 225cal, it better be good)
November 11, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Gonna try some of this "cereal" today while I play p!km1n cuz it feels super appropriate. Also I say "cereal" cuz it's mainly raisins, nuts, and seeds. Plus I am NOT mixing this with milk, no way. Ty food bank for helping me expand on the foods I eat. (60g for 225cal, it better be good)
Food bank haul. They also gave us a gift card which is insanely kind. I don't like a lotta this stuff honestly, so I'm gonna be flexing my cooking muscles to create something amazing from these things
November 10, 2025 at 7:47 PM
Food bank haul. They also gave us a gift card which is insanely kind. I don't like a lotta this stuff honestly, so I'm gonna be flexing my cooking muscles to create something amazing from these things
Hmm maybe a handle with a curve of some kind would help! Like this kinda, but obviously less detailed
November 9, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Hmm maybe a handle with a curve of some kind would help! Like this kinda, but obviously less detailed
Week 1 : well cuz of my period I ended up gaining a little bit, but luckily not much... Just hoping if I stay locked in properly, I'll lose lots next week... Hopefully...
cw : 51kg/112.4lbs (19.4)
+0.4kg/0.88lbs
cw : 51kg/112.4lbs (19.4)
+0.4kg/0.88lbs
November 8, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Week 1 : well cuz of my period I ended up gaining a little bit, but luckily not much... Just hoping if I stay locked in properly, I'll lose lots next week... Hopefully...
cw : 51kg/112.4lbs (19.4)
+0.4kg/0.88lbs
cw : 51kg/112.4lbs (19.4)
+0.4kg/0.88lbs
Breaking a 15.5hr fast with the BEST pancakes ever made by my lovely gf (and also mixed stuff :3 ) they have Smarties in them!
November 4, 2025 at 3:01 PM
Breaking a 15.5hr fast with the BEST pancakes ever made by my lovely gf (and also mixed stuff :3 ) they have Smarties in them!
°* November *°☕
November 1, 2025 at 7:05 PM
°* November *°☕
Updated my profile for November! This year went by so, so fast, it's a little scary...
November 1, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Updated my profile for November! This year went by so, so fast, it's a little scary...
Week 4: I'm so happy I legit maintained for post-op. I had gained 5lbs literally on Oct. 1st and managed to lose basically all of it within this month! So, I'm gonna hella count this as a win. Even tho I "gained", I really don't see it that way whatsoever.
fw: 50.6kg/111.5lbs
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
fw: 50.6kg/111.5lbs
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
November 1, 2025 at 3:43 AM
Week 4: I'm so happy I legit maintained for post-op. I had gained 5lbs literally on Oct. 1st and managed to lose basically all of it within this month! So, I'm gonna hella count this as a win. Even tho I "gained", I really don't see it that way whatsoever.
fw: 50.6kg/111.5lbs
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
fw: 50.6kg/111.5lbs
+0.6kg/1.3lbs
Y'all, so much candy! I didn't perfectly organize all it, but like look at just the chocolate ALONE from ONE of those piles!!! I'm so excited
November 1, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Y'all, so much candy! I didn't perfectly organize all it, but like look at just the chocolate ALONE from ONE of those piles!!! I'm so excited
Tw me, my face
Fit for trick or treating tonight, including makeup! I know I look huge in this, but I'm wearing two sweaters with a t-shirt, and 2 pairs of leggings with these pants
Fit for trick or treating tonight, including makeup! I know I look huge in this, but I'm wearing two sweaters with a t-shirt, and 2 pairs of leggings with these pants
October 31, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Tw me, my face
Fit for trick or treating tonight, including makeup! I know I look huge in this, but I'm wearing two sweaters with a t-shirt, and 2 pairs of leggings with these pants
Fit for trick or treating tonight, including makeup! I know I look huge in this, but I'm wearing two sweaters with a t-shirt, and 2 pairs of leggings with these pants
Oh yeah follow my backup y'all @uncomfynoah.bsky.social just in case of the inevitable destruction
October 29, 2025 at 5:16 PM
Oh yeah follow my backup y'all @uncomfynoah.bsky.social just in case of the inevitable destruction
tw bc
Two days of bingeing and I look like this? Sure, okay, I'll take it!
Two days of bingeing and I look like this? Sure, okay, I'll take it!
October 27, 2025 at 1:22 PM
tw bc
Two days of bingeing and I look like this? Sure, okay, I'll take it!
Two days of bingeing and I look like this? Sure, okay, I'll take it!
Week 3: Halloween is in a week, and I'm so excited! Also happy that I've been able to restrict a little bit, both without going crazy and without bingeing either. So hopefully I do lose weight this month!
cw: trick or treat! (Weigh-in Oct. 31st)
cw: trick or treat! (Weigh-in Oct. 31st)
October 24, 2025 at 10:15 PM
Week 3: Halloween is in a week, and I'm so excited! Also happy that I've been able to restrict a little bit, both without going crazy and without bingeing either. So hopefully I do lose weight this month!
cw: trick or treat! (Weigh-in Oct. 31st)
cw: trick or treat! (Weigh-in Oct. 31st)